Author's Note: A big thank you to Mel for encouraging me to write Drue/Joey fic, and for being a wonderful beta reader. **This fic is NC-17**
Drue Valentine sat in his cabin bored out of his mind. He had spent part of the night in the hot tub with Anna and a few other girls. It had been fun, but he couldn't take anymore of their idle chatter. I mean was he supposed to care which company made the best waterproof mascara? Well even if he was supposed to care he didn't.
He liked Anna he really did, but sometimes he just couldn't take her. He was trying his damn hardest to be nice and all, and do what Joey had told him to do in regards to Anna, but he just couldn't be this sensitive guy. He couldn't be like Pacey, nor did he want to be Pacey, though he wouldn't mind having what Pacey had. Mainly Joey Potter, but he knew he would have left that relationship a long time ago. Nine months no sex, what was that about? It had to be Pacey, because Joey had so much fire in her. Drue would bet she was great in bed. He'd bet never having sex again on it he was so sure.
Drue flopped down on the bed, and turned the TV on. He didn't want to think about Joey Potter anymore. He thought about her way too much to be healthy, or normal. Drue closed his eyes. He bet they were having sex right now. Pacey was too lucky. How'd a loser like that get Joey Potter, and what a loser he was. I mean seriously, Drue thought, if it weren't for me they would not be even close to sealing the deal. Why is it that you had to force people to do what they wanted to do anyways? Capeside was one weird place. Everyone was too uptight.
Drue opened his eyes again, and started flipping channels. This was going to be one long boring night. Anna was God only knows where, and Drue didn't care. Sex was what they had. He had tried to make it more, but really that was all she was good for. He couldn't talk to her. She was just so moronic, and stupid. Now Joey that was a girl he could be with. Man she had a sharp tongue on her. If only she put it to better use than being a bitch all the time.
Drue's thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. Drue flipped off the TV, and sat up.
"Let me guess, you lost your key," he shouted figuring it was Anna on the other side.
Drue walked to the door, and flung it open with an annoyed look on his face.
"Figures you would do something like that…" Drue's voice trails off when he sees that it is not Anna on the other side of the door, but Joey.
"Potter, what brings you here? Witter get tired of the will you won't you game?" Drue asked with a smirk.
Drue stopped when he noticed that Joey's face was streaked with dried tears. Drue had a rush of sympathy overwhelm him. Joey was obviously hurting, and Drue felt bad for her.
"Are you," Drue stopped searching for what he should say. "Okay?"
Drue was at a loss. He didn't know what to do. He wasn't used to this. He sure wasn't used to seeing Joey cry, and look so vulnerable.
"Not really," Joey replied speaking for the first time since Drue opened the door. "Can I come in?"
"Yeah," Drue said snapping out of his daze.
He had just been staring at her in shocked confusion, but now he backed away from the door, and motioned for her to come in. Joey silently walked past Drue, and into his cabin. She looked around the cabin nervously. Drue shut the door, and locked it out of habit.
Drue walked over to Joey, and stood behind her still not knowing what to say, or do in this situation. It surprised him that he didn't have the urge to tease her. He knew she was upset over Pacey. Something had happened, and he guessed it had to do with sex.
Drue hesitantly reached out his hand, and touched her shoulder lightly. He wanted to comfort her. He didn't know why, but he did. Joey flinched at his touch, and he quickly withdrew his hand.
"Sorry," Drue mumbled.
Drue didn't know why he apologized. It wasn't like him to do so. Joey Potter was turning him into a freak. Forget this Drue thought.
"So Potter did Pacey throw you out?" Drue asked with his normal tone of mocking insult.
Joey sniffed, and Drue mentally beat himself up over it, which just made him madder. He wasn't acting normal, and it frightened him.
"No," Joey said simply. She drew in a breath and continued, "Do you have something to drink?" she asked.
"Sure what's your poison? I have beer, imported, and domestic, vodka, some jack, a few wine coolers, and soda for the less experimental types," Drue answered with a smirk.
"A beer will be fine," Joey answered as she removed her coat and scarf.
Drue smiled in amusement. This was more like it he thought.
"Coming right up."
