Winter Break
by Jewls13
Winter Break
why do I do this.
I know it hurts her, and still the words come out of my mouth
I don't mean to cause her pain,
at least I didn't want to this time
I just wanted her to understand
I wanted her to see how much pain I'm in
to see how small I feel
I wanted her to see it through my eyes
but it didn't work
I don't know what I could have said or done to make it better
probably nothing
she loves me
but I know it's not the same
I'm here all the time
so when satan walks through the door for a visit
she is wecomed in with open arms
but she isn't satan
she's a god-send
she can do no wrong
she is perffection
and all else be dammed
I am already dammed
I know it
I should be flying with then angels
instead I am here-in limbo
and when I depart from this eath
I know I will burn
for I have been here too long
I am corupted
I am pure good and pure evil in one being
I love you and
I'm sorry I make you cry
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