wanting to stay, to keep loving
nobody knows
nobody knows
feeling like I'm a child again
all the things they've done to me
but I still love you
and I will miss you
and I wish
oh how I wish
how I wish this wasn't the situation
how I wish I could make you understand
but I can't make you do anything you don't want to do
or even if you wanted to
I love you
I love you
I LOVE YOU
I don't want to go on without you
why...
...why
why.
I feel like you've died.
or maybe it's me.
I can't tell
please let me wake up and this not be real
what I'd feared
maybe you'll come back
or I'll come back and you'll open your arms up
what happened to you
you changed
I wish you would have told me
who
why
how
I know when.
the day you got cold.
but you were warm damnit
and you cared
oh, how you cared
what I'd give for that now... what I'd give.
maybe you really did die
and someone took over your body
at least then it would make sense
but it still hurts
you don't fall out of love that easy
but you acted like I never was in love
I know you were once
and you changed for the worse
it wasn't me, no
but I got the end results
lawd
why
why
why
why
can't you tell I'm stuck on you?
all I can do is hope that somehow this becomes better...
Yet it did... The day I met Matt.
And fell out of love with you.
