I sometimes wonder how you are
I know you say it�s all just fine
I wish and pray your telling the truth
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Without all the pain
All the loud
You look so beautiful to me
And I don�t know why
I don�t even know why
I haven�t forgotten the cause
Of the loud talking and uncontrollable shaking
Is it the bad memories?
That keeps me happy with me now?
Every time I relive in my head the good times
I start to cry
Then I have my bad slaps in the face
Reminding me why I�m here now
And you�re not
I hope you think I�m great
You think you�ve got me fooled
I hope I�m not