Poetic Tendencies
“Genius is the ability to become a boy again at will.”
MC Poetic Tendency
Johan Kablonca Productions
DJ JJBMarley
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“This is for my mother, whom I love unconditionally, and who died doubting my love for her, this is to put to rest my love.”
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Jonathan J. Benson
My Signature
Love life
Happiness comes from the way we live
Not based on money
But love
Not from a person
But from within ourselves
Happiness resides inside our own individual identity
And is not dependent on anyone else
Find yourself
And drift in that cloud
The Man
A tangle of philosophic formulae
The phenomena of life
Uncompromising consciences
Crying destruction
Switching stances
From judge to companion
Appealing to righteousness
Tortured by doubt
Unconventional habits
Unprophetic conduct
Social outsider
The final storm
Clouds of disapproval
Stimulation of cultivated acquaintances
Outcasts with the clash of wits
Conception of the mission
Solemn thoughts of a glorious existence
The spirits of men
Intervening with the rights of others
Dead to decency and idealism
Smugly complacent members of society
The implication is plain
Laughin’ in the sunshine
Singin’ out of tune
Painfully careful
Strivin’ to leave the world a little more cheerful
As you pass on through
Tremendously sure
Proclaiming life the gift is to be enjoyed
Sublime disregard of criticism
Never explaining
Never reacting
Never apologizing
Just simply trodden on through
Pomp and circumstances meaning nothing
Trusting implicity
With time to be kind
Kindly indulgent
Hold your head high
Lords of the universe
Nobly thinking
Utopia
I know that ya know me
But ya dis me,
Ya dismiss me
And now that ya see me
Ya want everything to do with me.
But can't ya see,
You're just a shallow tease,
You don't love me for who I am
You're consumed by the fast cash and looks
And neglect to see that my head's in the books,
Ya dwell upon me
And overlook what my soul has to offer
All you're concerned with is the shallow,
Meaningless,
Physical attributes
Of an economic status,
I hope you’re happy in your big house,
Drivin' luxury cars
And playin' guitars
But to sit back,
Relax,
And indulge in conversations of whit,
Is truly legit.
The true riches lie within' the person.
I know that ya know me
But ya dis me,
Ya dismiss me
But I keep everything locked up
And won't talk
And I just might walk,
I said walk away
‘Cuz I don't wanna stay
When ya treat me this way
Lookin' back only brings heartache and pain,
So keep your eyes in the sky
And I know that sometimes ya wanna die
I don't know why ya can't reply,
Ya make me wanna cry,
When ya won't comply,
Ya mean everything to me
So why can't ya see
What ya mean to me,
I'm beggin' ya please
Don't be a tease.
Just talk to me and you'll see
Express to me your conjugated dictations
Construed in your soul without limitations,
Don't buy into classifications,
Just evaluate the situations
And live life in clarification.
I know that ya know me
But ya dis me,
Ya dismiss me,
Ya visualized thoughts that should be legalized,
But ya soon become ostracized
Now you're caught in your fantasized state of consciousness
And your moral essence lessons into hopelessness
And the reality at hand has a demand
That you can't command
I see the pain in your eyes
And no one can demise a solution to the pollution
That the institution initiates
And you compromise
And scorn the deities construed in your very own mind state
So don't make mistakes
Termination of rank and status
And integration of cultural relativity and reciprocity
Without allocation of power
Will defeat manifest destiny
Don't be a social Darwinist
Get specialized
And realize that new adapted styles
Should be individualized and diversified
Steer clear of impenetrable domination of organizational assimilation
Integration of cultural diffusion
Will unite a consistent,
Positive,
Progression of self-determination
The up-rooting of intense competition
And possession of material goods
Can drastically re-socialize
And culturalize
The greater existence
That we all mystify
And clarify as Utopia.
Laura
Said I could tell you stories,
And you could tell me stories too.
I still think of you.
I’m not so good with expressin’ myself.
I don’t know what to say or even what to do.
I went about things all wrong and I screwed up with chu.
But I do know this,
I miss you.
Said I miss you.
Said I can’t put it all into words,
I miss your walk,
Your sweet smile,
And your evervesant touch too.
But most of all,
I’m glad I got to know you.
I’ll always remember you.
Remember you.
The good girls are few and far between.
So thanks darlin’ for the memories.
I’ll cherish them always and forever.
Said, said I remember when we used to sit together,
And gaze at the stars.
Girl you truly made me see stars.
Looking straight into the dark abyss in the sky
And then in your eyes.
Ya don’t know a good thing until you loose it.
I’m not playin’ with you,
And I’m not sayin’ anything to you to make you feel sorry for me.
What I want to say from the bottom of my heart,
And give credit to where credit is due.
Now when I’m feelin’ blue,
I got my sweet, sweet memories of you.
Life’s got many roads in which we take.
Some good,
Some bad,
But the one I took with you,
I look back on with a smile,
It’s a shame that it led into a dead end.
But I love you.
And take it for what it is.
I’ll remember you.
Teary Eyed Sky
It’s a teary eyed sky
Mellow and calm these days
And in the evenings, too
Walkin’ thru this life
Is like trodden the eye of a needle
Make sure you slip straight into the eye of the abyss
Bein’ the master of your destiny
I and I can come true for you
I can be true to you
Livin’ it up in an altitude with an attitude
Not to pollute but to give back to the glorious high
Flyin’ high in the sky
Without a pain to stain my soul
The goal is to be kind
So remind yourself
In your meditations with any kind of situation
Tranquil thoughts is what should be sought
So don’t get caught
And remember it’s not
Always gonna be the way you fathom
So ponder and wonder and listen to the thunder
And you’ll see miraculous things with wings
Soaring above the clouds
Forgetting sorrows of a teary eyed sky
Driftin’ and liftin’ your mind to new times
With rhymes that are kind to the mind
Mellow and calm these days
Forgetting sorrows of a teary eyed sky
It’s a teary eyed sky
Orion, Sirius, Aries, And Then Your Iris
Gazin’ at the tres Marias of the Great Nebula in Orion,
Takin’ it serious and then lookin’ at Sirius,
Starin’ straight up at Aries and then straight into your iris.
Energetic and hype to the reason
Can cause cognitive dissonance
Between the distance of your stance
And glance,
So take another chance,
Because the reason might just be the season.
Seein’ rhymes in times,
And galactical patterns in cadence,
Just might blow your intelligence.
So stayin’ up with the times,
Is an analytical view of a one-dimensional compellation of lines
In a rift of a continuum.
And it’s what you make of um
And it’s
And it’s wha cha make of um.
Can you comprehend or fathom what’s on the horizon?
Imminently within reach but distant as the Sun.
Pay attention to the insight of the assessment of the accepted wisdom.
Heed what’s at hand from the agenda of some.
Tenderness and compassion is what people should yearn.
What’s your trivial concern?
Alter your ego to a subsequent way of thinking.
Sorrows will always keep you sinking.
Don’t let it pass you by
It happens in a twinkling of an eye
Rememberin’ things all have a price
But it’s what cha believin’ in the trice.
Gazin’ at the tres Marias of the Great Nebula in Orion,
Takin’ it serious and then lookin’ at Sirius,
Starin’ straight up at Aries and then straight into your iris.
Emotional patterns of an analog signal, while mixin’ lows and highs,
Often hearing sighs to goodbyes.
Always a minimum and maximum potential to be relational.
The serotonin levels of happiness in your mind,
Aren’t always so kind.
Livin’ in a digital and optical humanity
Pride in our own vanity
Situating your mind in a whirl.
Twisting in a swirl.
Oh so devious,
With a spin so expeditious,
That the drain of a sociological and psychological stand,
Can’t withstand.
Proving that it’s not self-sustaining,
Quit your complaining
Alter the catch-22.
The dilemma is you.
A binary solution to the problem is to equate medication to sedation.
It’s addiction,
To which all is fiction,
Misbelievin’ in cosmological realities.
What such fallacies.
Misconstruing the deities elaborated in the mind,
Realizin’ time isn’t so kind.
It’s the moment for reciprocity from the aristocracy.
Cultural relativity should be the precedent.
A distinctive archetype that’s relevant.
Instinct provides the necessary knowledge of findin’ the hidden treasure
Love life and take pleasure.
Worldly wandering
And wondering
Grinning is the beginning.
Realize the audacity,
And understand that wantin’ is an eternal paucity.
Measuring dimensional occurrences is chronological division,
Allocating designated periods of duration can blur your vision.
Be au fait with the datum.
Merely switch and fathom.
Gazin’ at the tres Marias of the Great Nebula in Orion,
Takin’ it serious and then lookin’ at Sirius,
Starin’ straight up at Aries and then straight into your iris.
In The Valley
In the Valley of the Shadow of Death
Op there goes gravity and oh the calamity
Beelzebub singin’ the reggae dub
On the way to the Celestial City
Experiencing misery
Wishin’ for a decision
To clearly see my destination
But dealin’ with misinterpretation
Screamin’ and howlin’
‘Cause I’m believin’
Beelzebub is prowlin’
Encounterin’ insanity
But convincin’ myself
To past the point of no return
Tryin’ not to get burned
Seeing depression hoverin’
Miserably beggin’
Trying to be escapin’
But pushin’ on through
Seein’ the prize in my eyes
Realizin’ that I’m a step ahead of the reggae beat
And this you can’t beat
So ya betta sit back, relax and watch me step off
‘Cause the pathway is narrow
And there’s no time for sorrow
Don’t matter if ya blind to the time
All ya gotta do is step to the rhyme
And you’ll see its time
To step ahead of the reggae beat
While Beelzebub is singin’ the reggae dub
Watchin’ the fusion of the confusion
And seein’ that you shouldn’t be misbelievin’
Because the pathway is dark
So don’t miss the mark
Listen to the mission
And you’ll see I’m convincin’
And maybe you’ll be steppin’
To a whole new realm
Where the rhythm of the funk lays the tracks to the beat
While Beelzebub is singin’ the reggae dub
Fate
There is no escaping reality
In this insanity,
Save for the dream state.
I know you can relate.
Drift away while you sleep into a place,
While you rest your head on your pillow case,
To a realm where love exists,
Where no one is raising their fists.
For love is only within yourself,
You have to learn to rely on yourself.
Love doesn't reside outside of your own tormented soul.
Don't look for it if you don't have it within your very own soul,
Because you won’t be able to find it,
If you don’t already possess it.
You must first love yourself before others will love you.
We all must learn this view.
It's a sad state to see when money regulates all this hate.
But it seems to be the rule and it’s cruel.
But I have comfort in my transmeditated state.
I don’t hesitate or contemplate because I know you will reap your fate.
And don't make any mistake according to what is sent,
Because love can’t ever be lent.
Don’t go through life with this chastisement
For pain is the punishment.
It’s a sad song when slavitude to the aristocracy still remains strong.
There’s so much that is wrong.
No matter how swift you are on your feet,
Be rest assured love can’t ever be beat.
And don’t be fooled even if you were born an elite on paper and ink,
You won’t be able to purchase your happiness no matter what you think
It will just make you sink further into pain and leave a greater stain.
The more knowledge you obtain and gain,
The more you will see that you have to complain.
The world is truly sad.
The good is far outweighed by the bad.
As it seems in most senses,
We raise our defenses.
But to rest your soul on those that brighten is the goal.
It's the lessons to overlook and to conquer all obstacles as we look.
It's that funk, rhyme, and reason
To a rhythm of a sequential beat pattern of the pitter-patter.
Keep in beat to the flow of life
Because love will always suffice.
Mi Talk To You Slow
Ah bah and mi talk to you slow.
A little ratha bit differentiates the soul with a goal.
Who’s got their….
Who’s got their eyes on the prize.
An anomaly could exist that could switch your stance,
So take another glance.
And realize that adaptive styles scurd the aristocracy
To a flow of rhythmatic inconsistencies in need.
The structure of a monetary float currency
Coincides with the notion of faith.
