You are in the middle! :

Do you have something like an illusion? You think
that you love the Beatles and that you are a great
fan of them, but I think you don't really know
what a real fan should do. You like one of them very
much but you don't like the others or even like him
in a particular part of his life (it happened to me
too) Maybe you should see them all as equal and like
their music because it's written from the heart!