A nameless shadow haunts my past
A person that scared my soul is now forgotten
Emptiness now fills those empty fingerprints
And it is only now that I understand the truth
I never loved a person correctly
I never really loved myself
Betrayal was bretrothed to my innocence
Hatred wore the ring
It is now as I begin to grow
That the hidden truth of my identity shines
The curtain of illusions slides away
And nakedness walks hand in hand with courage
Friendship is a foreign word to my heart
Love is as distant as confidence
I bare my soul to be burned at the stake
But I hide my heart in fear of rejection
Chains were the only friends to my childhood
Isolated walls were my adolescent companions
Shame carried my name on a plaque
Guilt lay unwelcome upon my body
Faceless shadows are all that�s left
Of a past better left unsaid
Wall of protection come from experience
From a world hell bent on tearing me down
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