Tryin' to Go it Alone ?
At first I didn't really notice, but I began to slowly drift away from God.  When I did realize it I went around (prob about 6 months) like I didn't have a problem.  My excuse for not being able to pay attention in church anymore was because I was tired.  I also joined more church functions in hopes that the fire I once had would be rekindled.  Nothing helped. I faked the joy I once had hoping it would return again.  I found myself between a rock and a hard place.  My sin and my useless attempts to get back to God on my own.  Nothing worked.
Have I turned on any light bulbs?  If so then you are not alone.  And the great news is there is hope.  The Lord tells us in His word that IFwe are saved, then we will always be saved.  You probably know what I am going to ask you next.  Have you experinced God's saving grace??  This was a tough question for me.  Why??  Because I had finally realized that I had been lieing to myself for a long time and I wanted to be absolutely sure that I was knew what had happened to me. I had finally come to a point when I knew I couldn't do it alone.  I knew that I had a problem.
1 Cor 9:16  For though I preach the gospel, I have nothing to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me;   yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!
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