You believin’ in dreams
Not construed in your own individual soul.
Ah bah and mi talk to you slow.
Remembering the times
Of an old universal rhythmatic pattern
Of the cosmological concept construed in your mind of a time.
Of a time long ago.
A universal bliss
That’s missed ‘cuz I’ve split.
Watch the bend of the mind of the time.
An anomaly could exist that could switch your stance,
So take another glance.
And realize that adaptive styles that are diversified from the norm
Cause root to miscalculate the conceptions of the delusional state,
That is represented as the standard deviation of the mean,
Brought to you straight from those that control you
And dictate societal restraints
And place you in a matrix of conformity
Complexity is the key,
So fathom a universal separation of the mind and body,
And realize the concepts of quantum physics,
And you'll see the boundless reality of your very own mind
And then maybe you can see that it's just a design
Ah bah and mi talk to you slow.
An anomaly could exist that could switch your stance,
So take another glance.
And realize that styles that take a chance
Lie within the space time continuum
And that you’ll remember ‘em.
Ah bah and mi talk to you slow.
Life
In the deep abyss of cognant reasoning,
Intellect plays different roles of validity
And sometimes leads into fallacy.
The separation of mind and body,
Differentiates the complexity of the soul
To the material realm of consciousness.
Existence lies within each of our souls,
But is tormented by the atrocities
Brought to the physical state by others soul state.
Love is clarified only in ones mind.
The definition lies null and void.
This conception takes great concentration.
And can easily be misinterpreted.
But once found its bound
To illuminate the soul
Into an elevated situation
Of uneasiness and weariness,
That can either break or make the fundamental illusions,
That have been contemplated
And re-evaluated
Over all the encounterments of the atomic universe
And then made light
To the spiritual essence of existence.
Strategies And Realities
Alternative solutions to strategies.
Impervious clarities to formulating hypotheses.
The dependencies for accuracies is crucial to all theories.
Instinctively escaping the authorities,
While involved in complicities with my accessories.
Simplistic utilization of the supremacies of necessities
Of the commodities of economies keeps the company’s consistencies.
Have the deliberate intention to avoid the probabilities of calamities.
Yet seeing the miseries and agonies of all the entities,
Because of the lack of moralities
And the insularities of the governing agencies.
Having animosities and hostilities are tragedies.
Bigotries are terrible amenities to societies.
Your contingencies concerning emergencies,
Is your personal allometries
Of your anatomy’s phalli concerning continuities and densities.
Such absurdities truly express your carnalities.
Shame on the antiquities in the piracies of ancestries.
No humans are ancillaries to any of the collectivities.
Ascendancies over individualities defines the slaveries.
This expresses the true atrocities with hateful apathies and brutalities,
And the hypocrisies in all the anfractuosities.
Accept no briberies for these autonomies from the principalities.
Casualties of catastrophes because of the cruelties
Of the captivities of different diversities
Shows the deficiencies in decencies.
We should all have apostasies to such adversities.
Being archenemies to such activities.
Subsisting in our own sovereignties.
Existing openly as buddies in our communities.
Laughing because you’ve found the capacities
To become cronies in the cities and colonies.
Pay attention to the advisories on your advocacies,
On killing your adversaries.
Don’t let apoplexies fill your arteries.
Don’t waste your agilities and energies
On the immoralities of your enemies.
Show your alacrities by clinching the infinite use of sincerities.
Holding on to the integrities and honesties,
Possessing humilities,
Showing sympathies,
With intensities,
Granting some amnesties,
When listening to apologies.
Shrewdly calculating the capacities,
Exposing the frailties of the boundaries
Of all the extraordinary possibilities.
Show instinctively the delinquencies of the captivating aristocracies.
Contingencies will occur in countries
When the confidentialities of the spiritualities
Have no clarities on the parties.
The dichotomies of the difficulties
Of the dignities’ disabilities with diplomacies
Shows the democracy’s dishonesties,
And elaborates the human disloyalties and deformities in duties.
All autocracies possess avidities
For assemblies of artilleries
In their armories for their armies.
Bureaucracies are burglaries of our liberties.
Have the abilities to overcome these absurdities,
Strive for self-sufficiencies,
Despite the majority’s abnormalities and butcheries.
Express brilliant exemplification of controversies
In the humanities in the formulating of ideologies.
Possess assiduities to the authenticities of prophecies in tonalities.
But realize there are anomalies and some truthful auguries.
Avoid speaking bawdries and calumnies.
Perform benignities.
Everyone’s got their own vanities,
But we should have loyalties as our qualities,
Because we possess these capabilities.
Listen to the symphonies regularities
Concerning the cadences which have atonalities.
The beneficiaries of astrology’s artistries
Is seeing the harmonies in the symmetries
Of the universal skies of celestial bodies using symbologies.
Listen to the measure of the revolutionary’s theologies,
On the simplicities of the anarchies of deities,
Concerning the complexities of the philosophies.
Deduct sublime audacities
About individual difficulties with anxieties
From the psychiatric psychologies on the human biopychologies
Of the psychobiologies in the sociobiologies
On the therapies of the psychoanalyses
Of the psychosises of the psyches
About the complicacies of the magnificent amenities of the sociometries
In the sociologies of all histories.
Adoring the stupendous complacencies,
While gazing at the asymmetries,
Of the astronomies of the intricacies of celestial specialties.
Surely possessing ambiguities.
These are my allegories on epiphanies in my diaries
Of the curiosities of the centuries,
Never forgetting the equalities,
Eluding all conformities,
And realizing all possible realities.
My Original Strategy To Reality
Alternative solutions to strategy
Impervious clarity to formulating theory
Instinctively eluding the authority
Simplistic utilization of the supremacy of necessity
Deliberate intention to avoid the probability of calamity
Yet seeing the misery and agony of every entity
Because of the lack of morality
Clinching the infinite use of sincerity
Holding on to your integrity
Shrewdly calculating the boundary
Exposing the frailty
Of all the extraordinary possibility
Showing instinctively the delinquency of the captivating aristocracy
Expressing brilliant exemplification of controversy
Of humanity in the formulating of ideology
Listening to the measure of the revolutionary theology
On the anarchy of deity
Deducting sublime audacity
About the magnificent amenity
In the stupendous complacency
Of the curiosity of the century
Never forgetting the equality
Eluding all conformity
And realizing all possible reality
Passionately Sinking
The unification of souls in love
Intertwining spirits
Elements from above
Don’t fear it
Cosmological tendencies to rotate
Around each other
Not to contemplate
Loving one another
Complementing entities
Sharing space
Drifting curiosities
Magnetic polarity to place
Side by side
Sequential dimensions
Inside
No false pretensions
Meant for one another
With affection
Loving one another
Sincere attention
Currants of tides
Spinning in time
Unified sides
Colliding with rhyme
Embracing thought
Collectively thinking
Sharing what’s sought
Passionately sinking
Dreaming Together
My hearts desire
Is to aspire
To loving you
Thinking of you
Getting scared
Being dared
Wary to trust anyone
Are you the special one
Wanting love so bad
Life can be sad
Exquisitely stunning as it seems
Believing divinely in dreams
My heart aches
As my body shakes
Every step closer to you
Doing all I can do
Loosing a little more of my heart
When I didn’t have much from the start
Hopeful to hold
Being ever so bold
Cherishing the dreams
Strikingly elegant as it seems
Captivating my soul
Fearful of falling in a hole
Not knowing what to do
Giving my essence to you
Striving to be by your side
With nothing to hide
Squeezing your hand
Hoping you understand
Holding you close to me
Breathtaking you see
Unquestionably stimulated
Undeniably motivated
Tenderly kissing your cheek
Being ever so meek
Knowing the chances are slim
Playing on a whim
Clinching fate
Wishing our souls gravitate
Hoping you can relate
Anxiously timid not to be too late
Having faith in devotion
A truthful notion
Wanting your soul next to mine
Watching for a sign
Passionately adoring you forever
Dreaming together
Am I And I In Paradise
I can’t stop the feeling.
Am I and I in paradise.
I feel like dancing all night.
I got some grooves to sooth your soul.
I got this feeling like I’m in paradise.
Inching step by step closer to you,
I hope my moves can prove,
My body shakes for you.
Sliding close to you.
Being versatile with my style.
Bouncing by and stepping high.
I got this feeling like I’m in paradise.
What’s behind those eyes.
Gliding and striding closer to you.
Never looking back.
I got this feeling like I’m in paradise
Praying for your eyes to collide with mine.
Predicting your reaction to my every action.
Adapting my styles to the action of your reaction.
I got this feeling like I’m in paradise.
I can’t stop the feeling.
Am I and I in paradise.
I feel like dancing all night.
I got some grooves to sooth your soul.
I got this feeling like I’m in paradise.
Inching step by step closer to you,
I hope my moves can prove,
My body shakes for you.
I can’t stop the feeling.
Am I and I in paradise.
I got this feeling like I’m in paradise.
I can’t stop the feeling.
Am I and I in paradise.
A Book To Cure
I’m like a book
You should take a look
You’ll never know until you open me up
Will you sip from my cup
I’m just a soul passin’ on through
Melting fast as the morning dew
Earnestly waiting for you to reply
Hoping not to cry
Oh so ill with pain in my soul for longing for you
I desire just to hear from you
My heart is torn
And worn
But yet it still beats
And won’t accept any defeats
Because I have a gleam of hope in my eyes
Just as Sirius lights the night skies
One day I desire to see
You next to me
Saddened and closer to death I am indeed as time passes us by
A long sigh
Why aren’t you by my side
Maybe our paths will collide
Daily my eyes tear
Consumed by the fear
Of not knowing how you feel
Not knowing how to deal
Agony in the unbearable silence
Patience
Craving you more and more
Can’t find the door
But not knowing quite what to say
I don’t know what to convey
My plea is with a word
I hope it’s heard
My love grows for you
As the years pass through
I want you to be mine
You’re so fine
Be assured
And let love be cured
Captivating Me
It’s such a good day
I wish it would stay
Thinking of you
Not sure what to do
I’m anxious
Is it obvious
You have my heart
Straight from the start
I feel like I’m on glass
I don’t want this sensation to pass
My true feelings are showing
Nervously tip-toeing
Towards your heart
Mine was yours from the start
My heart is truly yours
Just open the doors
You’re my inspiration
I have no contemplation
I wish to be yours forever
I want to share life together
I pray everyday
That you want me to stay
Ceaselessly cherishing you
That’s what I’ll do
I'm blushing
I hope I’m not rushing
You’re so gorgeous
Am I still conscious
You are on the other side of that dark abyss
I stare off into this
When looking to the stars
And giving my regards
You're so irresistibly cute
This no one can dispute
Finding you
Not knowing what to do
Love knows no bounds
Let my passion resound
Two beautiful people together
Hopelessly romantic forever
Rich with love
Thanking the heavens above
Eternally as I long for you
I will be forever true
It’s that stare into the eyes of one another
And it seems that no other
On the other side of that sphere
Could ever make me veer
You captivate my every emotion
I love you with all my devotion
Everlastingly it seems
You’re in my dreams
Captivating me
It does open my eyes to see
Soul mates
I hope you relate
Right in time
Written in rhyme
Watchin' the universe converse
How should the verse traverse
While you captivate my affection
Giving you all my attention
How can I express for you to see
You’re truly captivating me
Be My Wife
Baby, wipe those cries from your eyes.
Don’t have any fear,
I can’t breath when you’re near.
Wipe those tears away,
I think of you throughout the day.
Wipe those sorrows out of sight,
I dream of you every night.
Wipe your sadness from the present,
You captivate my essence with your presence when you’re present.
Wipe those troubles out of your life,
I promise to cherish you all my life.
Wipe all your distress with life,
Because I can clearly see I want you as my wife.
