Chapter Ten
OUR PARALLEL AND MULTIVIBRATIONAL
LIFETIMES AND GOD-SELF
We are now informed that an Earth human's Higher Self, Mind and Soul are an intermingled vibrational essence known also as the God-self. Through our God-self, we experience parallel, simultaneous and multivibrational lives through an energy of Oneness with the Primary Vibration. These segmentary lives also consist of consciousness without Minds (Angels) and entities with Minds not in human bodies, but in faster oscillations. Until we are able to more fully access our Minds, the magnitude of this concept is beyond our grasp to even begin to appreciate. Perhaps a few mystics have, but it is an understanding that truly lies in much faster vibrations than our brains have allowed us to access for the most part, except for occasional faint glimpses.
The Flower of Life symbol that appears on the walls of ancient buildings in Egypt epitomized the interconnection of the many never-ending vibratory frequencies emanating out of the Primary Vibration. It represents the linkage between all energies of every kind, no matter where situated, including the energies that flow to and from our God Self, parallel lifetimes, multivibrational selves and the Primary Vibration--The Web of Creation.
It would be more correct to see that our individualized true essence is not confined and contained in our bodies, but instead in our God-self. From a nucleus of our God-self at a much faster vibrational level, oscillations consisting of sound and color simultaneously flow to parallel lifetimes within the slower vibrations of Earth. This is a concept as we can never know the truth of these energy patterns until we become them.
However, we do have information and testimony that we may discern for ourselves by utilizing our powerful intuitive tools and our hearts.
GOD-SELF:
Our God-self is our Earthly totality as an individualized aspect of the Primary Vibration, but vibrating at much faster frequencies than our physical bodies. It is highly enlightened and is able to receive information and inspiration from faster frequencies, ad infinitum, until all frequencies are at the same level as Primary Vibration.
Because of having to circumvent our brains, we may find our God-self to have a God-like or angelic quality, but what we see as angels or guides are purer facets of ourselves in much faster frequencies. At the same time, we have the help of many angels coming from other vibrations that are not of our direct linkage.
Our God-self is our highest consciousness aspect. It acts as a repository for all memories and information of our experiences in parallel and multivibrational lifetimes. Often our multivibrational lifetimes are spent in faster oscillations so that we may gain the wisdom of more advanced enlightenment. This accelerates our guidance and direction while within Earth’s vibrations.
Be that as it may, if Egos are in control, or our emotions are out of control, then Ego-brains can block such guidance, and we may wallow around in the mud as long as we choose to be controlled by those influences.
I ask you to conceptualize that it is possible for our vibrational flow to merge with oscillations to and from our God-self and also jump the next vibrational level and merge with other vibrational levels. This allows us to access different frequencies so that we have full knowledge of our Minds. This also allows our Minds to be in more than one vibrational frequency simultaneously or aspects of our multivibrational selves to exist continuously in faster energies.
The purpose of that repository is to examine the results of our lifetimes and guidance until we graduate out of the vibrational levels of Earth. It is our total evolution on all vibrational levels within our Earthly experiences.
The more balanced we become, the less parallel experiences we need. Our God-self knows the possibilities/probabilities available. Although it has the probabilities within it for our greatest evolvement, we individually have free will to make our own choices, which may not always be to our best interests. Yet it is through erroneous choices that we also learn so there are no mistakes, only experience.
There is perfect balance between the known and unknown. Our God-self as this nebulous collection may communicate with us during our incarnations, if we can bypass the blockage of our Ego-brains or at the time of our discarnate cycles prior to rebirth. It is not incumbent upon us to call upon our God-self, but when we do, our paths become easier to our overall advantage.
Our God-self is the aspect of us in much faster vibrations and the self that reflects who we truly are, which is Spirit, and is an individualized cell among the many God-selves held to Earth.
It is a small voice within us that cries out in the darkness, in confusion and pain when all appears lost, and says, very small, but heard quite clearly, "I am still here and I will take you forward. Allow me to step out and show you the way for I know there is something more." It is the beautiful part of us, the flame of our very essence, and is the reflection of the eternal Light within all.
