| More about me: i hate this part, trying to sum up a life time of experiances in 200 words or less. trying to list what i love, what i hate, who i am, and who i have been. as if the sum of a soul can be so easily explained. i breath air, i have hopes, i have dreams, i have fears, like everyone else. i try to be fair, and i really like music and coffee, i have a good sense of humor. i'm alternative in alot of ways, and very old fashion in many others. i read fiction, i read philosophy. i hate talking about myself w/no one else in the room. i believe a relationship is about communication, and sharing, not only the hard times, but the good each person has. i look alot younger than i am. sometimes i act it as well. life is short, i want to enjoy my life w/out hurting anyone else. i want to grow, i want to learn, i want to stop rambling about myself. ok, i'm done. the box is filled, but w/hardly a glimpse. More about my perfect date: what anyone wants i guess. someone who'll understand me, and someone i can relate to. someone cute, and alive, and aware, who loves life, music, my cat, and i don't know, small fuzzy animals in general. someone honest, someone willing to try. someone who doesn't have time for head games. some one who wants to experiance life, and share their joys w/someone like me. someone who believes in balance and moderation. is that two hundred words yet? will a bell sound? they never answer these questions. someone w/a good sense of humor, you'll need it. am i winning yet? This is what I consider a perfect first date: whats perfection? each individual interaction is a unique experiance to itself. ok, i'm bluffing, i don't have a clue. heh heh. i like coffee shops, i like talking, i like learning and experiancing. museums, parks, movies, pool, live shows. its all good. a good date would be one where you learn about the other person, and enjoy yourself. sounds simple, doesn't it.... My perception of an ideal relationship: i have to admit, i wasn't expecting more boxes when i clicked that last button. communication and the ablity to grow. i'm not done yet, i hope i'm not the same person in ten years that i am now. i've improved over the years, but i'm not done yet. i need someone who'll grow w/me. stand by me as i stand by them. someone who'll not only help work out any problems that come between us, but share w/me the things that are important in her life, as well as find joy in that which i love. someone who enjoys spending time w/me, but doesn't need me to be the center of her life. two people who are together not to avoid being lonely, but because they truly want to be w/the other. its about sharing, what more can i say? This is what I've learned from my past relationships: time, like everything is a trinity. you can't throw tomorrow away for today, just as you can't waste today for tomorrow. i've made mistakes in relationships, i've tried to learn from them. i've been wronged in past relationships, i've tried to learn from that as well. the past is important to learn from, you shouldn't forget it, but you don't have to let it weigh you down. what hurts me the most are the mistakes i've made, and not whats happened to me. and if theres another box to fill after i click that button, i'm going to scream. |
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