I hate you...
For being independent
For being haughty
For being lethargic
For being na�ve
For being selfish
For being silent
For being deep yet shallow

I hate you...
Because you think of her
Because you notice her
Because you speak of her
Because you shed tears for her
Because you waste all your laughter on her
But most of all,
I hate you because you love her

I hate you...
Yet I love you
I think of you too
I miss you more than you miss her
I shed more tears than you do
All I want is for you to notice me
Even for just a moment
But who am I for you to notice?
I am just a girl, slowly drowning...
Who you don't even know exists...