It is not connected to or associated with our Ego-selves or personalities for they are extinguished upon death of our physical bodies, while our God-self is with us forever. When personalities and Egos are aligned with our God-self in all of its facets, then the radiance of Spirit shines forth through our eyes. Our skin may become translucent; our bodies will take on health and vitality, and yet, maintain peace and tranquility. It is evident on our physical vibrational levels when our God-self is brought forward and in control.
It is the part of us to honor, the part of us that knows, the part of us that gives guidance, and the part of us that can and will experience the joy of the faster vibrations of Spirit. It is a part of us that has been and will be with us always for it is the basis, the root, the foundation of who we are. It voice grows stronger as we release our fears. We may bring it forth more prominently in our lives by seeking for its expression, knowing that personality and Ego will do what they do in attempting to maintain their place of power.
It is better for our evolution that we do not become fractionalized in who we are. We are all of these things, but in reality we are a God-self. As we realize more fully the truth of who we are, then our personalities and Egos will merge with and become a part of our whole essence. Our God-self as our essence has been with us continuously through our various incarnations, lifetime to lifetime, in all frequencies.
It reflects new accomplishments and new completions of our energetic journey back to Spirit, and mirrors back only the highest vibrations of our experiences, for to enter into our God-self requires that our experiential vibrations be of the same level. In each lifetime there are always moments, though perhaps fleeting, that will indicate mystery, awe and wonder about self. This in itself is a clue that indicates that we are more than we perceive ourselves to be.
PARALLEL LIVES:
Although the information always has been here, it is becoming more apparent that we are living parallel lives rather than past lives. Linear time on Earth is an illusion to our Ego-minds and personalities. Our lifetimes appear to be sequential, but in the true perspective of no time, no space, our lifetimes are occurring simultaneously. At the same time, our God-self is the gateway to various vibrational frequencies, even to the extent of inhabiting other planets and galaxies. Conceptually this is hard to comprehend.
We may come to recognize that as an aspect of our God-self we have within us awareness of all other Minds and all other created beings. It is as though we can see all of creations as individual drops in the great ocean of Primary Vibration and can identify with other drops. We may comprehend that within the proper vibrational setting in our natural habitat, as a drop of water within the ocean, we can blend completely and lose individual identity. Yet, we still maintain within our own drop of water our own identity. If the drop of water has consciousness, and we are an aspect of that consciousness, then we each also have within our power the ability to perceive and understand the consciousness of all other drops.
From an individuated point of view, we only have our own awareness and memories, believing that we each are select individuals. Hopefully we may come to realize that we are an aspect of the whole. We have the capacity to have another's memories, to experience another's life, but we only draw on those memories that serve our individual needs for growth.
At this stage, Spiritual fulfillment is acquired by selecting situations that will provide us with lessons combining energies of Unconditional Love and our Ego-brains merged with our Minds into a perfect blending that brings with it pure reason (Wisdom). Pure reason/wisdom is beyond our conceptual brains.
It is a state of awareness in which we know we know, but we do not know how we know. It is a mystery to most of us. It is a new era that has been coming into fulfillment for several years. It is a place in consciousness that often reflects loneliness and demands great discipline and courage. Wisdom enters into spiritual fulfillment and moves us closer to our merging again with our God-self.
To demonstrate parallel lifetimes, I consciously, individually as Joan, at this moment exist in the U.S. At the time of the Tienanman Square violence in China, while watching the TV scenes I became upset and worried for those students as to whether they could bring about, through their sacrifice, the results that they sought. Later in deep contemplation I began to pick up on two lifetimes, which I will only touch on the highlights and in the present tense as I saw them.
"I see this Mongol, a huge, extremely muscular man, heavy bulging arms and legs, standing with his arms folded across his chest, wearing a leather helmet on his head, straight black, unkempt hair sticking out halfway down his neck and shoulders, long unkempt, black mustache and heavy black eyebrows. He is scowling fiercely because he has learned that he can strike fear in his enemies simply by glowering. He is thick through the middle, having a powerful chest, wearing a leather skirt hanging halfway down his thighs, and carrying some type of shield.
