Drugged (!) &
Raped (?)
This took place a few years
back and all the names have been changed to protect the guilty! For quite a few years I kept this shut off
in the back of my mind, but then for some reason I started thinking it over and
this really bugged me for some reason.
I never really understood how it all happened to be honest. Sure we had all been drinking, but in rounds
together, something I was no stranger to.
So it could not have been me who was drunk or everyone would have been
the same, after all two of them drove a car.
But something was amiss till one day it twigged just what might have happened.
I was visiting a girl I knew
who lived on one of the Spanish islands.
We had been out "going steady" back in England at one time,
but now we were just good friends.
Going out to see Mary was for me a cheap holiday. Her work was with one of the package holiday
companies, so she was able to arrange very cheap flights, and of course once
there I could stay with her so there were no hotel bills. In my situation at that time, it was a really
good deal!
Her life was great on the
island, and working for a holiday company was not too demanding, just it could
be at very unsociable hours. It tended
to be a lot of work in short time periods, with the remainder of the day free
to laze about and live the high life.
Being a representative of a tourist company, just about every bar and
restaurant gave them free drinks and meals, hoping they would recommend their
establishments to the holiday makers flocking to the place every day of the
week.
I had by this time been out
there on three or four occasions and had met with most of her friends. I got on well with all of them except one
guy. He was her best friend but he
seemed to have some dislike of me. I
don’t know whether he resented my presence or was jealous of my relationship
with Mary in some way. But there was
nothing physical between them, because he was gay as were most of her male
friends working for the vacation companies.
Mary enjoyed their friendship a lot and I had to agree, being out with
them could be great fun. It was just
this one guy whom I didn’t gel with for some reason.
So this man, I will call him
Bill, who was always very distant, had on the other hand one extremely handsome
boyfriend. He was Spanish and a waiter
in some hotel, also I believe he was married.
This was not unusual, in fact it seemed par for the course where Spanish
boyfriends were concerned with the holiday reps, gay or straight. They got married, but preferred to have sex
with men or at least, outside the marriage. His name was Philippe and what a
dish he was. Physically quite big,
taller and thicker set than the average with a really handsome face, it made me
wonder what he could see in this alcoholic Bill when he could have had the pick
of anyone there.
What was my interest in
him? Okay, I was going out with girls,
but I had also been with guys too, not that anyone on this island knew
that. I enjoyed both and although I had
not a great deal of experience with guys, I knew what it was all about. So I
appreciated good looking guys and this was one right up there in the top ten!
About the middle of my week
there, Mary had two nights of incoming flights in the early hours of the
morning, which meant that we couldn’t go out at night. With the paper work involved before the
holiday makers arrived, meeting them at the airport and then seeing them to
various hotels, meant that she didn’t finish till around 5 or 6 in the
morning. The first of these two nights,
I stayed in the apartment, but didn't relish the thought of doing it a second time.
That day, Mary came back from
her afternoon hotel visits and surprised me by saying she had told Bill to take
me out at night so I wouldn’t be on my own.
He didn’t have any flights to meet so it was to be one of his nights on
the town and I was to go along, all arranged by Mary. Fine by me, this might
finally be the time to get to know him better.
Around nine she dropped my off
at the bar they used as a meeting place.
Bill was already in there drinking his favourite brandy. Mary didn’t stop though, she had plenty of
work to do and after a couple of "hello's" around the place, she was
off to work. Bill finished his drink
and said we should go to another bar.
The entertainment district comprised of buildings rather like shopping
malls, but full of bars and disco's.
Most were no bigger than postage stamps, catering to just about every
nationality in Europe, making it home from home for the holiday makers who
couldn’t bear to be away from their own culture.
The first bar we went to was
to meet up with Philippe and another guy, Domingo. I didn’t realise at first apart from it being a Spanish bar, that
it was full of men. I think Bill and
myself were the only foreigners there and although he was well known, I soon
realised I was a point of curiosity with the other customers. But for a lad's
night out, it was in fact becoming boring for me. Bill was fluent in Spanish and his boyfriend and Domingo didn’t
speak any English. Apart from looking
at the people sitting at the other tables, my only entertainment was sign
language with Domingo, Bill being fully engrossed with Philippe. Domingo was cute, around 19 years old and I
would have loved to be able to talk with him, but instead we were just gestures
and smiles, filling out the time. We
moved to two or three different bars, all Spanish rather than for the tourists,
and all full of men. I understood
Spanish girls didn’t go to bars in any case, so I couldn’t say if they were gay
bars, although some of the other customers seemed very close, or was that just
my very straight upbringing?
