| Anguish (April 2000) Used to be I thought I loved you Spent days and nights full of anguish and concern Seems time can change what we think of as true Guess that�s just another lesson I got to learn Used to think I really knew you But that mirage faded long ago Now I�m not sure what I see on the horizon Could just be a cloud of dust for all I know I don�t mean I don�t care about you But it�s not like it was before There were days that I felt lost without you That never happens any more Used to feel that fate brought you to me That I�d been hand-picked to show you the way But you scoffed at all the trails I revealed And you laughed at everything I had to say At first I found it hard to turn and walk away Felt like I abandoned my responsibilities But the ties that bound us loosen a little every day And it seems clear now that you never needed me I don�t mean I don�t care about you But it�s been good for me to move on There were days when I felt lost without you I�m so glad those days are gone Used to be I thought I loved you Spent days and nights full of anguish and concern Seems time can change what we think of as true Guess that�s just another lesson I got to learn |