Everything I do is wrong.
Once a screw up always a screw up.
I'm lost in my own ignorance.
I'm captivated by this lonliness.
Such a burden to your mindless antics.
Sickened by my fears, always stuck in remorse.
Built this slate from my nothings first hate.
could I be wrong to want this, always abused.
Abused by your love, abused by your warmth.
Created by the unefficent side affects, disease.
Your a disease flying o'er my broken skin.
My face broken by hate, why oh why can't I die.
Trying to breathe their smoke, breathng nothing.
Sorrow such sweet sorrow, I will cry til it be morrow.
I live by your words, your body, your love.
I live by you, always you forever and ever.
My beautiful pain, how I love thee, always shall I.
Always in a black hole, shadows this realm.
I am confused, so lost, I really need you. How
I need you.
~Molly Mcquown~