Drue dug around in his cooler for the beer. He had of course gone to a liquor store as soon as they arrived, and purchased the necessary beverages with his fake ID. He pulled out a beer, popped the top, and handed it to Joey. Joey took it from him without hesitation. Drue grabbed a second beer for himself.
"So Potter, I'm still waiting for the reason why you have blessed me with your presence this lovely winter night," Drue inquired.
Joey, still holding her untouched beer, sat down on the edge of the bed. She played with the bottle in her hands as she thought about what to say. Drue leaned against the fireplace waiting for her to say something. Finally, she did.
"I just didn't know where else to go," Joey explained simply.
"And you thought of me your bestest bud?" Drue asked.
Joey shrugged.
"All right, so now you are here. What are we going to do? I could wrestle up a deck of cards, and we could play old maid all night. A game I'm sure you are familiar with."
Drue added the last part to egg her on, ruffle her feathers, but instead of causing a heated dose of hatred, and name calling, what Drue caused was a fresh bout of tears. They fell down Joey's cheeks silently. Drue sighed. He hated this. Why did he have to get stuck with a sobbing Joey Potter, and why did he have to care?
Drue set his beer on the mantle, and walked towards her. He sat next to her on the bed, but not too close. He remembered quite painfully what a good right hook she had. Drue took the beer out of her hands, and set it on the floor. He raised his arm slowly, and hesitated before laying it across her shoulder. Joey fell against his shoulder, and Drue pulled her tighter against him trying to comfort her. He figured he should just keep his mouth shut at this point.
Joey buried her head in his shoulder, and cried. Drue just held her. He didn't know what else to do. He really wished he were better at this stuff. Joey's tears stopped falling, but she still let Drue hold her. She finally lifted her head from his shoulder, and looked up at him with tear stained eyes.
Drue forgot to breath when she looked up at him. God she is beautiful he thought. Joey searched his face surprised to see compassion there. Time stood still as Joey's face got closer and closer to his. Drue didn't move, but she just got closer, and closer until he felt her lips on his.
When her lips touched his, he felt like he had been shot with a bolt of electricity. His whole body hummed as her lips moved against his. Drue was too shocked to move. He couldn't believe this was happening. He almost expected to wake up and find it all to be a dream, but when he felt her tongue licking his bottom lip he knew this was real.
He opened his mouth at her insistence. As her tongue probed his mouth, Drue relaxed into the kiss matching her actions. He didn't know why she was doing this, but he really didn't care at this point. Drue tangled his hand in her hair as the kiss continued heating up by the second.
Joey's hands ran down his chest scrapping his skin through his shirt. Joey's hands made their way down his chest, and when they reached the hem of his shirt she grasped the material in her hands, and tugged upwards.
Drue came crashing back to reality. He broke the kiss, and grabbed her hands stopping her actions.
"What are you doing?" he asked breathlessly.
"What do you think?" Joey asked just as breathless.
"I think I have no idea what game you are playing," Drue responded in frustration.
"It's not a game," Joey said defensively.
"What are you doing here Joey?" Drue asked suspiciously.
"I was just," she started. "Never mind. It was mistake. A huge mistake."
Joey stood up, and headed for the door. Drue quickly caught up with her, and grabbed her arm stopping her.
"Let me go," Joey shouted near tears again.
"Not until you tell me what just happened," Drue demanded.
"I told you it was a mistake."
Joey yanked her arm out of his grasp, but she didn't leave.
"Why'd you kiss me?" Drue pressed.
"I don't know," Joey said quietly.
"What happened tonight Joey, and I don't mean the kiss? I mean what brought you here in the first place?"
"Nothing," Joey answered.
"What did Pacey do?" Drue asked not letting it drop.
"He just," Joey stopped. "It's complicated."
Drue walked to the bed, and sat down.
"I have all night," he offered.
Joey shifted nervously. She looked at the door, and then back at Drue.
"Where's Anna?" she asked.
Drue was caught off guard by her question.
"She is," he stopped. "I have no idea and I don't really care either. Why?"
"Maybe you should, since your bed may be awfully lonely tonight," Joey said coolly.
Realization hit Drue like a ton of bricks. He looked down at the floor to hide his smile. He wasn't smiling because of Joey's pain, but rather because he knew Pacey was a moron.