So around one or two in the
morning, Bill said we should leave, first going back to his place to have some
coffee before he dropped me off at Mary's apartment. He drove and although he had consumed a lot of brandy, he wasn’t
drunk, none of us had that much.
This is where I have a hole in
my story. Funny that it's here and not
later, but this is just where it is. I
remember the coffee mugs being put on the table and drinking some of it. But that’s it, nothing more. No conversation, no music being played,
absolutely nothing! Just a big black
hole in my memory.
The next place where it
connects up, Philippe is unbuttoning my shirt and helping to get my arms out.
Then he undid the buttons on my jeans and pulled them down my legs. I was leaning against a raised platform at
one side of the room, about 800 mm. high I guess. Never mind what he was doing, I remember thinking what is this
thing for, too high for a bed, it didn’t seem to serve any purpose. This was the only thing on my mind rather
than why Philippe was undressing me.
Bill was sat on the platform in the corner away from us with a glass of
brandy and a cigarette or hash, as was his habit, not saying anything. Domingo was also sat up there, but just
behind me. He was naked but when he
undressed I've no idea. Once Philippe
got me naked, he quickly stripped out of his clothes.
I think I was drooling when I
looked at Philippe, what a beautiful body he had, well proportioned and made
with all the muscles defined on his chest and stomach. His body was naturally tanned and his chest
was swirls of soft black hair leading a path downwards. Delicious!! And what a cock, it was long, thick and
already standing at full mast. As he
stood there carrying on some conversation with Bill, I went down to try and
suck him. Really I didn’t know what I
was doing, in fact I had know idea what anyone was doing, it was just as if it
was me watching some sex video I was so detached from it all. I felt that all
my inhibitions had vanished and I could do anything I pleased. Philippe stopped talking when he felt me
grab his dick and laughed, but took it away from me and wouldn’t allow me to do
anything.
Instead, he turned me around
to face Domingo, bending me over the edge of the platform, but still
standing. I think when I first saw
Philippe, I thought about sex with him, but right now, naked in this room, I
had no idea what was going on. That’s
sounds so funny looking back now, but at that moment it was true.
I glanced over at Bill, but he
kept silent, just sipped at his drink watching us between deep draws on his
cigarette. I looked at Domingo sitting against the wall just a few feet away,
watching me whilst he idly played with his cock. Just then Philippe put something cold and slimy on my ass, then
quickly pushed home his long fat cock.
Just as if he had pushed a wedge into me, I felt like I was splitting
straight down the middle! Up until
then, my experience with fucking guys was quite limited and nothing in the
recent past. Even so, the guys I had
played around with were only half the size of Philippe, so his entry up my
chute was dramatic to say the least.
Once inside, he bent me flat
down onto the platform and commenced giving me a really good fucking. On and on he went demonstrating his prowess
to the other two guys. Instead of
finishing when his orgasm built, he stopped and turned me over onto my
back. Then he pulled up my legs onto
his shoulders and sank his cock back into my ass. Again he went at it, fucking the life out of me for what seemed
an age. Taking a short breather, he
pushed me further onto the platform and climbed up with me. Taking my legs again, he swung them back
towards my head, bent over me with his hands holding my ankles and plunged his
cock back into my ass.
I looked back at Domingo
behind me. His cock was up and it
looked beautiful and I wanted it at the same time. I gestured for him to come closer and put it in my mouth. But no, he just smiled at me and carried on
gently frigging. Shit, my mind was tying itself in knots, twisting and turning,
one moment feeling every last millimetre of Philippe's cock slugging my ass,
the next as if I was outside my body looking down on someone else who was getting
fucked. Really weird.
Philippe powered on and on,
turning me back and forth into different positions until I could no longer feel
anything from my ass, it was numb. Sure
enough the time came when he could not longer hold back. So with a running
commentary for the other guys, slammed into me for a violent finish, filling my
ass with his long stoked up load of jizz.
He pulled out, dropped my legs
back to the floor and went to the bathroom to clean up. But I paralysed and could not move from
where he left me on the edge of the platform.
