Meaningless
Meaningless
That is all I am.
I falsify my proofs.
I prove my faults.
Empty
Empty
That is all I am.
I sleep my life.
I live my sleep.
Hatred
Hatred
That is all I feel.
I love my hate.
I hate my love.
Sorrow
Sorrow
That is all I feel.
I am heart broken by my sobbing.
I sob in regard to my heart break.
Endeavor
Endeavor
That is the only action I can assume.
I walk to find my freedom.
I am free only to walk.
Plague
Plague
That is the only action I can assume.
I spread the plague of despair.
I despair by the fact I spread the plague.
Tormented
Tormented
That is what is me.
I am tormented by the fact I am lost and yet never knew what I searched for.
I am tormented by the fact I am impure when I was never given a chance to be pristine.
I am endless unto the reign that never was I chanced, and lost to begin.
Forgotten Forget
I am nothing worth knowing or remembering.
Follow the wise man's recourse and make me forgotten.
I had no purpose and no honor.
I was a shade from the unknowing birth.
I was a dream you may have dreamt but just can't find in your mind.
I am once fallen twice denied and thrice unknown.
Let the night caress my shattered soul.
The soul that never had been.
I May
Into darkness I find it binding.
Into light I find it defining.
A man is a myth when his choices are gone.
Purity is only pure when no other proposals are shown.
To be known to be devious is to deviate from the deprivation.
I may only be a mortal amongst mortality but that does not make my destined to die.
I may only be alive to die amongst the dieing but that makes me fated to choose.
I am destined to see the purified and the damned but fated to known which path I choose.
I may follow suit and all be well.
I may renounce the title and all be as hell.
All is unknown til is known but I am fated to choose and destined to be.
Intentions of Despair
Here I am bound to subserve.
Here I am damned to stay.
In this hell of sorrow.
I follow forever.
I have forgotten once I could of smiled.
I no longer believe once I could of loved.
And for this I envy those who can.
I am not bound by chains or oath.
I am bound by the emotion of hate.
For my revenge I am deemed the bringer of sorrow.
I bring you a feeling of hollow solace.
I bring you a feeling of suicide.
I live forever and die in a moment.
I obey her whims as well as my own.
With no escape.
Here I am bound to subserve.
Here I am damned to stay,
I am your bring of sorrow long shall you know me.
Too Many Regrets One Too Many Fatal
Trapped by the silence that brings me to my knees.
Hidden amongst the endless dream.
Born to bare the apathetic heart.
Fearing the world that prescribes a forward motion.
Fathomless depths of agony awaiting my death.
I fear this feral defiance that claws to the surface and ignites my hidden emotions.
I am evanescent to you and all my bleeding wounds are of no note to your thought.
I slip through the light leaving behind my crimson flowing trail never illuminated.
I bask in my soon to be tomb letting the warm scarlet slide and drip ever so beautifully into the puddles
The white velvet stained eternally as I reach to feel one of my last agonizing senses.
The cold stagnant air swirls around and stings my eyes
The colors swarm in my head.
My thought dizzying.
My heart pumping slower and slower.
My breathing strained and my skin grows paler almost translucent.
I can't seem to think anymore I... I... don't understand whats happening.
How much longer til the bliss?
Wait! no... I changed my mind.
Please goddess give me my second chance.
I didn't understand.
Please I just didn't understand.
I am sorry I didn't make you proud.
I am sorry I hurt you.
I am just sorry.
I wish I could change what has happened.
Let me change!
I didn't want this... I didn't ask for this... I can't accept this.
I won't accept this.
No I... I... can't be dead... I can't be...