For An Iron Light

i am very very very tired and i can't walk now
dreaming is my favorite hobby and eating is superb
respond with violence or ambience please don't get on your knees
noise is amazing when your sitting in your car and you have nothing to do
i can start to fly but i always end up falling
lights and sounds are unreal im usually awake when i sleep

i can see ghosts if it's dark and my eyes are completely closed
the sun is almost here
dont hit your head on the moon

time seems like an obsticle course between life and space
but its also a way of life and motion through space
i recently watched time go by and saw for a split second
a watch that i had once bought and within a year i had broken it
i loose patience when it comes to waiting for long periods of time
like days or weeks, years, or sometimes centuries

i can see ghosts if it's dark and my eyes are completely closed
the sun is almost here
dont hit your head on the moon

only for a bit i will be seen by the outside
computers are just machines, not lives and jobs just occupy time
minds are pleasure filled tubes and mine is overflowing with nothing
judging and forbidding is ridiculous. think until you are happy
happiness is only reached when one can find a reason to be happy
constant fatigue and clear vision is what keeps me staying alive inside my shell

i can see ghosts if it's dark and my eyes are completely closed
the sun is almost here
dont hit your head on the moon

take a knife and hide in the dark and wait for the melting sky in the summer of 1845

i find myself lying around for hours and hours doing nothing except breathing and other bodily functions that i need to do to live but these are all involuntary functions and the voluntary funtions are the ones that rest during these precious hours. once, without knowing it, i had tripped on a cloud and then fell upsidedown without an umbrella or a sword but I pushed myself back up and swallowed a star, without knowing it. we would all sit around and enjoy night and the atmosphere like individual people and we would climb into gigantic buidings with our words in our mouths