When Drue didn't say anything, Joey walked towards him. Aware of her movement Drue looked up to find her standing in front of him.
"Do you want me?" Joey asked as she nervously chewed on her bottom lip.
Drue's eyes widened at her question, it's implication, and the fact that it came out of her mouth in the first place. Joey Potter, someone he thought was the biggest prude, had just asked him if he wanted to have sex with her. Of course he knew she wouldn't go through with it, but he was still shocked she asked.
Drue choose his words carefully. "I wouldn't say no."
"But you did say no," Joey pressed.
This conversation just kept getting stranger and stranger to Drue. In a million years he never would have imagined it transpiring, and yet here it was. Joey Potter was either trying to seduce him, or playing a wicked game with him. He wasn't sure which one, but he was impressed either way.
"I didn't know what you wanted," Drue explained. "What do you want?"
"To feel good about myself," Joey answered.
Drue decided to just lay it out on the table. "And having sex with me would do that?"
Joey shrugged.
"Do you know what would happen if we did that?"
Joey nodded.
"You and Pacey would be no more, and well he'd kill me," Drue verbalized.
"Me and Pacey already are no more. He obviously wants sex, and found someone more willing than me."
"And the killing me part?" Drue asked.
"Is it a risk you'd be willing to take?" Joey asked.
"Maybe," Drue answered letting his eyes rake over Joey's body. "You know this is wrong."
"Is it?" Joey asked.
"Yeah. You haven't been able to have sex with Pacey, and you've been with him for nine months."
"Thanks for the recap," Joey replied sarcastically.
"I'm just saying you waited that whole time for a reason. Why ruin it now?" Drue asked.
He had no idea why he was trying to talk Joey out of this. He wanted her so bad, and it wasn't like him to pass up on sex because of morals, or anything. He was confused very, very confused.
"It's already ruined. Sex ruined everything with Pacey," she explained.
"And sex with me will accomplish what?" Drue asked not understanding her at all.
"That I can do it. That there's nothing wrong with me," Joey cried out.
Her words stung Drue. He couldn't believe that someone so beautiful and intelligent could be so stupid and insecure.
"There's absolutely nothing wrong with you," Drue said.
He was being honest and it was frightening him. He was opening up and that scared him. He was trying to talk a girl out of having sex with him, and that was just foreign to him.
"Then why don't you want to have sex with me?" Joey pressed.
"It would be wrong," Drue said.
It was the only thing he could think of to say. It would be wrong, and Drue didn't want to be used. He wanted her. He really wanted her, but not like this. Not as revenge, or to prove a point. He wanted her to want him. He knew she came to him, because she had him targeted as an easy lay, a guy with no morals, no conscience, with no value in the world except someone to fuck. Drue didn't want to be that guy to her.
"So you're saying no," Joey asked.
"I'm saying no," Drue affirmed.
Joey's face fell, and the tears started yet again. Drue's heart broke, because this time he had caused the tears. He had hurt her. He couldn't comfort her. He wouldn't give her what she wanted.
Joey turned away from him, and rushed to the door. Drue chased her, and just as she grabbed the doorknob Drue caught up, and closed his own hand over hers preventing her from opening the door. He made a split second decision. A decision that he would probably regret later, but he made it.
Drue spun Joey around, and pinned her up against the door. His mouth descended down on to hers. Joey responded to his kiss instantly. Drue held her arms pinned up against the door as his mouth assaulted hers. He forced himself not to think, and just let himself live in the moment, in the sensations.
Drue dropped her hands, and picked her up all the while still kissing her. Joey's legs wrapped around him as he carried her to the bed. He set her down on the edge, and looked up into her eyes. This was the only time he was going to allow himself to think about what he was doing. Joey smiled down at him her eyes dark with desire. She reached down, and pulled his shirt over his head. She ran her hands through his hair, and Drue closed his eyes as she massaged his scalp. He may regret this later, but it felt really good right now.
Drue quickly removed her shoes, and socks, and then his own before crawling up on to the bed pushing Joey down onto her back. Drue lowered his head, and began kissing her neck. Joey clawed at his back as he found the sensitive areas of her neck. Joey raised her hips rubbing up against Drue driving him crazy with want.
