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Final Thoughts on Everything |
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My final thoughts. Where does one start for such a thing? When one listens to music, what comes to your head? Do you listen to only the words? The sounds? Does the beat of a song affect how you feel or the words? I think a musician puts a lot of these thoughts into consideration. The worst of bands are those that try to blend and mix flavors of music. Like jelly. You don't mix mandurin with grape, it'd be nasty. Same goes for music. There is a point where some things you don't mix around with. Rap and metal? Country and rap? I have heard examples of many cases and I'm disgusted by them.
Maybe I'm a straight to the metal edge girl with a very small group with me of other girls like this. You won't find a BSB, NSync, Brittany, any pop shit in my room. Or in there's. I wish music wasn't becoming such a melting pot. Hence why many metalists that are a bit older go with the mid 90's bands rather than the more newer ones. True, some good bands emerge here and there. I will not doubt that KiTTie a great band or APC. I love them.
The part that gets to me for KiTTie is that they base their fame on their girlhood. As much as they say they don't, I can never read an interview without them blabbering they are girl rockers. Wow, should we give them our money and worship them as goddesses or something cuz they rock? That is why I am more of a Jack Off Jill girl than KiTTie. And for the controversy... |
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I'm not out to piss people with my opinions. I do feel pushed sometimes. I sing the songs I do because I love them. Every rocker usually feels like jumping and spazzing to a good rock song when the time is right. Put yourself in the scenario of being in a car with 2 parents for hour upon upon-listening to christian or country. Finally your at the designated place, turning on the radio in the room you have to yourself, it's a song you really adore! I know I don't just sit there and tap my foot. I know I don't just pick up a hairbrush, pretending I'm some pop star. I know I am letting my hair fly all over, singing along and going nutz. Right now, I know some guy is reading this and saying "girls don't do that." Hey ass hole, we do too. Maybe your eyes and dick have been too busy in those Teen Bop mags with Christina, but a metalist girl does do that. |
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I have already received email about my site. People like the entrance, how you have to look for the link. I figure, might as well make people do something other than the common "click here to enter". In regards to some emails- we call ourselves sluts and whores and bitches because that is the name guys give us when they talk with their friends. It's the name girls said about us in the locker rooms. It's what everyone said when we walked in the school halls. What I mean to say by the statement "is the name guys give us when they talk with their friends" is how men can be the cruelest of creatures behind a girl's back. I don't think it's nice to be talking about your g/f in a statement as "my bitch is doing good. How's your bitch??" If I get one email from anyone saying they never heard this statement, I'll have Lyam or Mikety "Email Bomb" you. It is true. A goth/outcast girl goes through so much and everyone wonders why are they mad? why do they have scars? why are they depressed?
In an honest statement, I congradulate the shooters of Columbine. That's right, I fucking say "good to you!" I know I'll get email on this one.... Things like this wouldn't start if people kept their mouths shut for others and left them alone. From the information I gathered, the 2 kids were abused and harassed everyday going to school. I hear stories from my friends still in school and I know one of these times, they will snap and bring a gun to school. It's not that goths are crazy, it's that like everyone else, we have feelings. We have emotion. We don't like being called names or rumors spread about us. Do you want to know why I may have brought a gun to school? Everyday, I would have to tolerate the rumors going around I had sex with 2 guys at once, pierced my cunt, and even offering the teachers I had blow jobs to raise my grade. None of this was true, I have few piercings and the only guy I had sex with and given a blow job is Marilyn! (wipe that grin off your face if your reading this, dear) |
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All said and said- that is my final thoughts. I do not know what you had expected. The theories of life? The persuits of happiness? I can answer those. Life and happiness bond with one another. There is no happiness unless you make it happen. Sleeping with whoever has a lot of cash, is popular in school/work is not happiness. It's being a true slut. Unless your actually in love with that person. I believe happiness is achieved when 2 people find each other and discover they are quite alike and better yet: when they know they have found someone they can talk to about ANYTHING! When I capitalized that, I mean everything and anything, no secrets. Ok, some stuff a person does keep to himself, I'm sure you know what the hell I am talking about. When I hear of online romances (lyam/alisa), I don't think it is bad. It's becoming more and more common to happen and more common for couples to be married from meeting on the net. It's a great way to learn if a guy will be an ass to you or not. I have seen chats with Lyam and Alisa, I want to butt in and say how cute they are sometimes. I know it isn't easy for them, for many it won't be. Distance always will be a problem for lovers, in their case, it is quite bad. The thing that keeps such romances together is the love they share for each other. It's nothing fake either. I know they have cried for each other, I know they bled for each other, I know of a lot of things they do for each other. Not many relationships are close to what they have.
I end this now, saying my farewells to my final thoughts. Clear hearts & grey flowers to my love Marilyn, his sister-mandy. who got me to meet marilyn and go out with him :) Lyam and Alisa, my favorite/cutest couple, and lastly my band for working with me on all the stuff we do. All my other friends- "your so wonderful and so beautiful"
-Jill the Jilly Jelly Grrl |
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The before is YELLOW and after is RED
1. Take all happy / joyful / upbeat words, and make them darker.
Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday dear Jilly Happy birthday to you
Dismal birthday to you Dark birthday to you Bad birthday dear Jilly Bad birthday to you
2. Get rid of all unnessary short linking words, e.g. the, a, and.
Dismal birthday to you Dark birthday to you Bad birthday dear Jilly Bad birthday to you
Dismal birthday Dark birthday Bad birthday Jilly Bad birthday
3. Be obscure (use a thesaurus).
Dismal birthday Dark birthday Bad birthday Jilly Bad birthday Dismal spawning time
Sinister originating period Adverse natal generation listening one Miserable earth revolution naissance |
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