| Drugs & Alcohol |
| In my life i have been to hell and back and alot of it is bacause of drugs and alcohole... Dad My dad has done drugs as long as i can remember accully since before i was ever born but the thing that puzzles me is it was only weed and i know alot of potheads and none of them were ever as bad as him. He landed him self in jail and when he did what he did he was usally high... I'm not saying drugs are good and i'm not gonna be your parents and say don't do drugs i'm simply gonna say they we'ren't good for him! Mom My mom is an alcoholic shes been one my hole life too... Talk about bad luck... to fucked up parents...She's made promise after promis and the sad thing is she hardly ever remembers even makeing she forgets evrything but what i want her to! I wish if i had to let her be an alcoholic she could atleast forget the bad stuff... Well any how she's said she would quit and well she did stop drinking windsor but now she drinks enougth beer to make up for it and her and my step dad go threw a 30 pack a night and he may have one or two... I'm once again not saying do or don't drink i do occasianly but you have to know when to stop... ME I started smokeing weed with my dad when i was young and drinking off and on but untill this year it never hit me thare are other better (more pricey) Drugs out thare Crack was my pick it was nice calmed me down had a nice taste no smell better hight than i had ever had but then i started stealing and lieing selling my stuff and not careing about anything but that evry penny i had went to my only friend the drug dealer i'm still struggling but i am quiting i have been clean for awhile and i'm hopeing to keep it that way... |
| Mother Mother when you see me do you see yourself in me? Do you understand that drinking hurts you as mutch as it hurts me? Mother when you drink i know you can not see thaty all the things your doing are really hurting me. With evry glass and evry night it sits apon my soal. And all the broken promises that you don't even know! I stand to see you drink your life away... What will it take for me to hear you say "My dearest girl im quiting just for you" ? You make me feel the only way to save your drowning soal is if you let me go... Am i really that mutch trouble, That you'll drink untill you die? I'm sorry as i know i've probly made you cry... By: Crystal 10-14-02 |
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