State of being
02.19.03 Hope springs eternal:  All isn't lost.  As the magnolias always come back, year after year, there will always be a chance for...well, anything.  Since I last wrote, there were many things I'd come close to giving up on, but I have since seen that although there are things we must relinquish, there are others that we should never part with.  I'm not saying we should all live in Never-Neverland, only that there will always be happiness, success, and love in the world.  If only we could see it and reach for it...  Life really is beautiful.  i know I sound cheesy, but with spring coming back, can you help but feel joyous???

Furthermore, I'm really po'ed that my pictures aren't showing up.

I want to spend my birthday in Amsterdam.  Or Seattle.  Or Boston.  Or Cambria or DC or Paris or Harlaam or Brugge or London or Berkeley.  Anywhere but here.
02.20.03  "Speechless":  This goes out to my own Peter Pan...

Speechless
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel

But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray

Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground

Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace

Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless

Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, "I love you."

-Michael Jackson, from the album "Invincible"
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