My Fragile Heart
Can you see the beauty
In all the wonderful things
The gorgeous nature of being
Such breathtaking views
Elegant surroundings with pretty faces
Spectacular skies
All the beautiful people all around
Fabulous times together
Enchanting eyes crossing paths
Stunning gazes
Striking passions with each other
Peering into your radiant soul
Softly sharing tender kisses
Slowly holding onto your exquisite touch
Embracing your dazzling contact
Devoted to your irresistible spirit
Gazing into your eye-catching essence
Clinching on to your astonishing splendor
Adoring your sweet charm
Staring of into your alluring magnificence
Grasping your amazing majesty
Worshiping your appealing magnetism
Fascinated by how enticingly cute you are
Setting my eyes on your attractive countenance
Faithful to be committed to your grandeur
Everlastingly drawn to be by your side
Finally able to dedicate my fragile heart
Every Night
I’ll treat you right,
Every night.
Baby, I’ll treat you right,
Every night.
I promise not to bite.
I never want to fight.
Don’t have any fright.
I’ll hold you tight.
I got you in my site.
You inspire me to write.
Love soaring to a new height.
Sailing graciously through the clouds as a kite.
I can picture you as my wife dressed in white.
I’ll adore you with all my might.
Passion shining bright.
Your spirit is my light.
Everything is quite right.
I’ll treat you right,
Every night.
Baby, I’ll treat you right,
Every night.
How I Know
It’s all in the eyes
It’s at that first moment
That two people first see each other
And look straight into each other’s eyes
The dark gaze into the dark abyss of the pupil
To see to the back
And see where honesty lies
It’s that moment
That sets it
And determines it forever
Just a simple look of honesty
And affection
And love that’s where it lies
That’s how I know
All I Need
You send chills down my spine
I want you to be mine
In your arms, I wish to stay
Sharing my life everyday
Holding you near
For every year
My heart belongs to you
Loving you
Intertwining our souls together
Experiencing every endeavor
No matter what we’ve done
You’re the one
I wish to die by your side
I feel this deep inside
I simply love you
Feeling you
Next to me is all I need
Watching The Tide
Watching the tides roll in.
What do you possess within.
Does love abide in paradise.
Will I and I suffice.
I watched the sun set over the seas of water,
As I fell in love with your daughter.
I stared at the night skies
And then gazed into her eyes.
Does love abide in paradise.
Will I and I suffice.
Watching the tide,
As she sits by my side.
It seems as if from the start,
She’s held my heart.
We dream and talk all night.
She’s the only one in my sight.
I have no doubt,
Love is what it’s about.
Does love abide in paradise.
Will I and I suffice.
Watching the ocean tides,
As our love collides.
The Night Skies
I can see the stars shine in your eyes
In the night skies
I’ll love you until I die
As life passes us by
I sometimes see you cry
And ask why
Are you not happy with me at your side
I know how I feel inside
I don’t want to share a sunset without you
Because I love you
I can make it on my own
But my heart you own
Sit next to me with your smile
All the while
We don’t have to talk
On this walk
Just you next to me
Is all I want to see
Gazing in your eyes
And seeing the stars in the night skies
I Can Clearly See
I can clearly see
You smiling at me
Here’s my hand
Will you stand
I want to share my life
Will you be my wife
Those of you who care
Life’s sometimes hard to bare
Be with me
And you will clearly see
Don’t listen to all the distracting sounds
Love knows no bounds
Place your hand in mine
And you will see a sign
I will be caring
My life I wish to be sharing
You and I side by side
Just as the ocean and the tide
I can clearly see
You smiling at me
Fi
Fascinated by her eye-catching smile
Drawn by her stare
It’s in that glare
Chills from her touch
I love her much
But she doesn’t see
What she means to me
She’s scared to accept
My proposed concept
Even though she wants a fairytale life
In my dreams I see her being my wife
She worries about what others will say
And rejects me to my dismay
She should be true to herself
I’ve found myself
She rejects my notions
But I can see she has emotions
Some will say it’s wrong
But those who talk don’t have a song
FLD
I know who my heart belongs to.
It's the one with the voice I never grow tired of.
Listen to the softly spoken voice of peace,
Because beauty comes from within.
Looks fade faster than minds.
I strive to make my love proud.
But seem to slip because she's not at my side.
I'd do anything to make her happy.
In the past I’ve hidden my love.
But now let my passion be known.
I speak to her every night
Just before I rest my eyes,
Just as I did as a child.
I don't pray anymore
Because she's not by my side anymore.
I live in my dreams that I once shared with her.
Childhood fantasies appease my soul much more than reality.
She's no longer sweet and innocent
And I corrupted my soul.
But nonetheless,
My love for her is pure,
This I’m sure because I want to be old and by her side.
I sometimes have trouble expressing what’s inside
And I let people go without saying my true feelings,
Never showing my emotions,
Letting my love die silently,
And making people think I’m incapable of love.
But it’s time to express my devotion,
I dream of you and only you
And call your name every time.
Lust and love are truly different,
Because lust comes and goes
But love burdens the soul.
I’ve been restrained to explain,
But now let my feelings resound,
I lost my heart long ago,
When we prayed together in our innocent state of mind.
It was just a feeling that I wanted you by my side,
Because I was comfortable at your side.
As I saw you grow that’s when it started to show.
Why did there have to be differences in class,
One rich and young,
While the other slightly older and poor.
Always enchanted by your beautiful smile,
I could never bring myself to tell you.
The pains of youth showing on our faces.
Now hardly ever seeing you smile.
Never speaking to one another.
I left to hide myself,
Because I have no heart,
You took it,
But you can have it.
We both have trouble being happy with life.
I run because that is what I know best.
I never speak of my mother
But she told you in her eyes.
Your mother tells me with the pain in her heart.
I don't want to scare you
But I had to tell you.
You are the first and last,
To encourage me to stand for myself.
So truly know I only stand for you.
My solution is to run
Because I can't bear to see how we’ve become.
In my dreams,
I have you always at my side,
And you're always standing there,
Smiling there,
And happy there.
I miss the way we used to be friends.
And now it seems we just pretend.
So I’m left with no other choice but to seek another voice.
But that is not what I want,
Because I know where my heart resides.
It’s praying by your side.
Virgoan
Fantasizing about the times we’ve shared,
Together while the celestial equator is in sight,
While the sixth sign shines bright.
Fanaticized culturati understandin’ and knowin’
That my mystique is that I’m Virgoan.
Moody in times,
Is my sign,
But changing in a flash,
‘Cuz things are in the past.
Being absent and distant.
It’s just a point of view,
Another view of you.
Livin’ up to intellect.
Can you recollect,
No matter what I do,
I have nothing to live up to.
You always say it’s never good enough,
But I’ll call your bluff.
I can see the colors of the skies,
As the sunset says the day’s goodbyes.
Sittin’ in the rain
With nothin’ to complain.
Enjoying the complacency to smell the flowers
In the spring showers.
All the fanaticized culturati mystifying my verbal art,
Knowin’ that I’m Virgoan from the start.
The Year Of The Dragon
I am a dragon,
Cunning and shrewd,
Insightfully clever,
Possessing strength,
Liking solitude,
Never worried,
Powerful with a gracious stance,
A passionate stride,
Forceful yet gentle,
Sensitive and sympathetic,
Vigorously striving to be wise,
Considerate and kindhearted,
Elegantly holding my head high,
Territorial of my ground,
Forgoing boldly with honor,
Loving and caring,
Devoted and affectionate,
Compassionate eyes,
Admirably sharing,
Staring with pride.
Wishing
Always wishing you were here
Tortured by time
Where should I draw the line
Hurt by the space
All alone in a zone
Nowhere to be found
Where should I go
Who will I find
You left me there
Said you couldn’t stay
Unable to go on
No one on my side
Fading away
You left the world
Small and frail you died
Now there is no one there when I cry
Forever wishing you were here
Forever Remembered
Death brings questions
What are the reasons
When your soul is to depart
You wish to be remembered
You question everything
And strive for anything
To mark your existence
Forever in time
As your essence leaves the present
You hope for the future to recall the past
To state your presence
The people you leave behind
Should be your pride
And all will remember the words you utter by
Marked by your smile
The loving gaze of your eyes
And your tender touch
Truly missed by those that love you much
What I’ve Lost
Can you hear my heart moan
I was left to live life alone
I am the son of a great woman
She was the daughter of a great man
Both he and I saw her depart
My subsistence got torn apart
He lost his wife first in this life and then his daughter
His tears because of this flowed like running water
And just as my mother lost her mother
I lost my mother
Giving me my tears to cry
I looked to the sky and asked why
My heart bled
As I watched her die in bed
If sorrow had a cost
Then this is what I’ve lost
My Mother
She blamed not having enough faith
I blamed my faith
Her prayers were never answered
My pleas were never heard
I saw her pain
I heard her cries
Begging for it to stop
I ran away
I stayed away
I was weak
She was strong
She died
And never heard my true cries
Tears In My Eye As I Cry
Tears in my eye
As I cry
Missing you
Thinking of you
From time to time
Wishing I could see you one more time
To finally put to rest
And get of my chest
Your doubt of my affection
To clear the misinterpretation
Expressing my undying love
Tears in my eye
As I cry
But now that you’re above
And you’ve been gone so long
I can’t even remember the song
I have trouble picturing your smile
Tears in my eye
As I cry
And now I’d walk the extra mile
Just to kiss your cheek
No longer being meek
And unable to describe your walk
Tears in my eye
As I cry
I’d sit and talk
Instead of being on the run
But now I realize but it’s too late and done
What I’d do if I had one more minute
I wouldn’t spare it and I’d tell you that I love you
Simply and forever that I love you
Tears in my eye
As I cry
All teary eyed
As I gaze into the sky
Begging and pleading for you not to go
Wishing it not so
Watching you die
With tears in my eyes
Tears in my eye
As I cry
The God Of My Clan
I did pray at one point.
And now I see no point.
I had faith at the start,
Much within’ my heart,
It faded as I saw my mother passed.
It happened fast.
Evil is the way of the church,
Demons that perch.
Consumed by stripping the assets of my family.
Leaving me alone in the calamity.
Left with stressful tensions.
Men who claim godliness possess false pretensions,
To line their own pockets with assets.
Facets of their true aspects.
Teaching me the true meaning of hate,
They will reap their fate.
Liars and cheats,
Pretending to perform great feats,
Stole my mother’s love upon death,
Watching her last breath,
They corrupted her way of dying,
And left me to my crying.
Took my inheritance,
Showing their true deviance,
Alley dogs chewing on a bone,
Told me to go and make it on my own.
All before high-school was through,
Leaving me a distorted view.
Quite dismayed,
Never again have I prayed.
Evil is this society,
They possess false piety.
Wicked are the people,
Who abuse people.
My clan will have it’s revenge.
I will not rest until I avenge.
A true man of honor never speaks,
Being ever so meek, admiration is what he seeks,
With great intensity,
His actions prove his integrity.
His life reflects
The respect he conjects.
I have become the man of me.
I am the man of me.
Let all who can see,
Know there is no need for me to pray,
This I sincerely convey,
Because the God of my clan clearly sees,
All these, my miseries.
Forgotten
The scrutiny of times that pass us by
Moments leaving to be forgotten
Flash backs to recollecting
Distant memories of the ill-defined
Unable to define the vague occasion
Split second glimpses of a blurred instant
Never clearly seeing the views
Difficulty finding the point in time
Reminiscences of an unclear epoch
The hazy chronicles of a faint age you can’t recall
Can’t call to mind the secluded accounts of the outlying era
Desperately trying to remind yourself of the for-flung moments in time
Inaccurate recollections of a rouge stage
Trying to think of the far-off instance
Unable to summon up the undistinguishable spell
Hoping you can strike a chord with the isolated measure
Imprecise memoirs of the indistinct stretch
Can’t bring to mind the indefinite period
Hard to induce the remote diaries
Nothing rings a bell
The far-away journals can’t be unearthed
Nothing can take you back
Everything you dredge up seems unclear
Can’t stir it up
Can’t uncover what was once disregarded
Careful what you put out of your mind
Someday you might want to consider what you put behind
And then you won’t be able to evoke the phases
And reminisce of what was forgotten
Zoriah
The first time to kiss,
I do miss.
