JayJay's First Theory-
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Welcome, thanks for listening (or reading)
my theory! This my very FIRST theory, and it's about LIFE in general.
What I have grew up with, was that LIFE was beautiful, being a HUMAN, being
ALIVE, is a perfect thing. All my life, I tried to seek if this statement,
to see if it's true or not. Only answer that I came up was a 'no', that LIFE
isn't beautiful, why? Because, in LIFE, you are reincarnated, what you are
doing in LIFE is repaying for what you have done with your last life time.
Well, what about the people who doesn't believe in reincarnation, then let
me ask you, do you enjoy life every single second? Is there that someone who
does things for you, and is there someone you do things for them? All these
are repaying debts made by lifetimes ago. It's what I believe anywayz.
Is really being a HUMAN a perfect thing?
So what we are on the top of the food chain?! You think that'll make everything
better, no, not at all, in fact, it's making everything worse. Human knows
too much for their own good, they, no, we are destroying everything that defines
life, and we turn it into wastes that never will be able to be reused by other
organisms. We have worries, we have love, we have desires, we have hate, all
these emotions is what's causing the pains in humans. Either to ourselves
or to other people. These emotions is what causes Humans to kill each other,
have great WARS, backstabbing, betrayal.
Being a Human is not something we should be proud of, we have such a developed
brain, but many of us choose not to use this. After all the histories we have
seen, heard, read, we still haven't learn anything. It's too hard to make
everyone to understand, because all brains work in different ways. Sadly,
some of these brains have thoughts that I consider evil. Thoughts like Hitler
shouldn't exist, yet it did. It's the 21st century, yet I still don't think
Humans in general have even come close to being civilized. By the definition
of Civilized, people do not create wars, they use their VOICE and MOUTH that
were granted to them from their birth, and would use these to solve their
problems. Hands are made to work, not made to kill each other to solve problems
What I think about LIFE? I think it's a nicer way saying "it's hell". On this face of this Earth, this is Hell on the top level, meaning there are still some 'joy' or 'happiness' with lot of 'pains' and 'suffering'. The 'joy' always pass by fast, yet 'pain' is something that lasts. What we are living is hell, people. In this dimension, it has the mix of Hell and Heaven, we are here because we were too 'good' for Hell but we were too 'evil' for Heaven, so the only place we were send to go is HERE ON EARTH.
Don't get me wrong, I like my life, but I complain just about everything, this is one of them.
*Then again, what do a 16year old know anything about life?!
6-20-01 ~Justin