Hello hello...

i am up way too late for a tuesday night - 230am but i think i'll write now anyway. it is my duty.

last weekend i drove up to davis and chico (both are near sacremento, off hwy 80) to visit a few friends. they are college towns so of course i got really drunk at bars and partys, slept in the rest of the time recovering. but not quite. i also had time to eat good mexican food, read philosphy, and make a techno song with my friend on his computer.

today i realised that i don't need to pray, because i think on my own. i think about how good people are, my life is, and say a silent conscious thanks ( a sort of prayer) to myself. i do this all the time.

my brother in law broke my computer last weekend while i was away, but then half fixed it. last night i came home and fooled with it and fixed it. Now it actually works better. thanks doug!

Cant get over living in the richest country in the world, in one of the richest areas, plus not having a job. i am so spoiled. people out there earning and living on 2 dollars a day - well that's more than i make, but...

yes i quit the sign shop. did i say that before? it was 2 and a half years. time to learn a some new skills. right now i'm gliding on the money i have saved, and odd jobs - web design and raking leaves.

before i collapse into spontaneous REM, i should say bye bye, think happy thoughts, and remind that all is good in the end...

love jonathan