Confused, amuzed, kinda lost.
I am just wondering what is going on.
Wondering if there is a chance.
Wondering if she cares the same way.

Confidence is shattered? just broken but still spoken
like a language one does not forget once is learnt.
Am I rushing this? Am I too impatient?

Calm down, I don't want to mess it up.  I don't want to let it go.
Can't I wait and let it develop and take a chance I might get hurt.
So afraid, so scared, so out of sync...and all I seek is redemption.