This comes from Hyde's POV
/Been knocked down in the dust
A few more times than I would care to say
Then you came blowin' in
Like that old Texas wind
And girl, you blew my heart away/
Alright, so maybe I haven�t really had that much of a love life. Sure, there were girls that I just made out with...but they didn�t really matter, they didn�t change who I was or how I thought. They just entertained me.
I guess Donna mattered to a point. Cause I mean, I really liked her...but who was I kidding. I could beat Forman at many things, but not at competing for Donna�s heart. I was heading for heartache with that one, but I stopped myself. I just thought of her as a friend from then on, and it worked.
Then there was Chrissy. Now if she would have stayed...It wouldn�t have worked. C�mon, Me in a relationship? She was good for the sex and all, and we had a lot in common...but I didn�t imagine her and me ever lasting if she would have stayed. So I�m glad she left. Cause man, I would have been in trouble if she hadn�t.
Then there was that chick Melissa. I only met her that one time, but man, she was hot and I could have possibly grown to like her if I stayed in touch. But once again...C�mon, its me!
Then...there�s Jackie.
/Oh, I've tamed wild horses
Rode the meanest bulls
Broke a few bones
And kept my cool
Baby, I've been thrown
A time or two
And I thought I'd fallen hard
'Til I fell for you/
Jackie definitly means something. Hell, she�s my freakin� girlfriend. Have I ever had a girlfriend? No. So right off the bat, you know theres something about her. Look at her. We�re completely opposite on the outside. But on the inside, we�re alike. We just won�t let people see that.
And also look at her...she�s way out of my league. But somehow, I fell for her. She fell for me. And out came a relationship.
/I know it's dangerous
To take a chance on love
That's why I never dared to get too close
Then deep inside my heart
You had to go and start
A feeling I just can't control/
Now I am a man of no emotions. I have spent all of my life protecting myself from mindless things, such as love. I guess I didn�t want to get hurt or left behind. I saw the kind of love my parents had...and I did not want it. I didn�t want to leave, I didn�t want to cheat, I didn�t want to make someone cry... So I tried really hard never to get in a commited relationship. It was always just fun for me, or just lusting after someone.
But then Jackie came. and broke all of my barriers. The day she broke the final barrier, was on that Veterans Day, when we went on a date. She didn�t know it then that she had been breaking me down for weeks before. That whole time when she was stalking me, man, I was totally digging it. It felt great to have this gorgeous chick lust after me for a change. But then Mrs. Forman had to go and find out how I really felt (Although I never told her she was right) and what was I suppose to do? Go run and hide in the basement?
No. I took her on a date. And we kissed. And all of my barriers were broken. I had fallen completely for Jackie Burkhart. And then she acted like nothing had happened... And that hurt, man. That hurt a lot.
/Oh, I've tamed wild horses
Rode the meanest bulls
Broke a few bones
And kept my cool
Baby, I've been thrown
A time or two
And I thought I'd fallen hard
'Til I fell for you/
I was always Mr. Cool. Mr. I don�t feeling anything. Mr. Zen. And I couldn�t just start acting like I cared in front of Jackie. I couldn�t confront her about the date. So we just left it like that...unfinished...it was always unfinished business.
So during the summer when Kelso left her, we finally talked about it. I didn�t pour out my emotions or anything, basically she just said she didn�t want me to hurt her. And that she thought she knew for sure that I didn�t want a relationship with her, so she just said the kiss was nothing and let me go. She thought thats what I wanted to hear. Then we went back to watching the Price is Right. And a minute later, we were making out; My way of telling her she was wrong.
/The way you look at me
Makes this cowboy weak
I'd try to walk away
But I ain't got the strength/
We started what we called our �Summer Fling� the last week of June, and continued it..well...until now. I guess it�s not a fling anymore. And I don�t considered it a fling. The truth to the matter is, I never did. I knew what I was getting myself into. And I didn�t walk away. I didn�t walk away the first day, I didn�t walk away when Forman told me too, and I didn�t walk away period. I couldn�t. Look at her man...she just has something about her that drives me crazy, in a good way and bad; Something about her that makes me want to scream sometimes; Something about me that makes me want to talk to her about stuff; Something about her that makes me want to kiss her 24/7; Something about her that makes me want to stay.
/Oh, I've tamed wild horses
Rode the meanest bulls
Broke a few bones
And kept my cool
Baby, I've been thrown
A time or two
And I thought I'd fallen hard
'Til I fell for you
And I thought I'd fallen hard
'Til I fell for you
'Til I fell for you/
So now you all know the truth,if you don�t know already. I have fallen madly, deepy, truly in love with Jackie Burkhart; The first girl who has ever got to me; The girl that matters the most; The girl who is always on my mind; The girl that makes me want to be a better man; The girl that I fell the hardest for.