hot night sticky body sweet and sweaty
pupils like ink stain the blue and
the blue stains the white
her tongue lifts my ear for her teeth
to crush her nails rip through my back
my muscles clench my tongue
laps the salty sweat between her breasts
my hands in her arm pits wash the cleanliness away
my leg wraps round her leg
her thigh hard and hot and wet crush my neck
her hairs short and crisp between my lips
her juices pour down my throat
like bitter honeyed wine
her nails dig bloody into my neck
my tongue dances madly
through the smooth wet flesh
my jaw aches my back bleeds
the blood mingling with sweat
my heart a herd of galloping hooves
my fingers explore beneath my tongue
my eyes look up her throat ripped open
her tubes hang loose like a butcher's window
her mouth full of maggots her eyes awash with worms

and I wake up and realise that she
is not the woman who shares my bed
and my heart races on and
my lungs pull hard for breath

but still I can taste her in my mouth
and smell her sweat-laced perfume
and feel her blood upon my chest

I have this dream about once a month