| To Everybody Who Deserves It: FUCK YOU!!! |
| Fuck you, FUCK YOU, FUCK you, fuck YOU, oh yeah, and Fuck You. This is to all the people in and out my life who have hindered my productivity and/or growing. People who have stunted my trust, my friendliness, my happiness. Of course those are all temporary, but I just happen to want to let it be known that I'm real fucking mad sometimes. |
| ISSUE # 1 - THE EX |
| I firmly believe that when you are someone's friend you treat them with respect. That's supposed to be the FOUNDATION of a relationship with someone. Well, you USED to treat me that way. Yeah I'm no fucking saint, but let's face it honey; you aint one either. You are a leech, and a coward. Let's begin with how you claimed to have forgiven me for picking someone else over you, yet you put the guilt on me for it. Now it is true that I chose to feel guilty, but that doesn't make you less of a jerk for putting it out there to begin with now does it? The guilt, the high expectations, the fact that no matter what I just wasn't good enough... have I ever been so stupid? Not since before I was raped. And that IS how I felt after our little 'incident', but what's funny about it is that I didn't feel that way until AFTER your reaction. The betrayal over something that is just ... oh how did you put it? Ahh yes.. 'tic tac shit.' And then when you became an ex factor... there are some things you just need to let somebody KNOW about. That's decent. That means you have morals. You obviousely don't. If I was pregnant with your kid would I wait to tell you AFTER we got in an argument, WEEKS after I found out? I don't fucking think so. Or whatever is VITAL TO YOUR PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL HEALTH, (yes, vital. If it affects you and can affect me, it's vital.) would I just NOT TELL YOU? WOULD I NOT GO OUT OF MY WAY TO TELL YOU? Trust me, you'd know ASAP. That's being DECENT as a human being. And then you blame me? Shit, signs point to you fagboy err I mean playboy. They say what you don't know can hurt you, and under these circumstances that is so true. Did it occur to you that if I got hurt, that could be your responsibility that YOU DIDN'T FUCKING TELL ME RIGHT AWAY? I can't describe the way I felt when you just flung that on me. I actually felt bad. Hah. To think I could feel bad after all the shit you put me through like it was some kind of redemption. Revenge. Betrayal. Dishonesty. (not saying something is also not being honest sweetie :)) Immorality. 'Jill I will forever be by your side no matter what.' I now know what those promises you made are really like when they are fufilled, but not by you. You are full of shit. And if you are so dignified, then why did you wait so long to tell me? Heh, and you call yourself a man. |
| Issue #2 (Deleted Due To New Information) - THE EX FRIEND |
| I would like to take a moment to quote from my Homie's Page "You Have Love For Your True Homies Even At Their Worst State" Now, was it because you don't really have love for your True Homies or was I just never a True Homie to you? You fucking knew. You knew long enough. I didn't have a clue. What's funny is that you will pick dick before pussy any day, and I don't mean when having sex. I bet you'd let your mother die if it meant you could save the guy you were fucking at the moment. Nah, you aren't nasty for fucking guys, even more than one, you're nasty because you DON'T HAVE MORALS. You'd like to think that I'm just a nasty hoe, but that's more a reflection on how you feel about yourself. You hate me, for what? Girl if anybody should hate anybody, it should be that I hate you, for keepin information from me that is ESSENTIAL TO MY WELL BEING. THAT is a reason to hate somebody. For being selfish. Not for all the times you did pick a guy over me. Claim I did it, but it was you. Not for putting me in harms way over a quickie in the back of a truck. Nah girl, I should hate you because YOU KEPT SOMETHING FROM ME THAT COULD KILL ME. You and your 'brother'. But I don't hate you. I do hate him. But I don't hate you. I still have love for you girl. And if I would have been in your shoes, I would have let me know. If the tables were turned, I would have been on the phone with the quickness. And the way you delivered any information to me. The way you just believed his story before checking