You Didn't Cry

Yesterday I had a dream
I dreamed I had died
I watched you from above
As you heard the news
I saw you
You didn. t scream
You didn' t yell
You didn't cry.
You sat there
Staring at the wall
You didn. t say anything
Not for the longest time
Then I watched
You pick up the phone
You made the calls
You had to make
You had everything planned
You still didn't cry
The day you said goodbye
Not even when
They lowered my box
Deep into the ground
I stood
And watched still
The next day
You went to work
Just like you always did
Nothing had changed
You acted so calm
You acted so cool
You forgot about me
Your child
Your baby
You laid me
In the ground
Burying your memories too
I watched you
Only for a few more days
You never did cry
Never showed your sorrow
I had to ask God
Didn' t she love me?