The first time to touch,
You all over so much.
The first time to love,
While Fantasia with the sorcerer’s apprentice was above.
We could have been,
Destroyed by all our sin.
But you got around,
You made me frown.
You slept with my friend,
This pissed me off to no end.
But he got his,
‘Cuz later I slept with his.
While away I got played,
I should have stayed.
Told you I wasn’t mad,
But I was really sad.
I did really love you,
Told you I’d call you.
Looked in your eyes,
And never did I.
My heart ached so much,
And never has as such.
Love I am still tryin’ to seek
Never again did we speak.
I left without saying why,
‘Cuz I had to cry.
Lost In Time
I want to be away in a distant place
Drifting in a non-sequential pattern
In the cosmos of the universe
Trying to find my way out of the abyss
Somewhere new
To rest my eyes
Letting passions awaken the soul
In no time constrained environment
To start afresh
Where I don’t know
Where no one knows
Sometimes my worries arise
Weak and blue
Failing miserably
Happiness is on hold
No life at all
Solidarity in my pocket
Where financial matters are settled
Ascending the financial mountains of acquisition
Where can I drift to when my engines are worn
I have dreams
I seek to live in those dreams
I and I try
Because without them life would be meaningless
Place those dreams on hold
Drifting to financial gain
Trying to achieve my dreams
Forgotten until my worries arise
Sometimes I just rest my eyes
But in doing so
I have no time
To find
Me and my
And now my dreams are lost in time
A Sly Rebuttal
How about an educated approach
Of a sly rebuttal to the ignorant
Who seem to conceive that they command this language
When they can’t even make sense of the structure
Of the pretense in my tense
Don’t you jest yet
‘Cuz I’m gonna slap you around another round
You can’t understand my dialect of the vernacular
So accept your fate and don’t make another mistake
I’m gonna slap your rap right off the map
You unintelligible fool who never paid attention in school
You’re about to learn the complicacies with these
You truly sound absurd so listen to my word
Don’ t bite off more than you can chew
‘Cuz my words will terrorize you
I’m tired of listenin’ to you
So here’s a new view
That you can’t reciprocate
What I fabricate
‘Cuz I articulate as I communicate
And I complicate as I conjugate and conversate
I’ll show you how to command as I reprimand
You should quit twit ‘cuz my wit is quick and slick
How about another mouth full
I’ll shovel it full
I’ll confuse you and loose you
And my language will abuse you
I’ll flip a script and put you in a crypt
I’m speaking and seeking to destroy what you deploy
You won’t be able to defend ‘cuz you can’t contend
Stop trying to utter your useless jargon
Because you don’t possess anything far within
Shut your pie hole and behold
It’s finally time for a new season
Where the flow of rhyme possesses reason
Monique
Remembering Monique
How mystique
Remembering her smile
All the while
I was sad at life
Felt like my heart was pierced with a knife
Times of old
Forgetting memories that were once so bold
You thought you needed a better view
When it was right in front of you
And now we’ve grown
Letting some things to be known
Things that could have existed
Together we could have subsisted
Loves never really lost
Sometimes you just get tossed
Nevertheless
Forever shall I love you nonetheless
Dreams
Don’t you forget about your dreams,
No matter what seems.
Hold your head high,
As life passes you by.
Learn to cope
Because there’s always hope.
Don’t let the pain stain your soul.
Strive to achieve those dreams as your goal.
Grab onto this life and be bold
And let everyone behold.
Be strong with every song you sing
Because you never know what it might bring.
Don’t say you don’t have a clue
And be blue,
Because that’s truly being a fool.
I know life’s not always cool.
Stride with your head held high.
Don’t hide and watch everything pass you by.
Live for your dreams,
No matter what seems.
Gaze across your seas of dreams and dive to see what’s underneath.
Look deep into your dreams and you’ll see what lies beneath.
If sorry has got you down
And everything seems to surround you all around, dive deeper down
And listen to every sound
Because your dreams can be found.
Sit Tight
Sit tight
‘Cuz my rhymes tight
I will be at the top in a blink of an eye
This you can’t deny
‘Cuz my style is versatile
You listen to my shit on the dial
And won’t quit ‘cuz the shit is legit
I’ll show I can battle for the flow
My words are the mop
To get you off the floor before I rise to the top
There’s nothin’ that can stop
The dancin’ on the floor
‘Cuz this shit’s never been played before
Sit tight
‘Cuz my rhymes tight
I used to get high just to get by
‘Cuz I had to say goodbye
Askin’ why and then left to cry
I used to pray for my mom to stay
But she left anyway
I wasn’t actin’ sane and I used it for the pain
Then I found I couldn’t explain
‘Cuz it left a stain on my brain
I used to get high just to get by
I drank to forget the mess with my life
‘Cuz it wasn’t nice
The weed didn’t always suffice
So I started sippin’ on the booze with ice
This life isn’t always right
It’s a fight
My problems grew as the years flew
And I still didn’t have a clue
I used to get high just to get by
Caught in a cycle I crashed my motorcycle
Flew a 120 feet ahead and landed on my head
I broke both my collars
With no one to hear my hollers
And the lawyers took all my dollars
I used to get high just to get by
But now I express
What’s on my chest
With nothin’ to hide
‘Cuz the love of life abides by my side
Sit tight
While my rhymes tight in your sight
‘Cuz they just might
Take you to a new height
I used to get high just to get by
And I won’t lie I still get high
Don’t let life pass you by
Sit tight
While my rhymes tight
I used to get high just to get by
And I still get high
Watchin’ you sit tight
As my rhymes pass out of sight
Listen To The Sounds
Listen to the sounds
That go round and round
Playing on rhetoric of the predicate
Using sequential momentum to calculate
Like a reprobate
I got disconnected to the known universe
Lost in a verse to transverse
While others were dictating societal restraints
Elaborating their complaints
As they conversate
But they should hesitate and elevate to reciprocate
Listen to the sounds
That go round and round
Sometimes yesterday is the key
I'm waiting for patience you see
To grant me the sovereignty
For dignity
But to my dismay
You judged me anyway
It shouldn’t be
But it’s how you are not just to me
Resist the social trait to hate
And don't contemplate
Listen to the sounds
That go round and round
I didn't act accordingly to your set standards
But you’re the bastards
Sometimes I need to let loose
But you put me in a noose
Sorry for the mishap of your interpretation
But it’s your intimidation and misinterpretation
It’s my walk to take
Decisions are all our own to make
Listen to the sounds
That go round and round
Listen to the sounds
That go round and round
Lines In The Sand
Drawin’ lines in the sand
To the irie vibes of the tides
Seein’ the light glisten in your sight
Your life’s the grain of sand
Infinitely small in the vast seas of time
Dust to dust
Find your way
And leave behind your footprint in the sand
As times of times remembers your mark
All eventually washed away
But your words will stay
Drawin’ lines in the sand
To the irie vibes of the tides
What Goes Around
What goes around comes around
So expect in another round
A different sound of hitting the ground
I’ve found we’re all bound to our fate
It will hound you when you make a mistake
You reap what you sow
This I know
I’m telling you so
Careful who you choose as your foe
‘Cuz you never know how it’ll go
What goes around comes around
So expect in another round
A different sound of hitting the ground
I’ve found we’re all bound to our fate
It will hound you when you make a mistake
Careful what you speak
‘Cuz you’ll reap a heap
And it will cause you to seep to deep
And then you’ll be left to weep
What goes around comes around
So expect in another round
A different sound of hitting the ground
I’ve found we’re all bound to our fate
It will hound you when you make a mistake
So wait before you hate ‘cuz at a later date
You might be the bate for fate
And then it will be too late for your mistake
Shade Of Grey
When you left me baby
My world changed a whole new shade of grey
Sorrows in missin’ you
Not knowing what to do
Walkin’ lonely in my days
It’s a whole new shade of grey
Rememberin’ times shared together
I thought we meant forever
Expressin’ to one another
Times shared with each other
Sittin’ and gazin’ at the stars
It’s a shame we didn’t go to far
It’s a whole new shade of grey
Wondering about what could have been
And now feeling oh so dim
Not knowing how to explain the strain on my soul
Lightin’ a bowl
It’s a whole new shade of grey
But don’t fear it my spirit
Is strong and can sing a new song
It’s a whole new shade of grey
It’s a whole new shade of grey
Do Ya Know Who Ya Are?
Do ya know who ya are?
Are you a lost soul
With no direction
Or connection
To the misinterpretation
Of this shit called humanity.
I know you're livin' in vanity.
Spare your hypocrisy
Fuck bureaucracy.
You can stick your fake innuendoes
And slick conversations of whit
And just be legit.
Down with the hierarchy
And more power to anarchy.
Do ya know who ya are?
Are you a psycho-semantic,
With no antics,
Because you’re a manic?
But hey, you didn't plan it,
Damn it.
Just sit back and relax,
And take your medication,
Into a severe case of sedation.
Do ya know who ya are?
Ya cheat on your taxes.
The Earth is movin' off it's axis.
Ya got people gettin’ into their cars,
After partin' in the bars.
Ya 'bouts to have a sexual encounter,
So go have another beer at the counter.
Do ya know who ya are?
Are ya happy with who ya are?
Are ya content with the situation,
Of the nation on the implication
Of taking your liberties and giving limitation
It’s perpetuation of discrimination and intimidation
It’s not in your imagination
While you listen to the station,
It’s their persuasion of the application of dictation
While they destroy our nation and this great democratization.
So you better wake up out of your sedation.
Do ya know who ya are?
