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I wish I could disappear erase all my haunting fears wipe away the fallen tears forget the wasted years I'm all alone , I'm on my own noone's there they all stare as I start to frown and slowly break down it seems to me that noone cares apparently nobody's there 'cuz I'm all alone , and I'm on my own I wish I could disappear slowly fade away wipe away the fallen tears slowly fade away as I hide behind the clouds of smoke and my eyes water as I choke noone notices the deep breaths I take "I'm dying!" for fuckin' sake noone ever cares as I drown in a million tears while I break down 'cuz I'm all alone , and on my own without the slightest care in the world you sit there and stare with eyes so cold I have noone , I'm breaking down I want to disappear earse all my haunting fears wipe away the fallen tears forget all the wasted years but I'm stuck here until the day I die with everything to fear and many tears to cry that I will some day finally wipe dry until then I'll sit here with my pen and write the fears of my heart without a care 'cuz I'm all alone , I'll survive on my own I will one day forget these years and wipe away my lonesome tears |
| written Jan. 28, 04 |