I haven’t cried in so long.
I haven’t felt those hot, wet tears,
Roll down my cheeks and drip off my face in 
it seems like forever.
Maybe this is because I’ve been lucky to 
not experience pain for a long time.
Or perhaps its because I’ve felt so much pain
 that i locked it all deep inside me,
making sure it would never surface.
But as small puddles start to form beneath my eyelids,
I start to believe that i had finally found the key 
that unlocked all my pain,
and set it free