| Slender Goddess V |
| I can not think of anything but you when you are near me my love, for I can sense your grasping embrace of life, it replinishes my soul. Your spirit, your pasion for life is like water to my dreary existence. When I am around you, I am rejeuvinated. I seize life with a dominating desire, for I long to love life as you do. My existence is nothing without you to fuel it. Without you my darling, my hope seeps away into the darkenss that becomes me. I become a meaningless blob of flesh and bone, wondering through life lost and without a cause when I am not near you. Your precense is all that I live for. The smell of your hair, the touch of your soft skin, to hold you in my arms! Yes! That is what empowers me! To know that you are near me, with me, that you love me as I do you, that is why I live! Your everlasting beauty has captured my spirit. Your grasping love has enveloped my heart beyond any and all expectations. You are the one that I have been waiting for, the one I have dreamed of, the one that is meant to be my bride. My love, how torturous it has been these days that I have been away from you. My hope dwindles away like a cube of ice on a warm summer day. The globe of my existence evaporates when our souls are apart. Embrace me, my love! Open up your heart and let me love you for all eternity. This time that I am left hanging in suspense, when I do not know for sure about your feelings for me are eating away at my soul with an ubelieveable furvor. This pain, this torment, this feeling of nothingness that dwells inside me is tearing my apart! Tell me my love, do you long for me with the same passion that I do for you? Do you dream about me with the save vividness that I do you? Do you welcome my precense with the same joy and excitement that I do yours? I am sure of my feelings for you. I love you as the farmer loves the rain during a drought. I love you as a child loves candy. Yes! You are the candy of my sould, of my existence, and how I long to have a cavity! It is you that I want. You are the only thing that can fill this gaping hole in my soul. It is you my darling, you! My love, how I have longed to be with you, to twirl your hair, to embrace your precense, to be swept away by the fragrent smell of your skin. My sweet, you are my purpose, my reason for living. It is you that I long for! You are the reason that I live! You occupy my every breath, my every though, my everything. I am constantly mezmerized by your love. The pain that I feel when I am not around you is as if my skin is being shredded by a rain of blades. My world is in a state of darkenss and despair when I can not see your face, smell your hair, or hold you in my arms. Your beauty dazzles me, it captivates my world, and the only thing that I can think of is you. Your heart is like a fountain of everlasting love and care, making everyone and everything entrhralled by your precense. |