with mine. (his story is stained by the way.) How you'd just point the blame on me, just because of what HE said. Let's look back into the past. When you were raped, WHO HAD YOUR BACK? When your 'friend' was callin you out saying you were lying about being raped, WHO SAID THAT AINT TRUE? WHO WAS THERE FOR YOU UNCONDITIONALLY? Who other than me? Before you were raped, dude was uncomfortable because he said you were trying to fuck him, you were being crazy, I didn't really know you! But I was there. And I stuck there. And I told you you weren't wrong. ( You still aren't.) I went up to bat for your ass. So now what?? You pick dick over my health? You're not a bitch, you're not stupid. But you are selfish. Nah, I still have love for you girl. Thanks for letting me know something that can save my life today. |
| That's all for now. Spread the love people |
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| SAME MOTHERFUCKER, NEW ISSUE!!! |
| You motherfucker. You lying ass son of a bitch. I was scared, felt a little bad, but now I'm coming out with it. GUESS WHAT ASSHOLE??? REMEMBER HOW YOU TRIED TO TELL YOU I GAVE YOU AN STD???? ----I CAME OUT CLEAN!---- SO I GUESS I DIDN'T GIVE YOU SHIT NOW, HUH? Anyway, it's cute how you could say I gave you an STD because you were mad at me. You waited two weeks so I could get tested -- to find out you were a liar? Thanks for helpin me update my sexual health but, I didn't give or get shit. Nice try. And on to the next issue. You fucked my friend? Wait a minute... you? Mr Romantic Faithful Never Gonna Do A Girl Dirty? Shall I refer to the quote I have from your other page. Again. "Jill I will be forever by your side no matter what" You were inside me, but that's the closest you've ever been that was by my side. Well, I guess you could say when you were fucking my friend, who was REALLY supposed to be by my side, you were beside me with bullshit, but other than that, you are a few screws loose of being sincere, mature, responsible, and not selfish. You are full of shit, JOHN. (Due to the nature of this issue, I really don't give a flying fuck what people think of me. AND I HATE THIS MOTHERFUCKER NOW, so I'm going to let his information be known.) Anyways, how does it feel to be exposed? That's how I felt when I found out you were sharing your dick around. And you want to call me a hoe??? (A hoe is a garden tool by the way) YOU WANT TO CALL ME OUT? You were cheating on me! Go figure! Hypocrite. You're a nasty piece of shit there... and your girl is still with you? Sorry, girl, but you should know that's a sorry dude. There's no excuse to cheat, and especially if he's not honest about it. So go ahead and take your chances, maybe he'll call you after you break up with him and tell you that you gave him syphillis but it really came from your best friend! Good luck! Speaking of being good, didn't John describe women on his website as "the beautiful beings that were put on the planet to be worshipped and pleasured"? Yeah you worship women, more like you worship your own sorry ass. Hell, with the way things are going, who's to say your BEST FRIEND didn't give you chlamydia and gonorrhea? You did kind of act like a fairy, you know how you had make-up on, maybe you were just sucking the whole track team's dick and they gave you an STD? It's probable. You say you forgave me for some lame shit I didn't even need to apologise for, (because it wasn't serious like that, you were right.) but YOUR shit would be a waste of time to apologise for, because you aren't forgiven. I don't even think God would forgive you. But keep on preachin your righteousness, you're still miserable, living off of people for your piece of shit junior college track records so you can try to get into a university on scholarship which you'll never get because your knees won't make it through the next season, and you'll eventually be on wheelchairs. Heh, face it, YOU'RE NOT WHAT IT TAKES! Not good enough. But hey, there's still hope; maybe your girlfriend will let you leech off her some more. |
| Original Issue #1 - It's relevant!!! |
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| Asshole... AND fairy??? |
| Aim: spyderwebb202 Yahoo: kaotic02_7 |
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| These issues are old, and very childish. I'm going to keep his name out of it this time. |