I have risen again to find myself above all that has brought me down
No longer will I toil down that lonely dead end road of dispair
Conquering myself and my deamons
I become reborn into this world with new knowledge and power
The likes of which it seems I have not felt in ages

I awaken in to this new day
Feeling all the world that surrounds me
I have escaped my hell once again
Restoring the balance which was once in my life

Too many times have I seen that hell
I rot away while my spirit tears at my heart until nothing is left
You would think that I had learned from the first three times
But no
I never will

I only seem to cause suffering
My wants and my will are too strong for my own well being
And I only get hurt when I pursue my heart's desire
The hurt that festers deep inside
Where it grows and grows
Until all reason and hope is gone
Only then do I see the error in my pursuits and only then do I free myself
Hurting everything in the process

Like the Phoenix
My life
Just another baptism of fire in to the reality that I must face
Till the end of my existance