"He is standing with his foot propped on many decapitated bodies. He has not killed all of these people, but this is indicative that he has killed many people. He has no heart; his heart isn’t open. He simply is a killer who lives to kill. He is fearless. His ultimate goal is to die while fighting. His whole focus is so much on killing that it has become orgiastic for him. He is not kind to women, abusing them, not needing them often, and although he doesn’t go out of his way to hurt children, neither does he go out of his way to not hurt them.
"He resides in some portion of northern China, maybe Mongolia, probably at the time of Genghis Khan." He is in his lower physical body.
"Then my scene leaps to a Chinese man about 35 years old, 5’10" tall, slender, nondescript looking, wearing glasses, not because he needs them, but to hide behind them. He is a fighter, not with the sword but with the pen. He works for the Communist government so he is educated. He is also a systems buster.
"He is trying his utmost to covertly bring about the fall of the present government in China, but is doing it quietly undercover. He writes for two newspapers, although he doesn’t own them. He writes for one newspaper advocating the programs of the present Chinese government. At the same time, he writes and prints underground flyers that agitate and encourage subtle, peaceful ways to undermine the government until it crumbles and falls.
"He has a strong intuition and a vision for more equality for the masses; to free them from such a violent, dictatorial system. He doesn’t want to see a total collapse like in Russia, nor a return to warlords, but a Communism that is for the people rather than run by old men who are unrealistic in their governance.
"He hasn’t figured it all out yet. He doesn’t know where he is going, but there is an energy that pushes him to do these things. He is cunning, with the fearlessness of the Mongol, but he masks this by being this wimp scholar/journalist. Right now he is publicly viewed as a government journalist and the government can’t imagine that he has two such distinct identities.
"He fears anarchy, chaos, and destruction of his country. Although he doesn’t understand love, he wants his country to survive, because if it doesn’t, he won’t." He is in his mental body.
These lives are paralleling mine, but on different levels. It is almost impossible to comprehend that I have a direct connection with these three lives and we are all aspects of my God-self.
In order to balance material and spiritual planes, we make choices for each lifetime as to what would best serve to fill in the gaps in our pathway as we strive to reach the apex of Unconditional Love. In a lifetime the selection may be to enter into a situation that will bring us to a point of great personal, egotistical power within the earthly, material reality. Once our foundations are built and our understanding of the material plane well developed, we once again begin to remember our spiritual roots, the power of our psyche and the opening of our hearts, knowing full well of our higher essence of the Christ/Buddhic consciousness.
It is the choice of many of us at this time on Earth to commence balancing the material and spiritual planes since Earth has been in the mental/material plane for many eons. Centuries have been occupied understanding the material plane in order to overcome poverty and illness, and come to a point where our physical bodies are maintained at levels that are constant and secure.
As this is accomplished, a true void of Spirit may be felt, for preoccupation with the physical plane diminishes once it has been fulfilled. We are all familiar with after having purchased our heart’s desire, we find this doesn’t satisfy us entirely so we seek something else to buy. It seems that nothing is ever enough. Eventually our hearts and Spirit awaken and make themselves known.
Earth is now collectively in its own phase of growth, and if we choose to balance the material and spiritual aspects of our lives, we may join forces with others who understand this phase in human evolution. This is an aspect of the East and West joining physically, mentally, and emotionally.
We hear individuals speak of being on the spiritual path or falling off the spiritual path. This can be an enigma since everything is Spirit, but if being on the spiritual path means a concerted effort to become filled with Unconditional Love and the Christ/Buddhic consciousness, this is an honorable goal.
We all put our feet on the spiritual path a long, long time ago. The issue is more about putting our feet back on the path as there are times when we step off. On all levels of our lives, we are constantly being reminded, perhaps through pain, disillusionment, fear, the darker qualities and the darker emotions that something is not quite right. These awaken us to look in other ways, to see differently and to review our lifetimes as we come to know them.
We are able to recognize the patterns that keep us from forward movement towards enlightenment and our own inner expression. As we recognize our patterns, we will be in charge and can make choices as to whether to repeat them or not.
In each life there is a weaving of the tapestry and a continuation for death is an illusion. From lifetime to lifetime we may change our environment, the plot and all other individuals who will accompany us on our journey. The greatest danger to any of us is to know what is true and then deny it.
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