Finally

Finally, i hope that i can escape this prision.
ready to dig the tunnel and leave this cell.
ready to see the world and its' greatness.
for the girl i knew is dying and my old self is starting to awake.
finally i will be able to continue the search for the meaning of love.

Finally, i think i am over it.  
i believe i can breathe again.
the feeling is almost gone.
i am regaining my old feeling.
i am becoming my old self again.

Finally, i am over this
i believe i can be again.
the feeling is totally gone.
A new world has open up for me.
i am my old self again.

Finally, i am jail free.  i am finally able to look for another.
ready to take on the challenge of another love.
ready to take on the world and its' perils.
for the girl i knew is dead and the self i knew is back.
finally i will be able to love again, cautiously and passionately.

jal 4/22/03