Heart pounding through my blood no life to give
Through pain and sorrow, depression is my horror
The thought appeared the life that I borrowed
In distance I am met, with the devil himself with regret
Power and pain made him become whome he came
Successor is not the engagement that is here
Am I to fulfil with my death the needed gear?
Instrumental body! We are all but not to face it
We would rather live in discreet than glaze and fight against it
Intimidated by death, fear, rise tonight look over the mer
The ocean is packed what is says you can't hear
I am limping with my right as I go towards the light
Conscious is going off stage to my surprise I must amaze
I'm losing the ball as the light conquers all
The shotgun explode, the eyes met the world
Tear drop fell the pain flew down my cheek in meaningless hail
Through the pain and ice I must prevail, the look n my family I left is pail
Feel down to the floor with request not to mourn me
Hope that you will never join me... Be!
The best you can be, live the life that's within
See places I have not seen, love the people that I didn't
Hate the goods that I owned, rock from boat to a boat
Enjoy the animation of life the story that is written
Indication using implication superior future to come
Love life and fear will unite and progress into one
Sunshine from the introductory of termination
Tupac murdered life lived on probation
Game curropt the victorious contestant is gone
Recarnation your dismay murder done
Loved many women in time ike Don Juan
And then like Don Juan murdered in cold-blooded one
I past the light in the view horizontal the life string boke it was clearly instrumental
Out of tune with no flow the melody of life is gone suggestion is mental
Insane though no pain, the joy of life came live may for my family
When I'm gone nobody will remember me, just pour ole henisy
no sense none beside me, many women want to ride me
Then gone like the wind flew away with a grin the light then was seen
And then came the followers, tragic moments through binoculars
Driving their Acura's hoping to be after us, but only chosen are to be led free
The way of light, can't be shown to no diggers, I roll with my true dawgs my niggers
The light is to see my mind to set free and then illumination will vary to my concentration
My loved ones are five my mentors are four over the year's made me prepared for a war
What will I become as my mentor is gone, though three are still left but look at the math
Am I to surpass them and lead them in time?
But I look at the past, sit down drank some wine.......then came to conclusion
My life is full of illusion, full of lies, hatred and confusion
So what is here that makes me want to disappear!
I am still here for how long I don't know
It's all good, like DMX I really did not expect to live long
JimmyLyric 12/16/99 wrote in Feb of 99
