Adrian
To think of how badly I didn't want you,
my punishment now is that you're gone.
The smile on my face is frozen and unreal
My heart is bleeding from the pain of your loss
You may not know how much I missed
your smile, your tears, your hopes and fears
seeing your eyes smile with hope and love-
I think of this and I'm filled with despair
I could say I'm sorry, but would that help?
If you could see my pain, would you forgive?
My tears are falling now, I love you still
my child- I do not care to let you go.