The Battle
Watch your back as I strike back
‘Cuz I got tendencies to cause casualties
Think twice ‘cuz I’ll make you pay the price
I’ll smack you around in every round
Put your gat back in your drawers
‘Cuz I battle with the cords of rhyme this time
True masters of lyrics don’t fear it
We use the Shaolin techniques applied to the vernacular
To utter what’s spectacular
We battle with honor as the samurai
It’s just you and I
Watch my lyrical ninjitsu
As I destroy you
I’ll box you like a southpaw
And give you a left and a right you never saw
Amazed in all the awe I saw your jaw
And knocked you out of our bout
Don’t doubt what I’m about
I got strategies of poetic tendencies lyrically in my dialect
That you can’t detect
‘Cuz I complex as I vex
Think twice in this trice ‘cuz you’ll pay the price
I can suffice in this fight
And knock you out of sight
Unobtainable Thought
You can evaluate me
Tear me apart
But my soul remains strong
Content in solitude
Comfortable with existence
Self-reliant
Able to restrain
Focused
Determined
Striving
All boundaries are scalable
Chained and shackled
To the system you place me in
Doesn’t exist
Because I can escape
In a drift of a ponder of thought
Never able to be caught
In a box you say you place
But what dimensional plane is constrained
Always eluding
The matrix of conformity
Separation of mind and body
Meditating truth
As you categorize and place
You can’t accept or capture
My unobtainable thought
Cursed
Cursed to traverse this Earth
While vexed in this complex effect
It’s a hex that affects your cerebral cortex
Within the purls and perils of this life friends don’t suffice
It doesn’t matter if there’s danger
‘Cuz most of your friends just become another stranger
Left to walk alone
You got to make it on your own
You’re responsible for everything that seems
To achieve your dreams
Cursed to traverse this Earth
While vexed in this complex effect
It’s a hex that affects your cerebral cortex
Happiness abides on the inside
It’s hard to find ‘cuz it hides from your mind
It’s an internal asset not an external facet
It’s a prison to your vision ‘cuz it’s hard to envision
It’s hard to hear clear ‘cuz it will veer from your ear
But steer near to your fear
‘Cuz it’s a mere emotion caught in the commotion of the motion
Have the gall to stand tall ‘cuz it’ll call
Cursed to traverse this Earth
While vexed in this complex effect
It’s a hex that affects your cerebral cortex
Shouts And Screams
Shouts and screams
In your dreams
Of all the lovely ladies
Drivin’ your Mercedes
It’s not wrong
‘Cuz she’s in a thong
You got dividends
To no ends
Everyone watches as you pass by
As you roll high
You cheat on your wife
‘Cuz you say she doesn’t suffice
Snortin’ the yeyo
Like a yoyo
And then wipin’ your nose
As the blood flows
Steppin’ in shit
With your $10,000 shoes havin’ a fit
Pissin’ in your pants
‘Cuz you couldn’t control it as the X made you dance
Bitin’ your lip
As you trip from that sip
Down the stairs
With all the glares
You sought
What could be bought
And didn’t yearn
To learn
And now it seems
I see what it means
And I don’t want shouts and screams
In my dreams
Under The Stars
You think I’m afraid of you
What a truly distorted view
Insecure with your own self being
Is simply just not seeing
The reality in your own vanity
I got a suggestion for you to do
Why don’t you start being true
Why don’t you wake up and make
Yourself not look so fake for your sake
And quit making the mistake
That you seem to take
I see you as you smoke your cigars at the bars
And think your better because you have the cars
But you truly can’t see very far
‘Cuz you can’t put everyone in that jar
You’re the one that lives behind bars
You should realize that you’re not better than anyone under the stars
Times Do Change
Times won’t ever be the same not for me
I will be free and true to me
Free of it all
I’ll stand tall
Until I die, this I know why
If I had all the time on my hands to ponder
I still would say I wouldn’t know and wonder
I might never know what quite to do
But I do know it won’t be the choices you gave me to choose to do
I will make my own way and sway from conformity
And make my own destiny
I’ll never be accepted wherever I go
Because I hate everything that everyone is programmed to know
And now that I don’t waste my time
And enjoy my time
I have more time to excel to stand up and fight
For what I place in my sight
Yes, times do change
The pages range
Those of us who stop to look
Might change the path we took
Never Look Back
I don’t turn the other cheek and become meek
I turn my back and never look back
I don’t waste my time ‘cuz I value my time
But if you want to bout face to face
I don’t have any fear when anything is near
I smile in the face of death with every breath
‘Cuz I know my wicked stance has a chance
But I’d rather not waste my time
‘Cuz you’re not worth the time
Fate’s already dealt with you
‘Cuz I can already outwit you
Your life will always be the same
Truly lame
A life of shame and you’re to blame
You don’t have any game
But if you want to box it’s all the same
But what you should really do
Is look in a mirror and see who really hates you
I’ll step away and wait for you to attack
And turn my back and never look back
Captured In Times
Captured in times
Twisting my vision to misbelieving what I envision
The miseries of humanity and the insanity
Rhymes that stopped the pattern
Of the flow of the rhythmatic pattern
Was useless pitter-patter
And doesn’t seem to matter
You in a brief moment of time
Captured in times
For a miss directed fraction
Of an analytical view of the action
Times that there's nothing to see
Times the times to be
Placing all aside and expressing from the inside
I’m begging to see you next to me
You and me
Stepping to the beat with our feet
Of a binary yes and no
Of a simplistic code so
When all is decided
One Love in a moment has collided
You in a brief moment of time
Captured in times
For a miss directed fraction
Of an analytical view of the action
Times that there's nothing to see
Times the times to be
And it seems to be
You and me
Autumn
Autumn leaves falling
Age is calling
Hitting the ground
With a crisp sound
Beauty has past
A new shadow is cast
Dead for a season
Resting splendor for a reason
Growing cold
Getting old
Defining personality
In this new reality
Possessing beauty within
External looks are thin
Mornings
Waking eyes
Chilly sunrise
Foggy vision as I arise
Briskly beginning with sighs
Trouble gazing at the skies
Mildly starting with cries
Blurry sight as the night dies
Freshly arising as the day flies
Hazy focus to a sleep’s goodbyes
Promptly awakening with whys
Heavy eyes
Staring at the sunrise
Sorrow In Tomorrow
For a long time
In this life time
There’s sorrow
In tomorrow
Everyone dieing
And crying
All the pain
In such vain
All the poor
Feeling beat and lying on the floor
I can hear you pray
Wishing to stay
But see you die
And rise into the sky
This life is strange
And nothing ever seems to change
When will Jah send
And heaven descend
Why is there always sorrow
With tomorrow
Self
Drifting to find myself
Searching for one’s self
Understanding our self
Listening to yourself
People should be their self
He being himself
And she being herself
Just be your normal self
Simply find your usual self
Let everyone be them self
Being
Self being
Is seeing
And believing
Not deceiving
You being and seeing
Not needing
And leading
Happiness receiving
Sorrows leaving
Contentment conceiving
Mind and soul weaving
Now seeing
Contently just being
The Armory Of Persuasion
Sublime audacity to command
Machinery of propaganda
Spreading knowledge
Secrets of influencing
Supply and demand
Superseding consciousness
Wise calculations
Deducting expenditures
Impervious to suggestions
Formulating complacency in our own conceit
Tying to substitute
In an oversupplied moment
Surpasser of all amenities of life
Envisioning revolutionary ideology
Truly signifying
Foundations of natural phenomenons
Transcendent intellects
Magnificent consequences
Continuing momentum
With justice as the assertion
Of an elementary consciousness
Shocked by suggestion
From a philandering reprobate
Insistent with prerogatives
Deaf to pleading
Discrimination in judgment
Stupendous conception
Persuading thoughts
Heartbroken and vengeful
Determined forever
Fired imagination
Proclaiming zeal to destroy the tender
Altering the current of a frail bewildered humanity
To stand upright
Disregarding limitations
Morally speaking
The basis of all revolt
Commonness is equality
Authorities trembling
Recognizing implications
Corrupting simple faith
Implementing complex ritual
Enforcing obedience
Unleashed and uncontrollable methods
Objection to the strategy
Suggesting alternative solutions
Spectacular triumph
Feud of centuries
Silence can prevail
Arousing interest
Creating desire
Affection for persuading
It shows in your eyes
And sounds in your tones
Instinctively knowing
Cynical curiosity can be used psychologically
In reverse notation
Expressing brilliant exemplification
Simply set in step with your prospect
Run along side the mind
And engage with another
By placing one’s self inside the other
Remark in line with minds in motion
Direct an immediate application of keen knowledge of human motives
While in step and thought in line
Shrewdly calculating an appetite for more
Sense an objection
Counter the measure before advancement
Graciously with dignity
Quick as a flash
Deliver extraordinary frankness to cut straight to the heart
Expose delinquencies with intimidation to condescension
Being considerate
Then with a glance of infinite tenderness
Anticipate criticism and deal with them crisply before even uttered
The armory of persuasion
In a futile argument
A rebuttal before the opponent
Placing burden insuring easy mastery
Whilst in a well-directed interrogation
Expose the trivial frailties of human nature
And remain master of the situation
Retort instantaneously
A Player’s Night
I used to roll by high in the North Side
Dealin’ to my friends to make some ends
Six lbs of the swiggity swag swill
Half an lb of the diggity dank that stank
A vile of the liquid cid
A quarter lb of shrooms to zoom
And a hundred X pills
All for dollar bills
My work for a week at my peak
And then time started to sneak
And the day came in this peak
When the Feds came to my crib
Players don’t fib
Wanted to know if I robbed the bank
My stomach felt rank
Said the crook shook
Through my place on a motorcycle
I felt a whirlwind-cycle on spin-cycle
‘Cuz I had a cycle
My brother said caution with the wind
‘Cuz they’ll know you by your cycle
It was like a vision
I had to listen
They searched my estate and found nothing to relate
But photographed my jacket I used to score shrooms the night before
See my friend spent 10 and told me a week before
They’ll know you by your bike
So that night
I resigned and never changed my mind
Forever will I remember
A player’s night
What Seems To Matter
Remembering to make a difference in what seems to matter
Conceptualizing and visualizing a place
Where harmony and tranquility exists
Not just in the sphere of the realm of your consciousness
But with all things reflected in the tangible
Physical actions and reactions of what seems to matter
Universal and cosmological phenomenons exist
Why then can’t peace and love collide
Sparking the interests of what seems to matter
Fathom sharing and caring
Helping one another
Because you love one another
No false pretense in the tense
And sense collectivity with relativity
To reciprocity in what seems to matter
Atomic structures revolve and evolve
Time and the continuum are dimensional
Grab on to the graviton
‘Cuz it’s the ring of unity which passes on
Closed strings to the next dimension
The magnetic polarity vs. gravity
In string theory is what seems to matter
Finding My Stride
In my 27th year,
I found I had no fear.
6000 miles away from a home I left,
My life got taken like grand theft.
4 again in a box placed in a trunk next to junk.
My memories of old,
Oh so bold,
Came crashing in.
It seemed I couldn’t win.
All sides caving,
My mother believed I was worth saving.
Remembering things I suppressed,
My heart pressed,
Drastically changing,
Attitudes ranging,
Finding my true identity within my entity.
Able to be me,
I finally can see.
Not having pressure to conform to the norm.
Able to confess,
About my life being a mess.
The battle is in our souls,
It’s what matters most to our goals.
One final last sigh,
Raising my head ever so high,
Finding my lost pride,
Now able to stride.
My Fight
I stand with my head held strong
Because I dealt with my pain and what was wrong
I hate my past
And strive never to be anything like my past
My family deserves a man who stands
Who is honorable with whatever he does with his hands
Who leaves a legacy to be looked up to
Not one to bow their head in shame to
I was told I didn’t possess the mind
To leave anything behind
But I will prove to you
Everything I was told I couldn’t do
And outdo you
A Little Thing
Thoroughly thought out
Fathoming and pondering
An oasis in a utopia
Collectively thinking
Amongst all odds
Entities with misconstrued beliefs
Blaming deities
Of a non-material realm
Claiming separation of mind and body
Yet clinching material wealth
And dictating restraints
Preaching but yet not living
Dreaming and hoping
Carnal absurdities
Misunderstanding needs and wants
Believing faith for the acquisition of riches
While overlooking love
Disgracing humanity
Killing brothers
For the assertation of an idea
From those that control you and own you
Blind to accept equality
While striving for supremacy
The dream is lost
Freedom is a farce
And anarchy to the aristocracy
Still not a solution
Pollution of the soul
Irrevocable damage
To the system
With no alternative
Hovering in the distance
A glimpse
A twinkle
Calculating mathematical probability
Using deviation
Of rhythmatical algorithmic binary
With an undisputable result
The solution was simple
A little thing
Love
Boarder Rhymes
It’s time for danger
And there’s nothing stranger
To see you run in the face of danger
Even though things are a mess
You should stand and address
And confess your stress
It’s time to ride the wave
Switch stance and be brave
Don’t hide by the side
Let the board collide
Ride high with your stance
With every chance
Be the cat that rolled a fat blunt and performed a stunt
Just be sure not to biff when you hit that spliff
I love to face danger
It’s no stranger
I ride high in the face of danger
Boarder rhymes to the times
Goofy stance to the switch foot
Just put the other foot
Watch the glide of the ride
Carving the edge
And living on the edge
It’s time for danger
Don’t be a stranger
And face the danger
I Hope You See
I hope you see
There’s always going to be
Differences between us
But we all turn to dust
Overlook those different conditions
And switch positions
Then you can clearly see
That you and me
Are all the same
It would be a shame
If you and me couldn’t be
I hope you see
Embrace individuality
To live in harmony and tranquility
One to another
Sharing and caring for each other
Loving all the people
It’s simple
A beautiful bouquet of difference
Having no indifference
Being kind and tender
Praying for the earth hoping we can mend her
I hope you see
The trivial color of you and me
Unity
Racial blindness and kindness
Representin’ unity in rhymes
With times that have changed ideology with a new philosophy
Friendship is kingship
Altering the ego
So that we can go
United in a mile-high front
Pride and honor in heritage is blunt
But rememberin’ we’re brothers
To the end of time is right on the dime
Friends we go
Friends we’ll be
‘Cuz unity is our blindness to the mindless
We have a rebuttal
And it’s oh so subtle
Changing the mind of time
Brothers and sisters we’ll be you see
It’s all in the eye of the beholder
So act a little older
Don’t judge by a glance
And take a chance
And look into the eye of your brother
Under The Sun
It doesn’t matter where you’re from,
We all live under the sun.
