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   So, I'm actually looking foward to this weekend. Supposed to be going to Tom's house on Saturday morning to help him wash his truck. He's going to prom with some girl in Rockbridge that night. She's just a friend. You know it's funny, he's just one of those people you believe when they say that. Sean on the other hand you don't. Like when he said, "oh yeah, she's my ex and there's a reason why. There's no way in hell we're getting back together." You just instinctively know that that isn't the whole truth, if in fact any small piece of it. Hence the alarm bells go off when he says, "yeah, you shouldn't come to our party friday b/c Ash and some of her friends are coming up to visit." Did he ever even care at all I wonder? No, wait, don't wonder, know that he didn't.
     Anyway...back to Tom. Am very much looking fowards to the whole event. Have planned on wearing skimpy blue triangle string halter bikini top and extremely short(up my butt:) cut off blue jeans. Can we say every man's fantasy? I think so! LOL! We shall see if maybe this time the two of us can get things together as this time I know he DOESN'T already have a gf and I am most definately unattached.
    I was going through C'ville weekly last night, originally reading the article on my godfather's new band Big Circle(who sounds awesome!), and then just reading it. I came across the Classified section and am looking at the job positions listed and thinking how I really should apply for work somewhere, when what catches my eye but this big add for Choice Entertainment. It says, "Wanted, models, actor types, and dancers." I was thinking, hell yeah! I can do all that! Then I read, "Earn $100 an hour!" So after this I'm like hell yeah! And call the number up. Nevermind the fact that there's a big pic of a dancing naked lady. Nevermind it's clearly an escort service.
     Anyway...needless to say I will not be working there this summer.

5-3-01-9:05pm-Watching Will & Grace

     Mmmmmmm...Love CK! Look at that! I mean, LOOK AT THAT! Is that just not the best thing ever? Clearly!
     So I had a major revalation today concerning Sean-

Uvitajen (8:23:39 PM): why?
Uvitajen (8:23:43 PM): he still not talking to you?
VaGodiva (8:23:50 PM): god no and he's not going to
Uvitajen (8:23:54 PM): oh well
VaGodiva (8:23:57 PM): but I had a realization about the whole hting
Uvitajen (8:23:57 PM): then hes a dick
Uvitajen (8:24:01 PM): whats that?
VaGodiva (8:24:02 PM): yeah...that's true
VaGodiva (8:24:14 PM): I was listening to Janet Jackson's "all for you"
VaGodiva (8:24:41 PM): and it got to that line "He's got a nice package all right/think I'm gonna have to ride it tonight"
Uvitajen (8:24:47 PM): yeah
Uvitajen (8:24:49 PM): hahahahahahhah
VaGodiva (8:24:50 PM): and I realized he has a bad case of SDS
Uvitajen (8:24:53 PM): oh god...now Im scared
Uvitajen (8:24:56 PM): sds?
VaGodiva (8:25:04 PM): Small Dick Syndrome
Uvitajen (8:25:10 PM): HAAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHO HSHIT
VaGodiva (8:25:12 PM): LOL
VaGodiva (8:25:15 PM): I mean...
Uvitajen (8:25:15 PM): OHOHHHH MY ?GOD
Uvitajen (8:25:15 PM): hahahhaaha
Uvitajen (8:25:28 PM): I dont wann know if you realliy know thar or nt
Uvitajen (8:25:30 PM): from experienc
Uvitajen (8:25:36 PM): but I'll tke your worde for it
VaGodiva (8:25:44 PM): when I spent the night and we were making out and shit...and I've got my hands down his pants and all and I"m like...wait! Where the hell is it!
VaGodiva (8:25:44 PM): LOL
Uvitajen (8:25:51 PM): OH SHIT a
Uvitajen (8:25:53 PM): hahahahahhahahahaa
Uvitajen (8:25:54 PM): ?A?HATH?A?HAT?HA?HAH
Uvitajen (8:26:02 PM): AHAHAHAHAA
VaGodiva (8:26:04 PM): hehehe
Uvitajen (8:26:14 PM): tjat was the fucking most HILARIOUS thing Ive heard all night
Uvitajen (8:26:16 PM): I swear to god

    Thanks for helping me laugh at myself Jen! You're the best!