we should make no promises to each other
but instead just stay-
while we can-
holding each other close
keeping each other warm
I am less frustrated when you are in my life
but that is honesty
and honesty is hard to trust-
it has its own agenda
though it shouldn't
there are what ifs
that I am throwing out the door
and I'm scareds
that do not belong here
with you
can you believe that?
if you can
then I will give you more
and let you decide
when you've had enough
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whispers
mingled with the heat of our breath
in and out
sending shivers along the length of our bodies....
you ask me if I love you
you�
the man I treasure
the man I love above all others
and I say
�oh my dearest love
don�t you know?�
but you know
you have known since the beginning
waiting
patiently
for what god has promised
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