Don’t let the pain stain your soul
Or your heart turn to coal.
Spirits will fear it in the present essence
When compassion makes it’s presence.
It doesn’t matter where you’re from,
We all live under the sun.
Don’t let your beauty deceive you,
With a crazy view.
Thinking that you’re superior,
Is quite inferior.
It doesn’t matter where you’re from,
We all live under the sun.
Truly gorgeous people have splendor within.
You might be pretty and thin,
But if your heart is cold and grey,
True ugliness you convey.
It doesn’t matter where you’re from,
We all live under the sun.
Open your heart up for every mile,
And smile.
Be content
With every situation sent.
Love unconditionally.
You’ll reap conditionally.
It doesn’t matter where you’re from,
We all live under the sun.
Cherish
I don’t like most people in general
Because they’re fake
I revere the people
Who are true
Who are simply them selves
And who have found
We can all be friends
Those I cherish
Try To Relate
Educated utterances to collectively find the truth is what I seek
It’s like playing hockey and trying for a deek
Narrow minded is the fool
They’re a true tool
Powerful the arrogant think they be
Political you may not like to be
But thrust into it from time to time you shall be
When opinions clash
Don’t toss the opposition out of the circle to fast
Be aware of the vicious cycle of hate
And try to relate
Friends
Hungry and striving for love
Lonely and needing a friend
It’s hovering above
But to high to grasp
All alone this you can depend
Trying to catch your breath with a gasp
Slowly rising from a broken heart
Searching for a solution to mend
It’s as if I got hit from the start
Now caught in my solace
Missin’ time we use to spend
Tryin’ not to be hopeless
Reflections of the past
Tend to send
Images oh so fast
But the true realization
Is that you can’t contend
With my new classification
I’ve found the meaning is not needing
It’s simply just being a friend
Love
Realizing my mother’s love
And honored to be her son
Striving for pride
And now devoted
Not to deities
But continuing the dream
Once held in thought of her son
I fell from God
And will not return
But to live moral and upright with integrity
This I’ll grasp
Love has eluded me
And now I will no longer chase
But my dreams I see in sight
And I’m content
New horizons and passions
And clarity of thought
Love lost is a tear shed
And now I’ve learned it’ll find me
It’ll find me.
Happiness
Dreams rarely come true
But while you’re adrift in slumber
All seem to be true
And peace is by your side
Happiness seems to rest
In each of our own individual being
Between the mind and body
Somewhere in the separation
Of the soul to the physical
The balance of your chi
Of your ora needs to be achieved
To accomplish the task
Of finding happiness
Within your being
Both in mind and body
Happiness is up to each of us
To achieve for our own individual being
And it does not reside in anyone else
But ourselves.
Blue
Every time I wanna spend time with you
Ya leave me to feelin' blue
I never know what to say
And it's always to my dismay
That I'm chillin by myself
Like a book left on a shelf
To deal with my sorrow
And wake up tomorrow
But it's cool to be blue
I'm happy when I'm blue
It’s your shortfall
I’m tired of tying to call
I feel like a book that got set aside
You'll truly never know what's inside
I’m wise to the compromise
You left me to feelin’ blue
But I know how to be true
And even though I’m blue
I'm happy when I'm blue
I found solace in my sorrows
I’m not worried about any more tomorrows
I just sing to my blues
It’s cool to be blue
Singin' the blues
I'm happy when I'm blue
Even when I got the blues
Because I don’t need you
How To Be
Be who you like to be
There is no way else to be
Just because they don’t know how to be
Don’t let people tell you how to be
We don’t always know how to be
But remember to be
The way you like to be
This is how to be
Darling
Your love is amazing
It’s amazing to me to see
That you confuse your selfish interest
And you pretend to put love to rest
You want me to carry you through
But your love is not true
No it’s not true
I can see in your eyes
That you are trying to demise
Some kind of disguise
And place the label of love
On your cunningness to deceive
Ya can’t fool the boys of the old school
So stop playin’ around
‘Cuz the bell of the round
Is about to sound
Listen to the rhyme of the time
And you’ll see I’m not playing around
‘Cuz I’m gonna knock you out of this round
Darling your love is amazing
You better revaluate the situation
And get the definition
I’ve found that in this round you won’t be around
So listen to the sound when you hit the ground
I’m gonna hound you and pound you
And remember that I’m not bound to you
Darling your love is amazing
Tossin’ Like The Ships
No more relationships
Tossin’ like the ships.
I want a good girl
To put my heart in a twirl.
No more bad memories,
Because of delinquencies.
No more relationships
Tossin’ like the ships.
No more time to loose,
‘Cuz it’s time to choose
No more pain and strife,
‘Cuz that’s not the life.
Style and class.
Never will we clash.
Steady as can be.
It’s life you see.
We’ve all been used
And abused,
Desperately confused.
It’s time to choose
And refuse.
No more relationships
Tossin’ like the ships.
Grab hold and behold.
Steady as can be
And you will see.
No more relationships
Tossin’ like the ships.
What Separates Us
You’re only happy
When you make those around you miserable.
You’re only content
When you see others are less content.
You’re only satisfied
When you can smile at other’s misfortune.
You’re only sure about yourself
When you see that others are less secure.
You’re somehow fine
When you see others are crying.
You take joy
When other’s remorse in their sadness.
You seem to laugh
When someone has a frown.
You take comfort in everyone else’s discomfort.
You’re never happy
Unless you make those around you miserable.
This is what separates us
And is why there won’t ever be an us.
Kim
You asked what I missed,
When you were blitzed.
I'd have told you in person on our reunion
But my heart regressed.
I get shy
And it isn't thought out enough for me to express
In the entirety of the meaning
That I'd like to conject.
Simply,
What I miss is waking up next to your side.
Silence, peace, and then a gaze
And seeing that someone is right next to me,
You.
That's what did it,
Loneliness to this mess,
That's what I got dished.
But my embrace to it will conquer
And it’s just that step.
One step to start afresh.
Maturity in my own solace.
But I miss the embrace of a night’s slumber,
And being refreshed upon my arise
To see someone by my side.
You might say that I could have expressed my soul long ago
In a verbal constraint,
But truly it wouldn't have been poetic,
And I'd misconstrue my ramblings
Into inadequate allocation of my true nature
Of just being in love with you.
Simple, just seeing you next to me.
But then again I was high all the time,
And the times I miss were when you were sleeping all the time.
It’s Over
It’s over and I’ll never be the same.
Walkin’ in my lonely days.
It takes time to mend.
4 for the 2 I spent with you.
Fragile is the dream.
And gazin’ eyes sometimes drift.
Driftin’ away as one more day slips away
From the games we use to play
To the sweet embraces
And now the teary eyed memories.
Fathoming dreams of childhood fantacies,
Making mistakes, misperceiving reality
Is part of life’s imperfections
Experiencing one another
Loving one another
But waves of doubt came crashing in
And all the dreams of restless souls are but a mere memory.
Side by side and now there is no one left to touch.
But I found solace in my ways
And I am enchanted once again.
Closure to the early twenties
With wide eyed dreams of the late.
27 marks 10 from 17
And 10 to many wasted.
A new dawn has approached
And the straight-edge ways have begun.
The Days I Wasted With You
A newly departing soul
Descending into Lucifer’s domain
A plethora of souls
Realizing that misery breads company
The days I wasted with you
Resulted in agony and turmoil for eternity
The elements of planetary structure
Elaborate the rotation of molecular matter
In correlation with each other
As electrons and neutrons unify together
In atomic theory
Expressing similar patterns to relate
You and I
Not meant to be placed together
Created unstable matter
Of a newly made element
Of an explosive nature
Colliding with each other
Destabilizing our individual spheres
Corrupting one another
Forcing a negative to positive repulsion
As in magnetic polarity
Destructive to the nature of each other
Conjecting an unviable and uninhabitable environment
And now possessing a new realization
Of the days I wasted with you
Beings Of Habit
Beings of habit
Mortals with dependency
Worldly examples to consciousness
Personalities of addiction
Limitations of life
Individuals with tendencies
Amenities of existence
Characters with problems
Organisms of routines
Personas of reliance
Adjuncts of practice
Life forms of customs
Earthly molds
Human beings with preferences
Creatures of ritual
Entities of pattern
Existing in defined schedules
Souls with beliefs
Spirits of traditions
Intellects bound by prerogatives
Dependent states of convention
Living beings of precedents
Personal inclinations
Individuality of traits
Corporeal cravings
Personal fondness to vengefulness
Enslavement to being apart of an empire
Recognizing the corrupt humanity
But still bound by being beings of habit
It Resides Within You
When my heart was in dismay
It was told one cold winter’s day
In my quarter of a century existence
It changed my essence
And my love died within my words and ceased to exist
Barely able to subsist what I couldn’t resist
She turned into the true demon that she truly was
This was probably because
She knew
I didn’t have a clue
She ate my heart while it was still beating
I was pleading
She tossed me aside
Because she thought I’d died
But I survived a heartless bastard
Quite disturbed at how absurd
But now I’ve learned and you should listen to what you’ve heard
She was just an illusion
Of my confusion
Of my hopefulness
Of this mess
And now I know that the evil one
Is the one
That I regard as my love
Because she wasn’t sent from above
She was a demon trying to deceive me
But I couldn’t see
See I didn’t know that existence lies within the mind of our own
And that you have to be able to make it on your own
Happiness doesn’t come from any other
You can’t get it from another
It lies within our selves
Inside our selves
And cannot be obtained unless we love our selves
Be weary of the evil temptress
She’s a demon mistress
She intends to devour your soul
That’s her goal
Happiness comes from within yourself
And you can only rely on yourself
Love is achieved in your mind
And we are all gods in our own mind
Choose a destiny without stress
For you don't want to be like your evil temptress
Twisted
Dark twisted thoughts of expression
Carnal appetites for destruction
Lurking in the shadows
Prowling to devour
Stalking the soul
Ravaging the mind
Contemplating reality
Envisioning nightmares
Fathoming horrors
Pillaging dreams
Deceiving the deities
Conjecting hate
Spreading disease
Hating life
Breathing misery
Starting wars
Misinterpreting thoughts
Misunderstanding ideas
Accepting defeat
Erasing love
Forgetting compassion
Clinching fists
Raising arms
Rushing in
Only to see one’s self in the reflection
Not Like You
I’m not like you
I never again will be like you
You didn’t accept me because I wasn’t like you
So I changed to be like you
But I’ve found I don’t like you
And refuse to be like you
And now I’m not like you
And never again will be like you
Visual Oblisk
Sitting in silence
Lonely but content
Having hopes
Envisioning dreams drifting in passion
Visual Oblisk
Learning patience
Solely bent
But yet he copes
Thoughts of screams
Embracing ration
Visual Oblisk
Simple complacence
What was meant
She mopes
Conceptualizing sceams
Forgetting compassion
Visual Oblisk
Scorning vengeance
Yet allowing to vent
Hoping he elopes
Nothing is what it seems
Changing position
Visual Oblisk
Why, When, Where, How
Why do you judge me
When you look at me
Where did you learn
How to segregate me
Why am I different from you
When we both bleed
Where is the difference
How can you determine
Why can’t we like each other
When there is so much beauty
Where is a place
How the birds live together
Why can’t we smile together
When will you see
Where is the compassion
How can you hate
Why do you think you’re better
When we’re the same
Where can we go to show
How we’re just like one another
Why
When in the middle of your chest
Where the heart flows red
How it beats the same
Why can’t you see
When will you learn
Where is the love
How come you won’t change
All Alone
I know what it means to be alone
As I sit here all alone
It always seems sad to see you go
Now I will be alone
It seems you had somewhere to go
I know what it means to be alone
I cried when I saw you go
You left me all alone
Why did you have to go
Why did you leave me all alone
I know what it means to be alone
With no one left to smile to
With no one to rest my shoulder to
With no one left to look to
I know what it means to be alone
Now I’m all alone
As I sit here all alone
I know what it means to be alone
The Calling
I am MC Poetic Tendency
The Scottish Bastard
I got a wicked lingo that you can’t fuckin’ follow
I got a dialect you can’t swallow
But I can flow like you
‘Cuz I grew up like you
I’m a North Side loco
Y tambien yo hablo
Para yo soy un vato
Del norte lado
I don’t speak like you
But I can bust a flow better than you
So bite your tongue son
‘Cuz I’ll show you how it’s done
I’ve just begun
So listen to how it’s sung:
My rhymes aren’t hollow
The meanings aren’t shallow
I got a wicked lingo that you can’t fuckin’ follow
I got a dialect you can’t swallow
I creep in the shadows
As I deliver my blows
I’ll show you how to avow
It’s definitely time now
The fact of the reason is seeing the connotation
And heeding the denotation
I got a divine notation
In my annotation
I deliver verbal animation
I put my notion
Into motion
With my emotion
And create commotion
I got a wicked lingo that you can’t fuckin’ follow
I got a dialect you can’t swallow
Watch my rhymes dive
Into jive
‘Cuz I know how to survive
And stay alive
I know how to place
In every case
With every chase
‘Cuz I’m not afraid to face
I got a wicked lingo that you can’t fuckin’ follow
‘ Cuz I got a dialect you can’t swallow
What I’ve Said
I don’t know.
