Poem
To a special friend of mine........
The star that doesn't shine
Watching people come quietly, watching people go quietly,
Each of them carries a beautiful star home, leaving me …… and other little ones, staying here peacefully
See, there’s another customer, a girl.... she’s so pretty and extremely special,
her eyes are like crystals, fulfilled with attraction and love ....trying to pick……..
Her sight quickly goes pass me,
How can one that is even simpler than normal can… get chosen? And drives her to bring me back?
But……. I still carry a hope, a hope of her choice,
I try hard to make myself shine, try harder….. harder……..and harder…..
wishing my light, in exchange of my effort can impress her
Nevertheless my light is so dim …….that can only attract her attention……
Her finger is pointing at every single one; him, me, who else……………………
I do not know…… or I don’t want to know? What’s the difference?
However, I still have a small wish, a little one…
Ai…. Her finger stops……………….?! the goddess of luck doesn’t guard me……
again………….and…… she gives this luck to him……
…….. disappointed? used to?……………..expecting too much…….. only hurts yourself…….
Failure…………. The star that can’t shine could only be a declaration ….. of the shinning stars……….. change? possible?
sigh...............
After breaking up......
LONELINESS
Humans... scare of loneliness? loneliness is a curious words, deep inside within each individual, would consist of a slice of loneliness.... and this feeling, dif. from ppl to ppl... nevertheless, in general, it results the emptiness, and insecure within ur heart..... horrible...
b4 a relationship, loneliness is not v. scary, coz life passes the same way from the beginning til now... nth changes, it won't appear...
but, when luv starts, lovers' distance is getting smaller and smaller, luv, as a driving force, makes u to contribute ur little space to the other, right..... loneliness is being covered...
unfortunately, there is nth perfect in this world, forever is not immortality, after break up, u lose the most luved, painful........ and... painful...... ironically, it does't bring u any advantage, in contrast, in addition to this pain, it awakend the loneliness deep inside your heart...
why...
when the distance between a couple approaching to zero, luv fulfills everything.... suddenly, luv disappears, ultimate emptiness is scarer than any any any other things...... loneliness... huh....... snow with iced drop, so cold............ seems that this coldness is trying to bring my life away................. you shout..... shout to express....... nfortunately, no matter how big ur voice is.... no matter how nice your voice is...... nobody can hear......... nobody.......... becoz.... the snow ............. is deep inside ur heart .......
思
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