something I tucked so far away
something I tried to suspend
and now I don't know what to say
I've hurt too many a heart
in the process of moving on
I pushed the pieces apart
all the while it felt like a con
toward what my heart was saying
and the actions that progressed
so presently I am paying
while keeping my feelings suppressed
But now it's haunting my thoughts
and invading all my dreams
something I've pushed and I've fought
but things aren't what they seem
The gaze you project toward me
is a longing you want to share
but you believe I won't agree
and you haven't even heard my prayer
I beg for my heart to reveal
what's captured beneath it's frame
It's sick of this repetitive spiel
the sorrowful ending is always the same.
Second chances aren't always a right
it's what I fear this time around
recklessly full of childish fright
that my heart and soul will become unsound...