Darkest Days
There are times
When I'm just a shell
When I do not feel anything for anyone
All I feel is hollow and bruised
Used up and misused
Forced to be someone I don't
Want to be
Have I failed somehow or some way?
Will the weights of today
Finally pull me down to drown
In the depths of despair
Where I am alone
Except for my rage?

My Rage
My Pain
I hate my darkest days.
My Rage
My Pain
I hate my darkest days
My Rage
My Pain
I hate my darkest days
My Rage
My Pain
I hate my darkest days
My darkest days

Everything I touch I break
Everything I touch I break
Everything I touch
And I break you down

Everything I Touch
The more I feel
The more I die
Nothing to give
Nothing inside

Everything I touch I break (I want to break you)
Everything I touch I break (I want to break you)
Everything I touch I break (I want to break you down)

I scratch and tear
Until it bleeds
I do not want
I only need
I only need
I only need

Everything I touch I break (I want to break you)
Everything I touch I break (I want to break you)
Everything I touch I break (I want to break you down)
(I want to touch you)
Everything I touch I break (I want to break you)
(I want to touch you)
Everything I touch I break (I want to break you)
(I want to touch you)
Everything I touch I break (I want to break you down)

Drugstore
You seduced me, lonely in your hell
Naked, hungry, I'd crawl into your cell
A virtual drugstore is piled on the bed
I can't resist with your tongue inside my head

How can everything be justified by you?
(By you, by you, by you)
How can everything be justified by you?
(By you, by you, by you, by you............)

You get off on watching me bleed
You get off on feeding my disease
But this time will be perfect you explain
Your tongue is deadly as a needle through my vein

How can everything be justified by you?
(By you, by you, by you)
How can my demise be justified by you?
(By you, by you, by you)

I'm so tired of living for your touch
I'm so tired of needing you so much
How can everything be justified by you?
How can everything be justified by you?
How can everything be justified by you?
(By you, by you, by you, by you)
How can my demise be justified by you?
(By you, by you, by you)
When did I decide to be crucified by you?
(By you, by you, by you)
How can everything be justified by you?
(By you, by you, by you, by you)
By you, you, you , you , you.....

You Complete Me
I am lost 
In the darkness
Between two worlds 
And here I'm struggling
You're the light 
That I've been seeking
'cause my whole life 
There's been something missing

Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch 
You complete me
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch 
You complete me

Rescue me 
From this black hole
That's sucked me in 
And left me dying
You're the truth 
That I've been seeking
'cause my whole life 
I've been lying

Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch 
You complete me
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch 
You complete me

God I pray 
You find me worthy
Of the right 
To stand beside you
And of your truth
And of your passion
And of the right 
To sleep beside you

Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch 
You complete me
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch 
You complete me
Just one touch 
You complete me
Just one touch 
You complete me
Just one touch

Save Yourself
I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So you're searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole

I cannot save you 
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
(I am just as fucked as you)

I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me

My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
So if I must be lonely
I think I'd rather be alone
(I think I'd rather be alone)

You cannot save me
You can't even save yourself.
I cannot save you
I can't even save myself
Save yourself
So just save yourself

Torn Apart
I know I should have told you
I was so afraid you'd leave
And now there's nothing left to say
Well nothing that you'd believe
I never meant to hurt you 
with the things I couldn't say
I'd promised you tomorrow while
Denying you today

These lies have torn my world apart
These lies have torn my world apart
These lies have torn my world apart

A darkness grows inside me 
In fading shades of grey
All the colors of the world 
Are slowly sucked away
I'm sinking ever deeper 
To a place that's cold and black
I can't believe I've lost you 
And you're never coming back

These lies have torn my world apart
These lies have torn my world apart
These lies have torn my world apart
Torn my world apart

Soon the night will take me 
And save me from my pain
Cloak me in cold darkness 
And help me lose your name

These lies have torn my world apart
These lies have torn my world apart
These lies have torn my world apart
Torn my world apart
Torn my world apart
Torn my world apart

Sometimes It Hurts
Six o'clock in the morning
My head is ready to explode
I can't believe I made it home alive
I don't remember where I went
Or what I was drinking
I know it made me sick
And I'm not denying
That I get this way
When I try to get over you
I get this way
When I try to get over you

Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love
Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love

I tried so hard to hate you
But it only makes things worse
I only end up hating myself
And as my hatred grows
So do the lies
It's hard to face the truth sometimes
God I feel so useless
God I hate myself
When I try to get over you
I hate myself will I ever get over you?

Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love
Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love

And after all this time you'd think 
I'd understand the way you feel
But no 
I only think about myself
And it's driving you away
I always knew it would one day

Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love
Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love
Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love
Sometimes it hurts so much
To lose the one you love

Drowning
I'm drowning in nothing
Nothing real
Nothing left
Nothing
I'm losing myself
Sinking down
Deeper 
Down

Silently leaving t
This behind
Nothing left 
But me
I'm hating myself
Hating
Everyone hates 
Me now

Everyone has changed
Everything has changed
Everyone has changed
But me

Goodbye
So this is where I say goodbye
This is where my story ends
And if there's one thing that I've
Learned from life
It's that it gets you in the end

So goodbye my friend
Goodbye
Goodbye my friend
Goodbye

When I'm Dead
I know the tears you're crying in your bed at night alone
I've cried those tears a thousand times
Those shallow empty songs about suicide are patronizing
You've got to learn to face your fears
Do you think I'll feel less lonely when I'm dead?
It can't silence all the voices in my head
I close my eyes but I can't make it go away...
Do you think I'll feel less lonely
God I pray that I'm less lonely 
When I'm dead

When I'm dead
When I'm dead
When I'm dead
When I'm dead

When I'm dead I won't feel any pain
'cause when I'm dead I won't feel any thing
When I'm dead
When I'm dead
When I'm dead
When I'm dead

I know the songs your singing, saying nothing loud and clear
I've heard that song a thousand times
But your shallow empty lies about suicide are patronizing
You can never understand what I feel

Do you think I'll feel less lonely when I'm dead?
It can't silence all the voices in my head
I close my eyes but I can't make it go away
Do you think I'll feel less lonely?
God I pray that I'm less lonely when I'm dead
When I'm dead
When I'm dead
When I'm dead
When I'm dead

The Thing I Hate
Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
Nothing that you hold sacred nothing you believe
Your life is a contradiction
While you thrive on manipulation.
I fight to just hold on to what I believe.

I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you

You've treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit.
You think you're in control but you make me sick.
I want to watch you suffer
The way that you made me suffer.
I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved.

I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you

I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate

I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you

Waking Up Beside You
I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world, forgotten to myself
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And brushed the dust away...
But I knew you'd never stay
So I memorized the color of your eyes
As I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined
As I drifted off beside you

I miss
God I miss waking up beside you

At night I cling to you I'm so afraid
Afraid the day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promise that you'd not 
Abandon me
And kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day
But I had memorized the way our eyes would meet
Reflected in the bathroom mirror
And I memorized your naked silhouette
As you slowly brushed your hair
I miss
God I miss waking up beside you

I've been so alone for so long
I forgot how much it hurts to wake up so alone
But I'd memorized how warm your body felt 
As you lay half-asleep beside me.
And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the
Room and played upon your body
I miss
God I miss waking up beside you