Drue slid his hand up her sweater running his fingers over the smooth skin of her stomach. She shivered at his touch. Drue lifted her sweater, and Joey helped him pull it over her head. He took a moment to take in her exposed skin before running his fingers under her bra straps pushing them down her shoulders. He kissed the exposed skin of her shoulder making a trail down to her breasts.
He fumbled for just a second to undo her front clasping bra. He pushed it off her chest before capturing her nipple in his mouth. Joey gasped as he sucked on it. Drue stopped, and looked up at her scared she was going to stop him. In response Joey entwined her fingers into his hair encouraging him to continue which he did. As Drue lavished attention on her breasts Joey rocked her hips against him.
Drue's mouth left her breasts, and traveled down her skin to her stomach. Joey's body tingled with anticipation as he made his way further down. Drue slowly unzipped her jeans still hesitant that at any moment she would stop him. She didn't, and Drue tugged her jeans down. He dropped them on the floor leaving Joey clothed only in her pale blue panties.
Drue ran his hands up her legs causing her to shiver yet again. His hands traveled up her body touching her skin as light as a feather. When they reached her neck he kissed her. His tongue plundered her mouth as he pressed against her grinding his arousal into her, and then she shocked him for the millionth time that night.
Joey pushed him over, and rolled on top of him never breaking the kiss. Her hands worked over his body making there way down to his zipper. When she found it she pulled it down. She slid down his body dropping kisses on his chest and abdomen on her way.
She removed his pants, and discarded them on the floor. Drue grabbed her shoulders, and pulled her back up to him. He was growing more desperate to have her. As their tongues wrestled, Drue lowered his hands. He slid his fingers along the edge of her panties, and when he got no resistance he hooked his fingers in the edge, and tugged them down.
He quickly flipped them over, so he was again lying on top of her. His fingers played over her skin before easing inside of her. Joey gasped as his fingers invade her, and Drue didn't move. He waited as he had every step of the way. When he again received no protests he began moving his fingers at a steady pace. Joey's only responses were pleasurable moans.
Drue watched her face. He was still unsure about this, but he was doing what she wanted. How could she blame him later for that? Drue had a feeling she would, just as she would have blamed him if he hadn't. He couldn't win in this situation, so he might as well enjoy the only time he would ever get the chance to be with Joey.
Joey thrust her hips to meet his movement, and Drue couldn't take it anymore. He slowed his hand, and reached over to the nightstand. He ran his hand over the surface of the nightstand until he found the prize. Drue sat up, and ripped open the condom wrapper.
Neither of them spoke. Drue was afraid to say anything really. Her behavior had been so unpredictable the whole night he would be lying if he said he wasn't slightly afraid of her at this moment. He shed his boxers, and watched Joey watch him out of the corner of his eye.
Joey watched in fascination as Drue rolled the condom on. She didn't look scared at all. When he was done, Drue settled next to Joey and kissed her softly on the lips. He knew this was her first time. He wasn't a complete jerk, and this was Joey. For a brief moment he contemplated not going through with it.
"You okay?" he asked.
He was giving her an out. He was giving her a chance to stop this, to change her mind.
"Yeah," Joey whispered.
Drue stared at her trying to figure out what she was thinking, and if she really meant what she said.
He wasn't going to be accused of rape that was for sure.
Sensing his hesitation Joey rested her hand on his cheek, and said, "I want this. I want you."
Drue didn't know if he could believe her, but he wasn't going to question her anymore. She had given him a big flashing yes. Drue leaned forward, and kissed her. He positioned his body over hers, and locked his eyes on hers. He saw no fear in them.
Drue took her hand in his, and laced his fingers through hers before sliding inside of her his eyes still locked on hers. Joey tensed up, and Drue paused. He waited a beat before breaking their intense stare to kiss her. He continued kissing her until he felt her body relax, and then he thrust up inside of her. Joey winced, and cried out into his kiss. Drue softened the kiss not moving inside of her waiting for her to adjust to the new sensation of having him inside of her.
Finally, Joey moved her hips up towards him. Drue closed his eyes as he moved inside of her. This was really happening he thought. He was Joey Potter's first lover.
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