I still dream about you
And get nervous when I pass your road
I want to stop by and say hey
I guess it would just be too awkard
I still picture the next time I will see you
It's been over a year since our last goodbye
And the last time our eyes met
Your so close yet so far
I still write poems about you
I'm not sure why
Cause this is the better life
I guess I'm just waiting for that better ending
Where we both know it is over and
Not 2 days after my 17th birthday
Anything but that
All I wanted was to see the fireworks with you
Nothing will ever be the same
I wonder if I still effect you
Like you effected me