I Wonder

by Jennifer Colyer

Sometimes i wonder
Why I even try
I try so hard
To forget the past
I try so hard
Not to dwell on things
I try so hard
To make it through
Every day is the same
Trying just to make it through
Sometimes I wonder
Would it be easier
just to give up and die
Nothing in Life
Worth living for
Years that are never forgotten
No matter how hard I try
Some times i think
Everything will go away
The day I die
Can't today be the day I die?

August 3, 2001