| To Be hearing myself laugh feeling myself smile I must admit it's been a while I lost myself to the heartache of a partnership I could not make blamed myself for wrongs not my own hurt myself for reasons unknown with one chance you changed that for me dried up the tears and set my heart free with all that I am---thank you for getting to know me and giving a chance for us to be |
| If Only If only I could not take every word to be the way my word is perhaps then tears wouldn't continue to fall from my tired eyes If only I could let the small stuff be just that then perhaps I could not ache so much If only my flaws were fixed no longer needing or wanting or hoping or wishing---- which is only really wasting if only |
| Was no longer knowing the feeling of a genuine smile no longer experiencing the rush of an unexpected kiss not being allowed the silliness of a deep belly laugh only having what I thought was but no longer believing |