Autobiography
Jennifer's Autobiography
It was the 15th of July when there was a dawning on this earth. It was the start of a new era. Something magnificent had arrived that was way overdo. It was the birth of "Jennifer
Estafanous",Ahhhh, what a day!! Okay let me stop playing around, my name is Jennifer Estafanous, and no I'm not spanish. My last name comes from my grandfather. He was white. Actually, greek. So therefor it was passed on to my father then passed on to me. Lucky me, right! People use to always tease me about my last name, calling me "Estafabutt" or "Estafagus". ( How embarasing). Anyhow I look at my last name as very unique because I have not met one person with it. So there!! Besides my father's last name, I also enherated his passiveness. Well, that's what I heard. I never knew my father. My mom divorsed him when I was four. He came aroud once in a blue, then he totally vanished. So it was just me and mommy. She didn't do that good of a job being there emotionally, so the only person I had to go to in my time of need was: Myself. That would probably be the reason why I always keep my real feelings inside. Even though mom didn't pay me that much of attention while growing up, I still turned out okay. I do good enough in school and plan on going to College right after I graduate. I must say attending Jamaica High School really opened up my eyes with things I never seen before. People's character's change like the moon. And speaking of which, that is my ruling planet. I'm a Cancer you know. I would say the worst thing about being a Cancer is being very sensitive. God I hate it so much!! When something tramatic happens, I totally flip out. Like when my house burned down in 1996, I was near suicide. That had to be the most tramatic experience of my intire life. Well, not that tramatic compared to my mom getting into a car accident that nearly took her life.
I admire my mom for raising me all by herself, but I despise
her for not making any attempt to get my father back into my life. It takes two to raise a child, I don't care what anybody
says.
Besides the fact that I'm passive and caring and a very nice person, I do in fact have a very bad temper in which nobody sees.
Unless .... Anyway I feel that going around fighting and arguing
is just plain ugly. And I don't want to look ugly. I don't think
anybody would.
My hobbies are. . . well. . . I really don't have any, but I
do like to write poetry. What I don't and never do is try to
draw attention to myself. I feel that people that draw attention
to themselves were deprived of attention when they were young. I
was, but I still don't like to stand out.
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