Can you lyrically match and beat count to an algorithm and develop a flow?
Or did you loose your soul?
I lost my way long ago.
I’m an insomniac who doesn’t like to deal with daylight.
So I like to sleep my days away.
Living in a dream state and the slumber state.
Is there light at the end of the tunnel?
Or do you just have to stumble your way through?
I don’t like what I see in the daylight hours,
So I drift away in a smoke filled cloud sleeping on my mattress.
Everyone is self interested and wants a
Magical, mystical, phonetically sound, pre-fabricated, industrialized,
Systematical analysis of the statistical data set
Concocting hypothetical, theoretical solutions
To better exemplify the positive and negative correlations
Of more bullshit than you can handle.
If I confuse you
Then seek understanding of doctrinal matters of the psyche
And the development of the human character
As a product of the cosmological universe and matrix system
That is institutionalized to conform the masses
Into mindless god fearing individuals,
Who’s views are tainted with unsound arguments
That don’t conclude from well formed arguments from a set premise,
Mostly with premises that don’t have any correlation to each other
To conclude matters theoretically
And bewilder the underachiever of spoken
And written linguistical formulations
To manipulate the numerical calculations
Of neuron transmitters in the cerebral cortex
And bewilder you just as I did.
How you say with faith.
Then does faith have a number,
Is it quantifiable or is it qualitative?
But don’t forget qualitative sets can be numerical
And quantifiable data can be manipulated to suggest theoretical solutions
To hypothetical premises to conclude even more bullshit.
Find truth.
In what a number?
Yeah, it’s all binary code through your eyes
And every process is mathematically defined.
You could Venn diagram me
And make plausible assumptions of a set of premises
And set me in or outside your classifications
But the truth is that my mind is my numerical universe
Only to be traveled by me
And used to generate quantifiable results to equate solutions
Of universal truths to figure out all this shit I’ve said.
Java Script
Ain't got no luck
And now you see that I'm stuck in a rhyme of a funk
Singin' tha blues
Writin' rhymes
Listenin' to the beat of the java script
To flip the digits to the sequential pattern of a binary executable
And then flippin it back to make ya see somethin'
That’s digital and technical
Don’t be a hater
Resist the social trait to hate
And soar to places to the outta realm of space
And don't contemplate
The directional pattern of the beat of the rhythm
And know that my lics express the tricks
It’s a new time and age to check 'n listen to the cosmological universe
Of that dark hole abyss in your chest
I'm a raggamuffin dj mc style
Playin' on the java script
Stuck in a rhyme of a funk
Mixin’ rhymes
Singin' tha blues
Writin' rhymes
Listenin' to the beat of the java script
To flip the digits to the sequential pattern of a binary executable
And then flippin it back to make ya see somethin'
That’s digital and technical
I got disconnected to the known universe
While others were dictating societal restraints
It seems to be a game
Hello never came
And love could still exist
Ain't got no luck
And now you see that I'm stuck in a rhyme of a funk
Singin' tha blues
Writin' rhymes
Listenin' to the beat of the java script
Drugs And Country
You call me a thug ‘cuz I use drugs
Which drugs
The ones my country sold me
But you deny it and say it couldn’t be
I’m not saying drugs are a bad thing
Or a good thing
They’re just one of those things
Don’t be quick to judge
Don’t have this complex that you won’t budge
When you sit back and use your prescription drug
Yeah I’m a thug
Sometimes lessons are best learned the hard way
Even if they are to our dismay
Your ignorance to the true reasons is the crime
Maybe it’s just for a time
We all have defects
Not teaching the effects
By saying stay out of the cookie jar
Doesn’t help very far
How about explain
It’s not a way to deal with the pain
And leave it to a choice
We should have the voice
Let people decide
What they put inside
An explanation is better than a “’Cuz I said so”
It’s a joke to say “Just say no”
But then again I bought my drugs from you
You want to control me isn’t that your view
My country dealt my drugs
That’s why we should be allowed to grow our own drugs
420
As I woke up in a daze,
I grabbed a big fat spliff and put myself in a haze.
It's the 420.
420
24 - 7
I got a big-o-bag of weed,
I got a big-o-bag of weed.
I got the stank dank nuggets on a stem,
Mean-green, purple-red haired, in-door hydro in a big fat sack.
Take me away,
From all this dismay.
My mission is to smoke the hand rolled spliffs and herb packed chillums
To send THC to my body’s hilums.
It aids my meditations on my situations.
Hazin' through the day
Is the way to stay.
Danktification
Is the only classification.
Swagitus Maximus has got to go.
Let the smoke of the kind bud flow.
The body is a temple
So don't make it simple.
It's the 420.
420
24 – 7
As I dripped the syrup on the wrap,
I can hear my soul clap.
It's the 420.
420
24 - 7
I got a big ole blunt,
I got a big ole blunt.
I got the stank dank nuggets on a stem,
Mean-green, purple-red haired, in-door hydro in a big fat sack.
Take me away,
Hazin' through the day
Is the way to stay.
It's the 420.
In the mornin',
In the afternoon,
And in the evenin', too.
Don't matter if you’re feelin' blue
Or if you’ve lost your cool,
‘Cuz there's always stank dank nuggets on a stem,
Mean-green, purple-red haired, indoor hydro in a big fat sack.
Take me away,
‘Cuz I don’t want my dismay to stay.
Hazin' through the day
Is the way to stay,
‘Cuz it’ll make your day,
It’ll take the pressure and make it lesser.
Sedation is the station,
It's Danktification,
That's my classification.
It’s the 420
420
24 – 7
North Side Love
I can see my breath
Pass into death
Earth, Air, Fire, Water
I love someone’s daughter
Sittin’ on the porch sippin’ on a forty
I fell in love with this shorty
My peeps knows who I speak about
I did a change about
I represent
She was heaven sent
I used to get high
Just to quit askin’ why
But I saw her pass by
And now I know why when I get high
Yall wanna hit this jay?
‘Cuz my heart is in dismay
How do I sway her my way?
I got off my seat, jumped to my feet
Ran to her side with nothin’ to hide
And expressed what I felt inside
It was ghetto love from the hood
And I’d do whatever I could
Slingin’ whatever homes
Yo soy un vato loco del norte lado
You know I’m down wit the clicka
A true player essay
Chica, tu eres muy bonita,
Ay mamasita,
Muy buenísima
Yo seré tu hombre
En esta vida y la próxima vida.
Yo quiero por casar tu mi señorita.
Yo amo tu todo la tempo en esta vida y la próxima vida también.
It was North Side Love.
I Say, You Say.
I say yes.
You say maybe.
What do you say?
Ya make me.
Ya break me.
Your illusions in your eyes,
No longer match those in the skies.
I’ve looked into your dilated state
And that you can't mistake,
I hope we still exist
When everything is blown to abyss.
Because I can't resist
The utopia where we coexist.
The illusional forces search for peace and sanctity
In this crazy insanity,
While our delusional materialistic habitations
Wallow with the police and assassinations.
Corruption runnin' rampid like acid
While you act placid.
Pollution to the poor of mind and body
As you sell your body,
Controlling you,
Owning you.
No different from before.
It’s quite an eye sore.
It's the same song but with another melody.
This isn’t harmony.
Captive is the state your in.
This is what we live in.
Times don't change when superiority is the authority,
Because that's not the majority.
And that's my story of you and me,
You see.
But I still believe
And won't leave.
I’ll hold fast to my P's and Q's.
Even if you do have these crazy views.
You can use me,
Abuse me,
Isolate me,
Captivate me,
And rule me.
You can oppress me
And depress me,
Or be open to a new realm state.
But you seem to not fathom and keep making the same mistake.
Or seem to ration the concept of equality,
Because your soul has no quality.
Love you’ll never find.
So you live in and behind
Those materialistic walls and bars that you have built yourself,
Because you’re not happy with yourself.
And to feel good about it
You don't talk about it,
And lock everyone out
But I can hear you shout.
You’re the one that’s inferior.
You claim your spiritual entourage is superior
Due to your advanced carnal essence
But fate has the last presence.
You slacked and didn't listen,
And now you see what you're missin'.
But that wasn't my mission.
I just want a decision
To see a vision
Of peace and serenity
For all humanity
One Love to this pollution
Is the solution.
A Twisted Pursuit
As I awoke in a twisted pursuit of entrepreneurage,
I thought it was a mirage.
As I hit the ground hard,
You showed me no regard,
To aid me in this reality,
To show me validity,
To live life in some kind of clarity.
What is this state of affairs that stares at me in my face
Because it’s not fair in any case.
Why do I have to live in this condition,
Where you hold the superior position?
All you care about is your selfish self,
And everyone else about them self.
It’s just me, myself, & I to survive and stay alive.
No one ever listens to anyone’s cries.
I wish someone was able to demise
A resolution to this contamination of pollution,
To explain the situation with a justifiable elucidation,
To formulize a plan to revamp and re-socialize.
Something to mesmerize everyone’s eyes.
As I awoke in a twisted pursuit of entrepreneurage,
Experiencing reality in a mirage,
Mystifying validity in a smoke filled cloud.
Screaming so loud,
To live life in clarity.
What is this reality?
We got to revolutionize the specification of this condition at hand.
It's time the people demand and rise up and command.
You come telling me everything got a price.
Why didn’t I get paid when you took my heart and took a slice?
This is just slavery to the hierarchal power of an economic class.
Holding fast to the mighty cash
As our styles clash.
There is no union of the population in any nation.
It’s hypocrisy and bureaucracy.
Greediness to this crazy mess is responsible for this selfishness.
Justice and peace don't exist because everyone is raising their fist.
Freedom is a farce in every case,
It’s such a disgrace.
It’s a travesty to this tragedy of humanity,
A mockery of autonomy of liberty and sovereignty.
It’s a charade of parity and impartiality,
A true ridiculous situation of inequality.
I see how you regulate and take from the middleman not the supreme man
And lock-up the poor man.
I see how you use me and abuse me.
