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A father,mother ,5 sisters and me this is my copt catholic family where I am belong.my parents were very Christian fanatics that's why my sisters went to the Italian and english schools and I went to the french JEZUIT [brothers school] and there I had the bible and also serve in the chapel but every thing was forced to believe that I rejected religion from the time that I was 16 years old, I was fed up after 12 years long of a very serious straight live ,so I wanted more freedom and I asked my father to study in france, he accepted and there for 5 years I studied GENETICS [CHROMOSOMAL ENGINEERING] these studies show how live begin biologically I felt it was not enough so I made a postgraduate research .and this is the point where I started to have a lot of questions about the existence of god .at this point I left religion completely and I considered it as stupidity but some time I thought about Jesus for some years when I started my practical live in the whole world .I worked years for a French -english-dutch biological institution of research...I had to visit many third world countries to help the population in many ways to fight against the bacteria and the virus .I saw a lot of miseries more than a human being can accept .at this moment I rejected GOD completely even I wanted to kill him if once he will exist . my conclusion was that THERE IS NO GOD and I stayed the last 25 years a complete ATHEIST living in north west europe working i an academy of research.The last few weeks I had extra free days and once I waged war against all religions and because I am a man who has no time for social live and I mean not married and no children I was an egoist man, who lived only for himself and studies .But one day I was fed up of everything in this world feeling alone after my mother died 4 months ago ,and my father 6 years ago .I felt forgotten so I started my computer to see what's going on .My sister who is very believer send a side about father ZAKARIA just for fun so I opened it and one of the programs was the paltalk and that was the first time i hear something about paltalk ,So just by curiosity I loaded the paltalk program down and while I was searching for nothing I saw Christian rooms just by pure luck.So I said to myself " listen what they say these stupids "many rooms put me out very quickly because of my name " ATHEIST 2 "only few rooms accepted me one of them was JESUS LOVE and here it started .I can tell that from the first minute that I was inside I felt something abnormal in my feelings I had the feeling very deep inside me that there is something about this room which I come short of words to describe it ALL the men in this room have a very piercing voices to the heart and the ladies have voices like a holy music something is not normal in this room I asked myself if I am really feeling well.The next day I felt a magnet towards this room and I started my discussions with them to convict them that god is fake but every time they were patient, lovingly happy to have me and polite until one day one of the ladies asked me WHAT DO YOU WANT TO HAVE TO BELIEVE IN JESUS ? I told her i WILL ONLY BELIEVE WHEN i SEE JESUS and approximately at 2 p.m. I went to bed with a very sad feelings ,empty.concert,alone talking to my cat his language I had the feeling of a lost man and than I saw the bible which my mother gave it to me when she was visiting me few months before she died though I threw this bible on the floor and then I remembered that it was from my mother ,I took it from the floor and I put it on the key board of music and I went to bed .........AFTER 10 TO 15 MINUTES WHEN I STARTED TO FEEL THE SLEEP i SAW A MAN ON HIS KEENS WITH A LONG HAIR CASTANET COLOR WITH A CROWN AROUND HIS HEAD WITH A LOT OF THORNS COLOR LIKE THE HENNA i COULD NOT SEE THE REST OF HIS BODY BUT I CLEARLY SAW A DRY BLOOD ON HIS FACE LIKE HE WAS REALLY SUFFERING IN A LOT OF PAINS ,HE MOVED HIS HEAD TOWARDS ME AND ASKED ME YOU DON'T KNOW ME ? I COULD NOT ANSWER BUT I WAS NOT AFRAID ,AT THAT MOMENT MY CAT STARTED TO MAOOOOO VERY LOUD FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS IT IS LIKE HE FELT SOMETHING NOT NORMAL IN THE HOUSE BUT i KNOW ALSO THAT MY CAT [MALE] IS CASTREERED SO WHY HE IS SHOUTING I KNOW ALSO THAT I AM ABSOLUTELY NOT DREAMING THIS VISION WAS AN ASTONISHING SHOCK TO ME BUT AFTER I TURNED MYSELF TOWARDS THE OTHER SIDE OF MY BED I SAW THE SAME PERSON HORIZONTAL AND PARALLEL TO MY FACE SMILING TO ME WITHOUT ANY PAIN AND WITHOUT THE THORNS IN HIS HEAD ....HIS FACE WAS SHINING LIKE A ,VERY STRONG LIGHT OF NEON LAMP ,I LOOKED GOEG TO HIS FACE , HE WAS VERY SPECIAL , VERY CLEAN AND HANDSOME AND WHEN HE SMILED I FELT LIKE IF SOMETHING IS HAPPENING IN MY HEAD AND MY BODY AND THAN HE DISAPPEARED I stayed awake with a test of a honey in my mouth until this moment which i am writing and than in the morning i asked the Jesus Love room to change my name .They gave me My-savier.. i ..promised that if I see him I will serve him the rest of my life and I will keep my promise After this vision every question has an answer like if jesus mixed me in his love that almost every question has an answer in the past, ....present,.......and the future also now I know that in Jesus love room are absolutely saints and soldiers of JESUS I am still feeling the power of JESUS I know that he want to use me to expand his love over the last few days I feel that i want to write a book of 1000 pages about what I experience every second in the ocean of love of Jesus the lord of all lords I lost already two friends because they think that I became crazy never mind IF JESUS IS WITH ME WHO IS AGAINST ME...........GOD bless you all in the name of the Father the Son and the Holy sprit