// goals for 2006.lose_weight

o This one's pretty rudimentary for any female's resolution list. My weight has always been my big issue with myself, enough that I've sabotaged entire relationships with people over the lack of esteem the issue's given me. And I'm not even [relatively] that fat. And I'm very much not out of shape--I can jump into running, bike riding, etc. any time I want without stamina issues. Brian finds me very attractive, so there should be no problem there.

o But no matter how logical I am, how able I am to look at myself favorably compared to those around me, I'm still not happy with myself for my own sake. Brian would also never say I'm hot. I've always been a girlfriend. I've always wanted to be one of the hot girls that guys my type assume is out of their league.

o While that will never happen, I can at least lose some weight. No matter how I try, I can never exceed 163 pounds, even at my worst eating and exercise habits. At my best, I've made it to 142 pounds before a lack of daily structure led to excessive snacking.

o Now that I have a full time job, I plan to blow that weight out of the water. I currently sit at my high of 163. I will lose 33 pounds by December 31, 2006, with the aid of absolutely no pills, fads, or anything else save calorie-counting balanced diet and exercise.

Week Weight

1 163

2 163

3 161

4 158

5 157

6 157

7 155

8 155

9 156

10 156

11 156

Date Arms Bust Neck Waist Hips Butt Thighs Calves

01.30.06 12 39 13.5 32.5 38 40.5 26 15

03.22.06 13 37 13.5 31.5 37.5 40.5 25 15.5

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	o	This one's pretty rudimentary for any female's resolution list. My weight has always been my big issue with myself, enough that I've sabotaged entire relationships with people over the lack of esteem the issue's given me. And I'm not even [relatively] that fat. And I'm very much not out of shape--I can jump into running, bike riding, etc. any time I want without stamina issues. Brian finds me very attractive, so there should be no problem there.
	o	But no matter how logical I am, how able I am to look at myself favorably compared to those around me, I'm still not happy with myself for my own sake. Brian would also never say I'm hot. I've always been a girlfriend. I've always wanted to be one of the hot girls that guys my type assume is out of their league.
	o	While that will never happen, I can at least lose some weight. No matter how I try, I can never exceed 163 pounds, even at my worst eating and exercise habits. At my best, I've made it to 142 pounds before a lack of daily structure led to excessive snacking.
	o	Now that I have a full time job, I plan to blow that weight out of the water. I currently sit at my high of 163. I will lose 33 pounds by December 31, 2006, with the aid of absolutely no pills, fads, or anything else save calorie-counting balanced diet and exercise.