If you have found this page,
you have found my secret page to my love. Just something that I wanted to let
him know that I do truly love him. That he means the world to me and if you
found this and are reading it, you too will know what love means to me. This
love anyway. This love is truly wonderful.
II asked the Lord to help me
with this cause I wanted it to be perfect for my love. He told me, "Just
write what is in your heart and it will be perfect for him." So to you my
love, here goes.
Have
you ever loved someone so much it hurt? Have you ever loved so much it scared
you? Scared you not that you were afraid of that person you love, but that one
day you will wake up and that person will be gone forever from you. I found a
love like that. I love so much it hurts sometimes and at times wake up afraid
it will all end. I don't want it to end! I found this love 32 years ago, or
rather God found this love for me then. I did not know it at first, but God
works in mysterious ways they say and after 32 years, I believe it and
thank God everyday for bringing me this love.
My love became my life. He became my soul mate. No, he is not my soul mate, he
"IS" my soul. He holds my heart in his hands. My love is my partner
in life, my reason for living, my reason for laughing, and for loving. He is
my inspiration, my hero. He is always there for me when I need a friend, when
I need to cry or to laugh. He laughs with me and cries with me. He
holds my hand in the best of times and the toughest of times and never once
shies away. He is a person who thinks of others before he thinks of himself
and always puts those others before himself. He knows the Lord and loves the
Lord and most of all puts God first in his life and God knew that I needed
someone like this in my life, so he sent me my love. He can work hard and then
if I need a shoulder to cry on after he gets home from a hard day, he is never
too tired to be there for me.
He "IS" my hero and I hope he knows it. Not your everyday hero
like everyone expects, but he is my hero..........he saved me! In more ways
than one. He chose to love me. He did not have to, he could have loved any
woman he wanted and they would have jumped at the chance, but he chose me to
love. He will never, ever know a day in this life or the next that I do not
love him. Our love was meant to be, it was chosen, it was destined to be. For
all eternity. Our journey though love is never ending.
I LOVE YOU RON FLITCROFT!
ALWAYS
AND FOREVER!