prose by jenna m. lassen

Did you find anything?

���� Did you find anything?�

He raised a soot-covered hand to shield his eyes from the harsh beam of the light.

���� �Andr�, point that down,� he said absently as he continued to dig through the rubble and ash.

���� Andr� complied, illuminating Georg�s work in the recesses of the cavern. The dig was not going well at all. They had been camped for four days with nothing to show for it but three forks and a strange apparatus identified as an �Ab-Roller.� Andr� could tell that Georg was getting frustrated, and when Georg was frustrated the entire camp tended to follow suit.

���� �Georg...�

���� �Yes?� he replied, his answer short and muffled as his head was bent in concentration.

���� �Well...I was just thinking...well maybe we should call the Search off. I mean, it�s pretty obvious we�re not going to find anything here. I know you had a feeling, but-�

���� �No! We stay. We dig.� He answered, every other word punctuated by a stab with his small trowel into the blackened rubble.

���� Andr� fought the urge to say more on the subject, knowing it useless. When Georg applied himself, mountains could be moved. Andr� just wished that Georg would let someone help him move those mountains.

���� He had let his mind drift when Georg�s sharp intake of breath returned him to the dig.

���� �What? Did you find something?�

���� �Maybe,� was his cryptic reply.

���� �Georg...�

���� Suddenly Georg jumped to his feet, his knees cracking in the process.

���� �Shine it here, boy!� he demanded excitedly.

���� Andr� quickly raised the yellow beam to the contents of Georg�s hands. He held some kind of box with rings binding one side. Closer scrutiny revealed its identity.

���� �Georg,� he sighed, weary, �it�s just a book.�

���� �I know it�s a book, you idiot,� Georg replied, his eyes twinkling. �But it�s what�s in it that counts.�

���� His filthy hand shaking slightly and his breath coming in short, excited puffs, Georg slowly drew back the cracked, peeling cover.

 

���� Later, at Search Camp, Kim questioned Andr� over his experience, knowing her good friend would clarify the puzzling rumors she had heard.

���� �They were...so strange,� he said softly, with a kind of disturbed awe in his expression that she could not place.

���� �But, Andy, what were they?� she asked, impatient.

���� The rumors had been that the book found was not filled with the usual strange, indecipherable language, but with something entirely new. Something old.

���� �They were images,� he said finally, in a voice not entirely convinced, broken from his reverie by her small hand on his arm. �Ancient images.�

���� �Images?� she asked, disappointed. �What�s so ancient about images?�

���� �No,� he said, like she wasn�t understanding him. �Not a digital representation, Kim. These were...physical,� he said, lacking a better word.

���� �N-not digital?� she said, uncomprehending.

���� �No,� he said, leaning forward, enthusiasm in his eyes. �They were solid. I - I could touch them. And with colors that you can�t even imagine. And there were images of people - but they didn�t move, or waver, or...� he trailed off, unsure of how to continue.

���� �What did they look like?� she asked, her own voice grown small with excitement.

���� He turned his face to hers and smiled.

���� �One of them looked like you.�

���� �Me?�

���� �Yes,� he said, �Like you but with longer hair, and strange, ancient clothes.�

���� She grew quiet, trying to envisage it.

���� �And there was one of three young girls,� he continued, his eyes faraway, in the distant cave. �They were all smiling, and one was holding an effigy of an infant. In the background you could see a woman on the steps of a building, calling to them.�

���� �What else,� Kim asked, breathless.

���� �Well,� he started, moving his chair directly in front of hers, �there were several images of beasts that Clarks in Translation called �dogs� - they were even in the images with the humans!�

���� She laughed at this unimaginable scenario.

���� �But there was another,� he said softly, his voice growing serious. �An image of an elderly man in a chair, holding a container of some liquid. He was apparently sick or - or dying or something. His expression was so pained, so sad,� Andr� said, frowning in the dim light of the tent. �You could see the world in his eyes...�

���� She furrowed her brow, trying to understand as he was lost in his thoughts once more.

���� �Andr�, what happened to Georg?� she asked timidly.

���� He glanced up sharply.

���� �Some of the Searchers - they said that he went mad, shouting things about Before and-�

���� �He�s not mad,� Andr� interrupted solemnly. �Georg is not mad.�

���� �Then why?� she asked, afraid. �Why did he leave the Camp?�

���� Andr� was silent for a moment, pensive in the growing darkness. He finally shifted in his seat and caught her eye in the flickering light.

���� �What did you hear?� he asked finally. �What did you hear Georg say about Before?� He said the word like most did, like it was forbidden.

���� �Well, he said that Before was not ancient...and - and that we had only just forgotten or had been made to forget and that we-�

���� She stopped her nervous rambling when Andr� raised his hand to silence her.

���� �What if he�s right?�

���� Silence, then finally: �Right?

���� She looked at him with large eyes, like he was insane. Fear rose in his stomach.

���� �I have to go,� he said hurriedly, rising and turning towards the entrance.

���� �Wait!� she exclaimed, gripping his arm with icy fingers. �Tell me!�

���� �Tell you what?� he asked nervously, averting his eyes and trying to move away.

���� �You know what,� she answered sternly, lowering her voice. �Tell me what it is that Georg saw. Tell me what made him say those things,� she urged, still clinging to his arm.

���� �I...�

���� �Andr�, please.�

���� He carefully removed her fingers from his arm, sighing and placing a hand on the heavy canvas flap of the tent, turning towards her once more, before disappearing into the dark night.

 

���� �He saw himself.�

 

 

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