Now Domingo got up and walked around to stand in front of me. His cock was hard, smooth and long. I loved the look of it just as I fancied him
too, but I really didn’t think I could take any more.
I told him so, but he moved
between my legs and told me in his heavily accented English, "I want fuck
you"!
No, I told him, and then to
put him off, I said I would fuck him, but I knew I couldn't at all. My cock was just not connecting with the
rest of me and was lying there soft and un-responding. At any other time I would have loved to have
gone to bed with Domingo, but not after Philippe and not with my cock out of
order.
I didn’t feel a threat from
him, his hands were not on his cock but on my legs, so I was not expecting an
assault. But completely unaided, his
cock went into me as he moved up close.
I wondered at how big my poor asshole had become if his cock could find
its own way into it just like that!
But he was in and was not
going to reverse out until he had what he wanted. Unlike Philippe though, he was gentle and his motions were smooth
and tender. Within moments, I wanted
him to fuck me more and more, loving the feel of his long dick slipping in and
out and the touches and caresses of his hands and lips. Philippe hadn't touched me except as
necessary to do what he needed, but Domingo was all that you would want in a
lover. He stopped fucking for a moment
and bent forward to give me a lingering kiss. His hands ran lightly over my
body as if I was a fragile ornament and he full of wonder at it. Wow, I really wanted to spend time with this
guy. I could not resist his affection
and magnetism and responded doing my best to help him and give him the best
feelings possible that I could.
Bill had followed Philippe to
the bathroom and no doubt suitably worked up with the performance, was getting
his evil way with him. But that left us
in some kind of privacy, so for a short while we held and kissed and lost
ourselves in each other. He was a beautiful kisser and could have turned me on
just with those luscious soft lips. But too soon Bill and Philippe returned
from the bathroom to watch Domingo do his stuff. We stopped the kissing and he put some effort into fucking me as
a show for them. For him, I could have
gone on all night and all the next day, but with the increased pace his juices
rose. He arched his head back and with a moan escaping from those dreamy lips,
I felt him explode inside of me, filling me to capacity so that the cream was
escaping past his cock and running down my legs.
What a mess I was, it seemed
as if I had been having sex for hours and probably was. After Domingo had finished, I really could
not move, so he and Philippe got on each side, grabbed an arm and carried me to
the bathroom. Philippe and Domingo
washed me down and Bill supervised putting my clothes back on, making sure I
looked straight and tidy. Bill made
some more coffee, which he insisted I drank cup after cup of. Then when he was
sure I was fully tanked, he said they had better get me home or else Mary would
have his head.
Philippe brought the car to
the apartment door, and they half walked, half dragged me to it and pushed me
inside. Just how long we had been
having sex I don’t know, but it was now light and the sun was up a little way,
with people on the streets going to work.
Around at Mary's place, they
helped me out of the car and walked me too the door, sitting me on the
step. Then the cowards rang the bell
and quickly hurried back to the car not wishing to be face to face with Mary.
She came to the door and looked down at me. Quickly she rattled something sharp
off in Spanish to the guys in the car, and I heard Bill say something like, “he
had drunk too much or I was drunk.”
Whatever, Mary was not pleased with me being out all night long. She helped me up off the step and into the
house, taking me straight to the bedroom where I collapsed. The next thing I know was waking up twelve
hours later feeling like shit! I said
it was a hangover, but beer had never given me a feeling like that before. Mary was furious with Bill and me and said I
would not be going out with him again.
She didn’t know how right she was, no way was I ever going out with Bill
again. But I would have settled for a
night out with Domingo, although I didn't actually say that!
Whether Bill ever let on at
what had happened, I don’t know for sure, but something was said. I think he was the kind of guy who got some
delight in letting on that I was not what I appeared to be. Very quickly after this, it all went out of
my mind as if sub-consciously I had purposely cancelled out the memory. It was a long time before I remembered
anything of it and then it really bugged me to think that I was drunk on that
night. Only after going over everything
hundreds of times did it dawn on me that Bill must have put something in one of
my drinks and had planned it all out. I
never liked him before and I certainly didn’t after this. Drugged and raped, well that was their plan.
But when the victim turns out
to be experienced and willing, well there is no such thing as raping a willing
victim is there?