I was unaware that the road of my life is made firmly behind me.
Many things happened, losing my way and stumbling over things.
Each one of them is very importnat. It's my own diary.
Those days, that time, those voices. They've turned into memories without noticing.
"Nobody understands me",
There were days when I hold sadness behind my smile.
I want to tell myself in 10 years ago "Don't give up, even you think it's impossible.
Go for it like mad and get hurt"
I want to tell myself in 10 years later "Take it easy, and
Spend your life time on your own way without rushing"
I can pretend to be fine but my heart won't rest.
Only my thoughts increase and words go around in circles.
I forgot to smile, being jealous with that girl's smile.
Nothing gonna change even I compare. I'll go living on my own way.
If I breathe deeply, I notice that I'm never alone.
I found me being weak, feeling lonely just by myself.
10 years ago, I cried and got angry violently,
I felt depressed, unable to love myself, but
10 years later, I hope, I become kinder and
It would be nice if I'm taking care of someone else.
I want to tell myself in 10 years ago......
I want to tell myself in 10 years later......
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