But lets get digital and technical
And see which direction I’ll go to deliver my blow.
Our styles truly clash and there’s no amount of cash to save you
When I come to thrash you.
You better watch your back as I strike back.
Be wary of my line of attack
Because I won’t be indecisive to crack your back.
I won’t vacillate to facilitate my hate.
My commencement of hostilities is about to begin for all these inequalities.
Beware of my odious tactical strategies because my ploy is to destroy.
I will leave you in a state which is unable to resuscitate.
You won’t be able to escape as I retaliate all my hate,
Because I won't hesitate to reciprocate what I deem is fate.
Be rest assured I know how to play you
Because of my odium for you and my hatred for you.
As I awoke in a twisted pursuit of entrepreneurage.
I wished it was a mirage.
But as I became fully conscious,
I saw just how malicious this existence was in this presence.
I couldn’t escape to a different landscape,
And even if I could it would be the same lame game all over again.
It’s just a circle, which relates all the hate that I can’t escape.
So now I can relate and don’t contemplate to hate.
A Better Reality
I've been lyrically inclined to write about life
Because nothing else seems to suffice.
And no doubt about it,
As I complain about it,
It's all a mess,
This I confess.
In this great abyss, there's no certainty or clarity,
Just conformity to the majority.
And that's the story see.
It’s the life of you and me in this reality, you see.
No one bringing ideas of reciprocity.
This life is an atrocity.
Just greed.
It’s all about the undesired need.
You lost your honor long ago,
But your mistake was to forget about fate as being your foe.
Your true desire can be seen.
And now you're a shallow entrepreneur of the almighty green.
You're a lonely dishonest fool seeking the capitalistic motto,
Living it up and driving a European auto.
You're a disgrace to humanity,
Who forgets humility.
You’re an eye sore,
Where’s the door,
To get me out of this mess.
And then nevertheless,
You saw dollar signs to prescribe me medication,
To put me in sedation
Because I sound depressed.
But you don't understand that my heart is pressed,
Because I can see things could be,
Very different for you and me.
Reboot this system
To a stable kernel of another system.
I believe in another reality for you and me,
A different life is the way it should be,
Where the allocation of the resources
Isn’t swayed by the outside sources.
Because there is a better reality out there.
But I can see the glare in your eyes as you stare.
But beware
Because fate is aware.
Reality Trip
As I deviated to the mean square root,
To raise you to the second power
And then maybe I’ll take the cubed root
To get ya back to the basic,
To get ya back to the basic,
Mother fuckin’ root.
I lost you in a binary sequential beat pattern
Of a rhythmatic structure of an algorithmic arithmetic,
To prove the universal cosmological universe doesn’t exist.
It’s only in your head.
Take another design,
Because I don’t like to see what’s on my mind.
Base it back to this reality trip
Of this crazy abyss life.
Writing jurisdictions of the cosmological universe,
Compounded and deviated
To the mean square root of all this evilness.
It’s just a mess.
If ya took a mathematical approach
With your analytical, political, institutional,
Straight down to the beat of a sequential binary executable,
Then maybe you could see that the script should be flipped.
Flippin’ it back to this reality trip
To this crazy abyss life.
Change the script
And you’ll change this reality trip.
The Playaz Of The Hood vs. The Crackers Of The Burbs
Rollin’ around with the base sound.
Playin’ like you’re a gangsta when you come around,
When the fact of the matter is that you’re a meth-head from the burbs.
Pretendin’ you’re a thug as you roll around the curbs.
You cook your shit at your crib.
Don’t fib.
You’re an acne-infested tweaker
Listenin’ to gangsta shit on the speaker.
But when you come around a real hood and you’re lookin’ down a barrel pointed at you.
You’ll be quick to shit your drawers and change your view.
Don’t let it be misunderstood,
That’s life in the real hood.
Thugz don’t use Drain-O to cook their smack,
‘Cuz that shit is worse than crack,
That’s a fact you fuckin’ cracker jack.
Thugz get shot down in the street.
They don’t have chemicals in their crib to blow up the whole fuckin’ street.
Thugz fight their rivals,
That’s the skills of the survivals.
You steal from your own mother’s purse,
And then have the nerve to sing a gangsta’s verse.
You haven’t slept for days.
Your scrawny body sways.
Your recessed eyes
Shows your body’s cries.
It’s screaming why,
As you look like you’re gonna die.
You’ll be able to pass a drug test,
In three days without a contest.
But as the true playa hitz the bluntz, he’s gotta wait 28 days and he’ll never get the job anyway.
But that’s alright ‘cuz I’d never wanna work next to your fuckin’ cracker ass anyway.
This is what separates the playaz from the hood and the crackers from the burbs.
Get Used To People
I said,
Ya better get used to people looking your way,
In every which way.
There’s people looking mad and sad,
Irritated and infuriated,
Vividly livid, while enraged and outraged.
Some are heated, while other’s are feeling defeated.
A little are irate and seem to hate,
Some are just annoyed, while others are overjoyed.
A few are feeling desolate, some are throwing a fit.
Others are feeling blue and there’s even a few of you,
Who have even lost your cool.
They look at you and they accuse you of being a fool.
But they’re the tool.
The number one rule is to alter your view and look out for you.
I know it’s sad and it definitely makes me mad,
But no one is going to look out for you, except you.
I know we’re all looking,
I’m looking, as we’re all looking,
For something out there, as we stare.
What it is I don’t know and we might never know.
But when I sense I am tense I hop the fence to a different existence
I understand that it’s all determined by the plain of existence
That we’re liven’ on at that exact moment in which we’re looking.
Make sure you say what you meant in every moment whenever you’re looking.
Do ya follow me?
Why don’t you come with me and follow me.
Or did I confuse your mind?
Do you know what you’re trying to find?
Let me convey what I say in another way
What are ya gazing at, while you’re glancing at?
What are ya staring at, while you’re glaring at?
Are ya faded, drunk, sloshed, wasted, annihilated, or inebriated?
You‘re frizzled and frazzled.
You’re cashed, fried, lit, high, danked, blunted, baked, zoned, and stoned.
You’re illin’.
What’s the feelin’?
You’re dosin’.
Are things flyin’ through the sky?
Are ya pillin’?
You’re peekin’.
No you’re candy flippin’,
As you’re tweakin’.
You took the marchin’ powder,
Now things are rushin’.
Are ya trippin’?
No you’re mushin’.
I’m boomin’.
Things are zoomin’.
You’re shroomin’.
Did you drop?
I hope this feelin’ doesn’t stop.
Hey look I got a fuckin’ balloon and a lollypop,
So what if there’s a cop.
My friends are huffin’.
I see you puffin’.
My eyes are always this red instead of being normal.
I don’t like being formal or do I mean normal.
I like my pupils in a dilated state.
I know you can relate.
Every aspect is a different plain of existence that’s the difference.
So what are you living on, as life is going on?
There aren’t any wrongs or rights and we shouldn’t fight.
There is a rule, it’s one you learned in school, to treat each other right.
We’re not going to make it, we won’t ever make it,
If you judge me and I judge you because it’s a stupid view.
No matter what plain you’re playin’ on with whatever song is on,
Don’t do anyone wrong.
Just remember to have a good moment in time with every point in time.
Ya gotta have a good time, don’t waste you’re time.
Try to be kind and remind yourself you’re just like everyone else,
So try not to hurt anyone else.
And ya always better get used to people looking your way,
In every which way.
Market This
We are many sided
Except we only see the side that appeals to ourselves
Beauty is advertisement
It’s the patronage to insure the perpetuation of lineage
All good advertising is news
Never be trite or commonplace and have no routine
Be impossible to predict
Posses a smile that carries confidence
Never court controversy but never dodge it
Vigorously be victorious verbally
Don’t worry a whit
Like folks of all creeds and social boundaries
Loving outsiders and outcasts without hesitation or questioning
Advertise by service
Letting admirers spread the narrative
Don’t establish a theology, simply lead a life
Be daring and express thoughts of surpassing beauty
Let your work advertise more than words
Hold fast to ideals
And success follows
Be wise in the laws and habits of the human mind
Verbally paint a striking picture
Within the first sentence
Using crisp, graphic language
Presenting the message
Captivating even the dullest
Splendidly direct in effective style
Marvelously condense
Utilizing simplistic one-syllable style
Yet express sincerity with no pretense
Being startlingly frank
Realizing the necessity for repetition
Because reputation is repetition
Capture interest by news
Let service spread attention
Be simple, brief, and sincere
With true regard for affection
Success
Calamities with moments of abstraction
The world never sees the solid work that a man builds upon
Just the effective proportion
If you fail to take care of yourself, no one else will either
A fine piece of rhetoric:
Serve and therefore grow
It is better to work and forget about the money
Than to have a deliberate intention of making money
Throw your life into it
Louse your life in it
And it will give larger and richer life
Doing more than required
Going an extra mile
Take little from the world and leave much
Give and gain influence
Desire to be remembered by what you give
Render great service
Find yourself at the top by loosing yourself at the bottom
Rewards come when traveling the undemanded mile
It is frightfully hard to free the mind from the numbing grip of ancient creeds
But venture with life to uncharted seas
To a world which lies beyond the hills
Hoarding nothing and never forfeiting wholesome enjoyment
Never sacrifice the joy of living for selfish satisfaction
Don’t let fate laugh in your face
I Gots To Go
And now, I got to go,
I got to go.
I don’t know where,
But I got to go.
I’m goin’ somewhere.
Can ya tell me where?
Are ya goin’ there?
Said, ya got to go.
Are ya goin’ with me?
Can ya stay with me?
Or do ya have to go?
‘Cuz I got to go,
I got to go.
Said I gots to go,
I gots to go,
I gotta go with the flow,
With some kind of style that’s versatile.
I gotta prove my groove.
I like to smoke the dank with some kind of stank.
I like to fly high way up in the sky.
I don’t know why.
I know you’re listenin’ to me to see if I’m lyrically sound when I’m around.
Ya wanna see if I got the groove,
If I gots the groove,
Ya wanna see what I can prove.
I can see you glare and stare,
‘Cuz ya got a whitety boy on the mic
But you never know I might knock you out of sight on the mic
Or you might have to convey and say,
“Son ya betta sit down ‘cuz ya don’t sound to good.”
But at least I gave it all I could.
So hold up,
Hold up.
Ya gotta give credit to where credit is due
Because someone will try to sue you.
The whole problem is that ya talk to God-damn much
With whatever you touch.
If ya just sit back, sit back, and hit that spliff and take a whiff,
Everything is gonna be alright,
Everything will be alright.
Don’t spout out as you shout,
It’s about closing your mouth and reframing from trying to clout.
Listen instead of trying to utter chatter and attempting to batter.
Instead of delivering a whack as you take a crack at and smack and attack,
Try opening your ears despite all your fears.
Cogitate and ruminate as you meditate and try to relate.
It’s all about what you ascertain and gain,
Then you’ll understand as you stand that it’s not about raising your hand.
Simply, basically, merely, and purely
Ya gots to learn to think wit’ your head not wit’ your fists
And reframe from spoutin’ out from your mouth
And try listenin’ to what everything is about.
My Shouts & Hollers To My People:
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To my mother Patricia for loving me
& giving me the gift of knowledge.
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To my grandfather Joseph for telling me to find work that I enjoyed.
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To my brother Raphael & my sister Jenny
for encouraging me to follow my dreams.
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To my friends Jon & Denise for accepting me
& loving me no matter what.
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To my friend Louis for telling me he didn’t want to play his guitar
in front of people unless he knew it was really good.
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To my best friend Joe-Ben for being there
& being my friend since youth.
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To my cousin Kriste for her caring ways.
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To my niece Nadia for inspiring me.
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To my nieces Sophia & Teresa for making me smile.
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To the Dearings for being there & taking care of me.
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To the North Side in Denver.
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To the Lower East Side in Manhattan.
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To the United Kingdom.
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And for Scotland.
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