somethingforthepainch1

All the lyrics in this fic are from Bon Jovi

Chapter 1

Happiness, it's been no friend to me
But forever after ain't what it's all cracked up to be
Yeah, I had a taste, you were my fantasy
But I lost my faith when I hit reality
I don't need no Guru to tell me what to do
When you feeling like a headline on yesterday's news
Come on, Come on, Come on
Give me something for the pain
Give me something for the blues
Give me something for the pain when I feel I've been dangling' from
A hangman's noose
Give me shelter from the rain
Give me something I can use
To get me through the night
Make me feel all right, something like you
Loneliness has found a home in me
My suitcase and guitar are my only family
I've tried to need someone, like they needed me
I opened up my heart but all I did was bleed
I don't need no lover, just to get screwed
They don't make a bandage that is going to cover my bruise
Come on, Come on, Come on
Give me something for the pain
Give me something for the blues
Give me something for the pain when I feel I've been dangling' from
A hangman's noose
Give me shelter from the rain
Give me something I can use
To get me through the night
Make me feel all right, something like you
Pull me under (help I'm falling)
Run through my veins (night is calling)
To a place (feels like I'm flying)
Where I feel no pain (Christ - I'm dying)
Be the pillow under my head
Give me cover when I'm in my bed
Take me higher than I've ever been
Take me down and back again
Come to me, be my disguise
Open your coat, let me crawl inside
Come on, Come on, Come on

Give me something for the pain
Give me something for the blues
Give me something for the pain when I feel I've been dangling' from
A hangman's noose
Give me shelter from the rain
Give me something I can use
To get me through the night
Make me feel all right, something like you

Pacey�s POV One day my life is right on track. I have a great girlfriend, I�m doing well in school, and I�m actually happy for probably the first time in my life. The next day everything has evaporated into pure, utter chaos. Nothing is cut clean or black and white, there�s so much grey ahead that I can�t see straight. My life is flashing before my eyes and I feel the end is near. I�m hanging by a thread and any second now that thread will snap. I�m skating on thin ice and�enough with the metaphors�I think you get the idea. In short, I�m screwed. I had it all, and now I have nothing but misery and pain. And the worst part is�it was totally self-inflicted.

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Joey�s POV

I�m so confused. I�m so confused that I can�t even find the right words to describe just how confused I am, which only adds to my confusion. Why can�t things ever be simple? Why must life torture me? Why did he do it? Did it mean anything? Why did he do it? Why am I asking all these questions when I don�t care? I simply don�t care. It�s nothing and I really can�t understand why I�m making a big deal out of it. It meant nothing. Zilch. And I don�t care�really�I don�t! Oh god, I really need an ET fix�I wonder if Dawson�s home?

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