I've been trying to erase the memories from my mind

Wanting to forget the past

Holding the tears in everytime

The memories come rushing back

I cannot see the future

I cannot stop the pain

Although I try to hide it

The feelings remain the same

Things ended so abruptly

I never thought they would

We vowed to never say goodbye

I thought we never could

I miss all that we used to share

And the way you used to care

Things were going so well

Why did they end

It feels like I now

Have lost my best friend

A dark cloud has come over my life

It's what causes all my pain and strife

I put on a look of happiness

But behind that mask is sorrow

You say we will always stay friends

But I know thats never how things end

We never talk

You never call

How much further

Will things fall

Each day goes by

And no one knows

Just how much

I miss you so

I try to block the past

I try to make it go

But it keeps holding on

Never letting go

You have this hold upon me

I just can't get away

Although you may be gone

My heart won't go astray