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Like I said earlier, I was looking to find my self-worth in something... in anything, for that matter. I had a cousin that introduced me to church back in middle school. She asked me to come to this group meeting on a Saturday night. Thought it was kinda cool - get to meet new people, maybe shed that nerdy image... it's not like I had anything else to do on a Saturday night.
I suppose that all this church stuff never really sunk into me when I was little. Kept hearing stuff about God and Jesus... didn't make a whole lot of sense. I supposed I believed in God... I just could never believe that my existence was all by chance and science. I was asked if I wanted to be a Christian, and I kind of approached the topic of becoming a Christian like joining a glee club. I didn't really think there was much to it - just close your eyes and talk about churchy stuff, then go out and do good things... and invite a few friends while you're doing it. That perception of being a Christian stuck in my mind over the course of high school, and some parts of college... so I was Christian. Sort of.
